{"sf1_id":1072955,"sf2_id":"0mvQ7xqe","title":"For I...","author":"MacaDragon","words":153,"posted_at":"2016-09-17T05:40:00.000Z","tags":["Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1072955-for-i","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/0mvQ7xqe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/b3/03/b3039ac7-4507-42cb-bf28-32d08628db49","description":"#2 of poetry","content":"For I...\n\nDrifting, fading, falling, is all I feel from the ones I love\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; Because of the things I think and feel is more than enough to cause such\n\nFor I am seen a failure in my eyes, for my brain is my fault\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; The ones I love do not understand what I see and know, for they are blinded by them selves\n\nI tell them what I am and they are masked by their disbelief, minds shadowed by their thoughts\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; For they are worried? As for my thoughts cannot conjure what the future tells, much I must learn\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nFor I now feel lost and alone yet accompanied, fear for they will know the true me...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; Should I continue to hide in fear and secrecy just to please others for what they want to see of me?\n\nOr should I just stop for good and never return...?\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"poetry","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1070739-me.json"}}