{"sf1_id":1021004,"sf2_id":"rn6Ad3jm","title":"Emptiness","author":"james mikoto","words":129,"posted_at":"2016-06-04T03:31:00.000Z","tags":["Emotional","Ending","Love","Pain","Poems","Poetry","empty","friends"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1021004-emptiness","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/rn6Ad3jm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/c4/8e/c48e61fb-f5e5-4403-b249-2660db761f85","description":"#6 of heart break\n\nI was in my home in Memphis TN I forgot that there was no internet from when I used to live there all I did was run play and walk around to re-familierize myself with my surroundings but I'm back......not sure if anyone here probably even cares.... enjoy!:)","content":"The emptiness now becomes my closest friend,  \nTo live each day as it passes just as lonely as the last,  \nThe inside is crying hidden suddenly by the smile,  \nTo feel acceptance is to open up to more pain and denial,  \nLove like a rain cloud only there long enough,  \nTo make the desert yearn for almost just enough,  \nGrowing close to loosing hope all is becoming dark,  \nThe world easily shows hate without a small remark,  \nTo feel accepted and alive grows slowly thin,  \nAnother day ending with no promise or feeling from within,  \nThe child never sees it coming unaware of its strength,  \nAdults love die along with the child's will to survive,  \nFalse disguise of hope in our world nears to the end of our tainted\u0026nbsp;lord.  \n  \n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"heart break","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/887833-three-attempts.json"}}