[{"sf1_id":1623475,"sf2_id":"rm8kpxVe","title":"Feeling Helpless","author":"Amethyst Mare","summary":" **Feeling Helpless**\n\n** **\n\n_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_\n\n_ _\n\n_ _\n\n_If I get to five o'clock, I can have a drink._\n\n \n\nThe mantra of the day. If I do this, this means I'm not addicted. This means I'm not dependent. This means I'm not...","words":1273,"posted_at":"2020-09-02T19:18:00.000Z","tags":["Abuse","Abusive Relationship","Alcohol","Alcohol abuse","Depression","Entrapment","Escapism","Feeling helpless","First Person","Mild alcohol abuse","Negative thinking","Non-specific species","Relationships","Short Story","Solo","Story","Thoughtful","Trigger warning","abusive","anxiety","healing","helpless","introspective","mental health","monologue","recovery","warning"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1623475-feeling-helpless","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/rm8kpxVe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/f6/e7/f6e79035-3519-4c7d-9681-b3fb48a60df4"}]