# Reflectional Relapse... Author: Jiblits Tags: Poetry, Series Progression, murder ---Working on part two of murder series intro--- ---Explaining further into the initial psyche break, that leads to the murderous black-outs. Showing more into his life before-hand, (debating between relationship incident causing initial vigilante mentality. Victim to criminal aspect.--- ---Following piece written as he griefs for loved one--- (Chapter 2: Reflectional Relapse) I'm falling at such a slow pace I've left everything behind, there's nothing left to trace Among the meadow of mindful mischief I found the one thorn filled with grief Are you not here anymore among the smiles so bright I see you, when I close my eyes at night... The dreams follow with a night of tiresome intention I lose composure at a single word of your mention I'm tired, but I continue on, as I promised before your eyes closed for their final farewell I try my best, but at time, I'm filled with regrets, in my own personal hell... I don't want to remember the bad, but the best wasn't long I miss the happiness, that enough, I know is wrong Your touch, smiles, & scent drive me to insanity I've thought of them till they were real, searching for them, frantically, till I'm sure I've left humanity... I don't want, I need I'll give it all, for one final day of greed... Take me before tomorrow Else I'll just feel sorrow I'll deny no bullet, no knife, or wire I only want my one & final desire I just can't bring my hand to take what was always yours, what's left of me I need help I can't ask for, so, so I can finally be free... Freedom isn't something you can find You can look, but it's truly only in mind.... I'm broken, I'm sorry....there's not a day more I want to live... ...please...someone...fate or otherwise, take what I have left to give.... ....until then, I'll see you again, in dreams filled with tears... It's only been a day since you've left, I can't do this for years... (Death only the beginning of life's end...) (Time makes certain the curtain of a dream begins to bend) ---Thanks for reading---                                      ---Always--- Source: https://sofurry.com/s/J1OLA3Pe