[{"sf1_id":1056751,"sf2_id":"214xWld1","title":"Feels","author":"RaveInsatiable","summary":"* * *\n\nDo you see?\n\nDo you see what you are doing to me?\n\nThis is out of control.\n\nWhere along the way,\n\nDid I lose myelf in you?\n\nThis isn't fair,\n\nThis is beyond fair.\n\nMy walls, that I've tried\n\nSo very hard to keep up,\n\nHave came crumbling...","words":108,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:32:00.000Z","tags":["Crave","FEELINGS","Love","Poem","Want","crush","need"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056751-feels","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/214xWld1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/36/e1/36e14025-feb5-470d-98fd-2f07375d5e11"},{"sf1_id":1056749,"sf2_id":"qmyrK5Qn","title":"reminisce","author":"RaveInsatiable","summary":"I can't stop thinking\n\nOf when you were lying\n\nIn my arms\n\nWhat did I do,\n\nTo deserve such a moment?\n\nI took advantage of it,\n\nSavored it,\n\nbut that didn't prevent my\n\nheart from swelling up\n\nWith sadness\n\nWas I going to lose this,\n\nIn a day?\n\nIn a...","words":94,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:31:00.000Z","tags":["Crave","Love","Poem","Want","crush","need"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056749-reminisce","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/qmyrK5Qn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/31/73/3173a85f-f37a-409b-9c93-83b41e4d682c"},{"sf1_id":1056760,"sf2_id":"Rnokabxn","title":"Rush","author":"RaveInsatiable","summary":"Nervous anticipation, \n\na rollercoaster of emotion,\n\nthe butterfly affect,\n\na big grin,\n\na quick grimace barely noticeable,\n\ncant' let it effect me,\n\nbut it does.\n\nTrying to enjoy this\n\nmomentary happiness,\n\nbut my heart,\n\nit plays with me.\n\nSick, sick...","words":88,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:39:00.000Z","tags":["Anticipation","Heartbreak","Love","Poem","enjoy","nervous"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056760-rush","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Rnokabxn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/5a/ec/5aec2c6a-dd5d-45fb-a96f-d94b543865d7"},{"sf1_id":1056768,"sf2_id":"3egr9QM1","title":"Save me.","author":"RaveInsatiable","summary":"Who knew how hard it would be,\n\nto get back to where you once were emotionally? \nSomewhere along the way, I have fallen.\n\nFallen into an emptiness within myself that I never knew even existed.\n\nHow do I get out of this vast darkness? \nSearching for a...","words":96,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:43:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Save me","broken","deceit","fake","pretend","save"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056768-save-me","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/3egr9QM1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/bd/f0/bdf02077-3ac8-4adc-8301-e0787969290b"},{"sf1_id":1056755,"sf2_id":"rnaEpNLn","title":"Hi.","author":"RaveInsatiable","summary":"Are you here,\n\nTo pick up the pieces?\n\nOr are you here,\n\nTo create more?\n\nBecause I can tell you\n\nRight now,\n\nThat I am far from perfect\n\nAnd i just want to warn you\n\nWhat you're getting yourself into\n\nInsecurity,\n\nJealousy\n\nI can guarantee you those...","words":71,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:36:00.000Z","tags":["Heartbreak","Love","Pain","crush","curiosity","hurt"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056755-hi","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/rnaEpNLn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/27/f4/27f43dc1-7bef-4f14-bed8-1249b5f88af3"},{"sf1_id":1056766,"sf2_id":"J1Olg7ke","title":"Can I escape?","author":"RaveInsatiable","summary":"* * *\n\nI don't think you quite understand\n\nhow important you already are to em.\n\nbefore I knew it,\n\nyou've maneuvered your way into my life. \n\nIt didn't even hit me until recently\n\ni've been truly happy.\n\nHow is that even possible? \nI thought I was...","words":155,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:42:00.000Z","tags":["Heartbreak","Love","Poem","escape","happiness","important"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056766-can-i-escape","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/J1Olg7ke","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/6c/e4/6ce42f36-fcaf-4755-b68d-66d075c82528"},{"sf1_id":1056743,"sf2_id":"AnKz8NPm","title":"Moving on.","author":"RaveInsatiable","summary":"I'm invisible,\n\nto him.\n\nI no longer exist.\n\nI know it's time,\n\nTo move on to something better;\n\nTo stop being stuck in the past,\n\nAnd dwelling on what can't be changed.\n\nI tug and I tug\n\nAt my heart,\n\nBut it won't seem to budge.\n\nI just need to...","words":102,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:28:00.000Z","tags":["Heartbreak","Love","Move on","Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056743-moving-on","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/AnKz8NPm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/fe/67/fe673fc2-40a4-4c89-ae1a-2a059f930a2d"},{"sf1_id":1056747,"sf2_id":"yndNQYNe","title":"Vulnerability","author":"RaveInsatiable","summary":"I'm vulnerable.\n\nSo, so vulnerable.\n\nI try so hard\n\nTo put up these walls\n\nTo hide behind,\n\nBut then\n\nI meet someone,\n\nAnd for once I want to let my\n\nWalls down,\n\nbut to let down my guard completely,\n\nScares me to the fullest extent\n\nTo be completely...","words":82,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:30:00.000Z","tags":["Heartbreak","Love","Poem","crush","nervous"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056747-vulnerability","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/yndNQYNe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/e8/a6/e8a68477-3d1d-4adc-97c9-721d5525ac93"},{"sf1_id":1056762,"sf2_id":"GnD0bXGn","title":"Not alone","author":"RaveInsatiable","summary":"To feel whole\n\nyou need to risk being more lost\n\nBut the thought of being complete,\n\nthe thought of being out of the dark\n\neven momentarily\n\nseems oh so worth it,\n\nfinally receiving that adrenaline rush\n\nthat contagious smile,\n\nafter so...","words":114,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:40:00.000Z","tags":["Heartbreak","Lost","Love","Poem","Risk"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056762-not-alone","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/GnD0bXGn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/07/54/07543bcc-30b6-4fb9-85fa-1f0f2a07bfcd"},{"sf1_id":1056740,"sf2_id":"Oe5zxkMm","title":"Can't stop.","author":"RaveInsatiable","summary":"I sit here,\n\nand continue writing,\n\nlistening to this angsty music \n\nthat seems like it relates to my very core,\n\nand I can't stop thinking of\n\nhow you walked out of my life,\n\nwhen not even 4 months ago,\n\nit was \"forever and always.\"\n\nI continue...","words":93,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:08:00.000Z","tags":["Love","Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056740-can-t-stop","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Oe5zxkMm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/65/12/65129fda-43b2-423e-8ba4-0e657dd67950"},{"sf1_id":1056770,"sf2_id":"zeREOgK1","title":"Memory.","author":"RaveInsatiable","summary":"Once upon a time, I was in a pretty shitty relationship. I'm sure a lot of you can relate. I mean it wasn't all bad, there were good parts too. But when you get cheated on, the good doesn't matter. But I have no ill feelings towards it. In fact, if it...","words":911,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:46:00.000Z","tags":["Heartbreak","Love"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056770-memory","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/zeREOgK1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/f2/a9/f2a9eeb0-0662-4cb1-b2fd-b526db17f098"},{"sf1_id":1056764,"sf2_id":"Rnokab0n","title":"Path to happiness","author":"RaveInsatiable","summary":"The path of happiness is a hard one to take,\n\nto gain, you must lose,\n\nWhat is worth most? \nWhat are you willing to risk? \nWill the happiness you gain,\n\noutweigh the pain that might be caused in the process? \nsometimes the greatest things you...","words":123,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:40:00.000Z","tags":["Heartbreak","Love","Path","Paths","Risk","happiness"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056764-path-to-happiness","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Rnokab0n","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/39/89/39898f84-4ffb-409c-8a52-f5485be0a3ae"}]