{"sf1_id":1030459,"sf2_id":"YnLAAaA1","title":"TFS","author":"FurryWolf25","words":438,"posted_at":"2016-06-16T15:54:00.000Z","tags":["Annoyance","Poetry","Rhyme","personal life","rap","vent"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1030459-tfs","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/YnLAAaA1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/d0/a4/d0a460aa-1185-4f64-b443-279c5b9211c5","description":"#7 of Poetry and poems\n\nThe Feelings Sounded, based on the vents of Thursday Friday and Saturday leading into Spring break. It's long over with now but damn that killed my vibes over break.\nNot my typical flow, this was Rhythm And Poetry, each section represents a day","content":"Talkin, but words aint formin\n\nstutterin over a breath\n\nthat aint comin.\n\nTake a seat, mouth dry\n\nfeeling like I woke up\n\njust after I died.\n\nPause, wait a minute\n\nthings are going\n\nreal good,\n\nYeah! I can feel it,\n\nsomethin tellin me,\n\nI'm in a much\u0026nbsp;\n\nbetter mood.\n\nStep down in the\u0026nbsp;\n\nspace I most\n\ndesire,\n\nto see the people\u0026nbsp;\n\nfrom whom I will\u0026nbsp;\n\ninspire.\n\nYet enter in and\u0026nbsp;\n\nI'm hurt,\n\nThe place lookin\u0026nbsp;\n\nas bare as\u0026nbsp;\n\ndirt.\n\nTry not to take\u0026nbsp;\n\nit to the\n\nheart,\n\nContinue as planned\n\ngotta play it smart.\n\nFast forward\n\nthe last bit\u0026nbsp;\n\nof my day,\n\nJust to be\u0026nbsp;\n\nannoyed by\n\nlogic decayed.\n\nCorrection after\n\ncorrection,\n\nfallacies too\n\nmany\n\nJust let me\u0026nbsp;\n\ngo home\n\nand be sippin\n\noh some\n\nhenny.\n\nThis bittersweet day\n\nmark the start\n\nof a bad\u0026nbsp;\n\nspell,\n\nI'm just hopin\n\nthis next\u0026nbsp;\n\nweek isn't\n\nhell.\n\n* * *\n\nGlad to be\u0026nbsp;\n\ndone with\n\nthat unsavory taste\n\nMy sleep felt\n\nlike half a tube\n\nof toothpaste\n\nTake my act\n\nback to routine\n\nHolding on to\n\nthose last bits\n\nof flourine\n\nAll takes fine\n\nearn a heartfelt\u0026nbsp;\n\nmoment\n\nAccepting this surprising\n\natonement\n\nI'm back in\u0026nbsp;\n\na mood, I\n\ncan call mine.\n\nComplete a task long\n\nawaited,\u0026nbsp;\n\nAfter plenty days\n\nof being berated.\n\nStart my trek\n\nback, doing\u0026nbsp;\n\nwhat I do,\n\nto stumble on\n\na revolutionary\n\nbreak through;\n\nthat stopping and detaining\n\nis a most useful\u0026nbsp;\n\ntact,\n\nbut in reality\n\nit's harassment\n\nas a matter\u0026nbsp;\n\nof fact.\n\nIt's as if business\u0026nbsp;\n\nbeat ethics\u0026nbsp;\n\nin the back\u0026nbsp;\n\nwith a belt\n\nHere I am again,\n\nwhere my mood\n\nI can feel\n\nmelt.\n\nA stand off\n\nlong drawn\n\nout,\n\nbut not vindictive\u0026nbsp;\n\nto me\n\nFinally, withdrawl\n\nand return,\n\nSeeya! I'm\n\nout!\n\nNow to settle\n\nthis lingered\n\nbitter spree.\n\n* * *\n\nWake up,\n\nthoughts were\n\ndreary\n\nGet up, stomach upset\n\nIt's all reverb,\n\nimaginary voices I'm\n\nhearing\n\nBut I still got\n\nto go,\n\nthere's goals,\n\nI still need\n\nto get.\n\nDoing okay,\n\nnot in my\u0026nbsp;\n\nbest shape\n\nBut I still tough it out,\n\nFeels like this\u0026nbsp;\n\nbattle has\n\na narrow escape.\n\nBeginning to feel\n\nthe choking\u0026nbsp;\n\ngrasp of doubt.\n\nThough I know\n\nthere is comfort\n\nby my side,\n\nSometimes I feel\n\nlike committing\n\nmental suicide.\n\nTo just be done\n\nwould be\u0026nbsp;\n\nso bliss,\n\nNever having to\n\ndeal with\n\nthe embrace\u0026nbsp;\n\nof that\n\ntoxic kiss.\n\nBut more harm\n\nthan good\n\ncomes from\n\nthat decision\n\nIt puts me\n\nin an\n\nemotional\n\nfission.\n\nOnce again,\n\nI must\u0026nbsp;\n\nreturn\n\nto have\u0026nbsp;\n\nyesterday\n\nmake a\u0026nbsp;\n\nU-turn.\n\nNow I'm sure,\n\nI had my\u0026nbsp;\n\ndoubts.\n\nThis week has\n\ntruly been\n\nterrible,\n\nAnd the start of Spring Break\n\nhas been a miserable one.\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry and poems","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1030453-those-days.json"}}