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Changing the locked vision through your eyes may not be easy; change is not...","words":119,"posted_at":"2012-02-12T23:51:00.000Z","tags":["change"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/339372-ciimb","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/deP97NAm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/04/b8/04b88e67-8028-4579-89c3-9d11e7fd0b6c"},{"sf1_id":347328,"sf2_id":"rn9GJ4Qe","title":"Love used to be...","author":"Desolation35","summary":" \n\nLove used to be my motivation; where has it gone?\n\nLove used to keep my mind towards the happiness; why did it leave?\n\nLove used to make me look forward to the upcoming days; was it ever there?\n\nLove used to keep the warmth inside my heart and soul;...","words":64,"posted_at":"2012-02-28T03:14:00.000Z","tags":["Angst","Love","Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/347328-love-used-to-be","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/rn9GJ4Qe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/90/77/9077a635-34db-463d-94bb-df109316beea"},{"sf1_id":340783,"sf2_id":"0mv7VwWn","title":"Ache","author":"Desolation35","summary":"My heart weeps helplessly as I cover the pain with a mask. Holding to it tightly, I cannot pry it from my own fingers. Tears are held back and drowned as they try to surface. For long periods of time they hold their breath, but they know that death is...","words":185,"posted_at":"2012-02-15T03:28:00.000Z","tags":["Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/340783-ache","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/0mv7VwWn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/40/47/40477ef8-46ce-418e-8f6d-68a23e94beb6"},{"sf1_id":339292,"sf2_id":"GnDrz66e","title":"Metamorphosis","author":"Desolation35","summary":"Everything is constantly changing; whether it be a long period of time or a short, instantaneous moment. I am deceived by my own judgments and interests in this period of time. \n \nMy mind itself is gradually empty of all insight from these changes. Not...","words":111,"posted_at":"2012-02-12T21:45:00.000Z","tags":["change"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/339292-metamorphosis","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/GnDrz66e","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/7f/e0/7fe0b7fb-6381-4a25-aa0a-f4153b6afec0"},{"sf1_id":347329,"sf2_id":"A1pbyoDm","title":"A Draw","author":"Desolation35","summary":"Do people only care about me because they worry about me? Or do they actually take interest of what I hold myself up to be? I do not believe that what I show others is the real me. I feel like a fake; forever hiding from judgment and the truth. How can...","words":92,"posted_at":"2012-02-28T03:18:00.000Z","tags":["Poetry","life"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/347329-a-draw","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/A1pbyoDm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/ea/fc/eafc8c4f-3fd3-4111-84dc-bc588cb4eb6c"},{"sf1_id":339896,"sf2_id":"pnGr942m","title":"To Whom","author":"Desolation35","summary":"To whom does my heart belong? \nIt has not the time to wait. Yet it all takes time to find its place. \nEvery moment it waits, its dying minute after painful minute. \n \nAfter being betrayed countless times for what it thought was its home, it is...","words":106,"posted_at":"2012-02-13T20:17:00.000Z","tags":["Love","Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/339896-to-whom","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/pnGr942m","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/ee/c6/eec61712-a0e4-40f2-ab78-4c040202846f"},{"sf1_id":292795,"sf2_id":"XekXpQQm","title":"Nothing","author":"Desolation35","summary":" \n\nNothing seems like it goes away forever, but it can leave for a short amount of time. Withing that time, you are able to live to your fullest. With the feeling coming back, you feel helpless and hopeless. Feeling empty is the worst feeling. Nobody...","words":91,"posted_at":"2011-10-04T22:19:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Poetry","Sorrow"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/292795-nothing","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/XekXpQQm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/dc/07/dc073cb1-0881-4ddf-88da-452fb3d5b068"},{"sf1_id":337627,"sf2_id":"YnLEXEv1","title":"Sanity","author":"Desolation35","summary":"My own poetry is what keeps me sane; in check with the world. I cannot fathom what I would be without this bestowed gift. The way I cope with what is on my mind is to get lost in thought. \nChanneling emotions that no one else has witnessed, my true...","words":102,"posted_at":"2012-02-10T21:32:00.000Z","tags":["Love"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/337627-sanity","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/YnLEXEv1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/5d/49/5d49201a-2738-490a-abf3-06e9718f881a"},{"sf1_id":339900,"sf2_id":"ve30ZbZm","title":"In Thought","author":"Desolation35","summary":"As much as I can hold to hate the things that I do, I hate what I've become out of my past actions. Love has torn me apart from the inside out and broke me down. As life goes on, I start to find no point in rebuilding on soiled grounds.\n\nConsistency; a...","words":101,"posted_at":"2012-02-13T20:25:00.000Z","tags":["Emotion","Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/339900-in-thought","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ve30ZbZm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/77/a8/77a88d64-1cc3-46e3-8c2b-2e4763705fd6"},{"sf1_id":279816,"sf2_id":"zeR5ywr1","title":"Who Am I?","author":"Desolation35","summary":"Love, or lust; want, or need; think, or know; everything has a reflection or a different way to look at it. Yet, only he who can see the world around him crumble beneath his feet find the answers of his journey. One may think it is easy to determine...","words":240,"posted_at":"2011-08-23T00:43:00.000Z","tags":["Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/279816-who-am-i","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/zeR5ywr1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/0c/5b/0c5b7b0b-3519-498e-9e27-d8840ba40663"},{"sf1_id":286772,"sf2_id":"B1Q9rJZ1","title":"Through the City","author":"Desolation35","summary":" \n\n \n\n \n\nI look upon the city lights dreaming of a long trip. Am I the one driving? Not necessarily. \n\n \n\nI dream of a leader; filled with a sense of responsibility, honesty, and devotion. They want to \n\nshow me everything as I want to show them. Do I...","words":246,"posted_at":"2011-09-14T23:11:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Poetry","life"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/286772-through-the-city","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/B1Q9rJZ1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/32/f6/32f65a04-23e0-4ddb-870e-0dbbd953096c"}]