{"sf1_id":1056760,"sf2_id":"Rnokabxn","title":"Rush","author":"RaveInsatiable","words":88,"posted_at":"2016-08-06T09:39:00.000Z","tags":["Anticipation","Heartbreak","Love","Poem","enjoy","nervous"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056760-rush","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Rnokabxn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/5a/ec/5aec2c6a-dd5d-45fb-a96f-d94b543865d7","description":"#14 of Poems\n\n2014","content":"Nervous anticipation,\u0026nbsp;\n\na rollercoaster of emotion,\n\nthe butterfly affect,\n\na big grin,\n\na quick grimace barely noticeable,\n\ncant' let it effect me,\n\nbut it does.\n\nTrying to enjoy this\n\nmomentary happiness,\n\nbut my heart,\n\nit plays with me.\n\nSick, sick to my stomach.\n\nHow do I make it stop?  \nIs it a sign?  \nA warning?  \nWill this all end soon?  \nThis happiness I've finally come to seemingly accomplish?  \nI can't let it affect me,\n\nI know I can't.\n\nHave to enjoy it while it lasts.\n\nWhile this lasts.\n\n  \n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poems","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056758-too-soon.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1056762-not-alone.json"}}