{"sf1_id":1078313,"sf2_id":"dmBzyQKm","title":"Drowning clown","author":"james mikoto","words":140,"posted_at":"2016-09-26T02:11:00.000Z","tags":["Death","In-progress","No-Yiff","Pain","Poem","Poetry","clowns","drown","tears","water"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1078313-drowning-clown","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/dmBzyQKm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/7f/22/7f22cd56-6bd1-4978-9964-edbcffee36aa","description":"#8 of tears\n\nNow it should be done","content":"I'm far away, but I could see by squinting\n\nPlaying\u0026nbsp;games with\u0026nbsp;others\u0026nbsp;it's so\u0026nbsp;agreeing..\n\nI tried\u0026nbsp;waving to them on the beach but... unheard of over\u0026nbsp;the sound of partying\n\nI'm\u0026nbsp;tied up and\u0026nbsp;sinking...but\u0026nbsp;how am I thinking\n\nI'm struggling and flailing around,\n\nIt's not smooth sail'n\u0026nbsp;when I'm tied\u0026nbsp;down\n\nI'm gasping for air hoping I'll see the sun...\n\nBut then\u0026nbsp;my body starts to go numb...\n\nMy mind sinks deeper into blankness\n\nWhile i sink\u0026nbsp;deeper into dark \u0026\u0026nbsp;wetness\n\nThe bricks of hatred\u0026nbsp;dragging\u0026nbsp;me down\n\nI was tricked...tricked like a clown...\n\nBut if this will make them happy...\n\nthen I'll be happy to drown without a frown...\n\nTo live life making others happy\n\nTo die with a smile won't make me crappy...\n\n'i live by this rule; live long with laughter and happiness and joy and die with it but\u0026nbsp;without a bitter taste but die with a huge smile.'\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"tears","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1067896-i-was-never-here.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1087307-inside-myself.json"}}