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(Shh, they don't need to know)\n\nTake a step back, let me see, beneath, you're beautiful...\n\nI can't control you any better than myself, control me...\n\nLet me see...","words":113,"posted_at":"2015-01-22T14:02:00.000Z","tags":["Love","Pain","Short","Sorrow","Suggestive","Vague"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/810383-break-me","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/pnGlw8g1","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=810383\u0026ext=.jpg"},{"sf1_id":726740,"sf2_id":"dmWrpWLe","title":"Camping","author":"Arobynn","summary":"We had passed the last town until we meet the border\n\nWe were both sharing the wheel\n\nI stared blankly out the window at everything out of order\n\nShe had on the thing a grip of steel\n\nWe passed someone with a map, a lovely old chap\n\nHe gave us the...","words":406,"posted_at":"2014-07-06T18:17:00.000Z","tags":["Camping","Hitchiking","uncertainty"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/726740-camping","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/dmWrpWLe","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=726740\u0026ext=.jpg"},{"sf1_id":576674,"sf2_id":"lmX4qG6m","title":"the Light Of A Thousand Stars","author":"Arobynn","summary":"She has the light of a thousand stars\n\nShining in her golden heart\n\nBringing to my world her joy\n\nAnd tearing these clouds far apart.\n\nSo she can see who's really me\n\nBeneath this dream of reality\n\nAnd turn my cold back to warm\n\nturn my grey back to...","words":152,"posted_at":"2013-08-15T11:55:00.000Z","tags":["Help","Love","Poem","Sad","bright","darkness"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/576674-the-light-of-a-thousand-stars","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/lmX4qG6m","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=576674\u0026ext=.jpg"},{"sf1_id":543729,"sf2_id":"yndjjple","title":"The Rain Pours Down.","author":"Arobynn","summary":"The rain pours down. On his cold, hard grave. I'm so upset and scared, Yet I don't know who to blame. The box is lifted up, and placed into the hole. And it seems to tell the story, of his troubled life told. The dirt is shovelled back in, And not a...","words":114,"posted_at":"2013-05-27T22:29:00.000Z","tags":["Brother","Death","Hate","Poem","Short","Spur-of-the-moment","loss","sadness"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/543729-the-rain-pours-down","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/yndjjple","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=543729\u0026ext=.jpg"},{"sf1_id":790788,"sf2_id":"k1VWLrNe","title":"How To Beat Anxiety","author":"Arobynn","summary":"First of all harden your gaze\n\nInhale and fill up your glass\n\nRemind yourself nobody cares\n\nAnd remember that feelings don't last\n\nSit back and put on a smile\n\nAnd sharpen your tongue with lies\n\nClean your teeth with hatred\n\nAnd wash your hands with...","words":95,"posted_at":"2014-12-02T19:19:00.000Z","tags":["Dark","Poem","Rhyme","metaphorical","themed"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/790788-how-to-beat-anxiety","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/k1VWLrNe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/54/c7/54c794e2-baa5-4afc-9ba5-e960d8be2406"},{"sf1_id":543233,"sf2_id":"GnDzz5pe","title":"Into the night.","author":"Arobynn","summary":"The rain pelts down As I make my way home. And the fog blocks my sight as I walk here alone. I'm told I can't go through with this but they can't see the light. The one thing I contemplate deep into the night. The lies and scars of my past will soon be...","words":73,"posted_at":"2013-05-26T15:52:00.000Z","tags":["Death","Depth","End","Final","Hate","Sad","life"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/543233-into-the-night","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/GnDzz5pe","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=543233\u0026ext=.jpg"},{"sf1_id":726019,"sf2_id":"nDLLjVGn","title":"Cancer (My Final Poem)","author":"Arobynn","summary":"I sit here at my laptop my heart ever racing\n\nThe idea of death and the fear of telling someone is devastating\n\nIt could help or hinder us or just confuse us both\n\nIt could break the dams open and it could rock our boat\n\nI may not live to see my dream...","words":229,"posted_at":"2014-07-04T20:28:00.000Z","tags":["Death","cancer"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/726019-cancer-my-final-poem","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/nDLLjVGn","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=726019\u0026ext=.jpg"},{"sf1_id":576166,"sf2_id":"P1ERqK5e","title":"If Only You Knew Me","author":"Arobynn","summary":"My mistakes resound emptily\n\nRound the shell of my life\n\nMisunderstood, broken\n\nEdged sharp as a knife\n\nBut isn't life supposed to be,\n\nAn opportunity,\n\nTo leave your mark on this world,\n\nFor all that lives to see?\n\nI must not have gotten it.\n\nWas...","words":87,"posted_at":"2013-08-14T10:28:00.000Z","tags":["Dark","Poem","Sad","alone","mistakes","sorry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/576166-if-only-you-knew-me","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/P1ERqK5e","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=576166\u0026ext=.jpg"},{"sf1_id":581710,"sf2_id":"V1YPRROn","title":"Old Photos","author":"Arobynn","summary":"I remember as teens, that we had met\n\nacross from the field we were forbidden to stray.\n\nEven as threats hung above our heads,\n\nThere was nothing that could keep us away.\n\nAs much of our hearts we had both devoted,\n\nto keep each other sheltered from...","words":187,"posted_at":"2013-08-26T18:28:00.000Z","tags":["Grief","Poem","Sad","Widowed","World war 2"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/581710-old-photos","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/V1YPRROn","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=581710\u0026ext=.jpg"}]