{"sf1_id":1056751,"sf2_id":"214xWld1","title":"Feels","author":"RaveInsatiable","words":108,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:32:00.000Z","tags":["Crave","FEELINGS","Love","Poem","Want","crush","need"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056751-feels","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/214xWld1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/36/e1/36e14025-feb5-470d-98fd-2f07375d5e11","description":"#10 of Poems\n\n2014","content":"* * *\n\nDo you see?\n\nDo you see what you are doing to me?\n\nThis is out of control.\n\nWhere along the way,\n\nDid I lose myelf in you?\n\nThis isn't fair,\n\nThis is beyond fair.\n\nMy walls, that I've tried\n\nSo very hard to keep up,\n\nHave came crumbling down\n\nand I've hardly noticed.\n\nHow could I have hardly noticed?\n\nI struggle so hard,\n\nTo repair my barrier\n\nThe steel that has\n\nCovered my heart\n\nIs slowly melting away,\n\nand I can feel again\n\nAnd it's the most\n\nTerrifying thing in existance\n\nMy body is weak,\n\nAnd I'm terrified to be\n\nVulnerable.\n\nSo, so very vulnerable.\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poems","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056749-reminisce.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056755-hi.json"}}