# Loving and Lusting for My Brother Chapter 1

Author: Vikthefox
Tags: Brothers, Fox, Incest, Male

#1 of Loving and Lusting for My Brother

Author's Note: Thanks to my friends, watchers, and viewers.&nbsp; You guys are great!&nbsp; Warning: This series will contain scenes of incest and watersports/pee voyeurism.&nbsp; Because of this I am rating all chapters of this series as&nbsp;extreme, even the tamer ones. &nbsp;This chapter will be from Rodya's POV.

**Loving and Lusting for My Brother Chapter 1**

My name is Rodya Ivanov.&nbsp; I'm 24 years old and I am a very bad foxy.&nbsp; My fur is a dark red except for the top and back of my head, which I dyed jet-black when I was 16, and my eyes are dark blue.&nbsp; It's Saturday morning and I just woke up from a terrible, disgusting dream.&nbsp; It's a dream I have had over and over again for many years now. I sigh and decide to get out of bed and start my day.&nbsp; I dare not look in the mirror as I brush my teeth and comb my head fur.&nbsp; After I'm done in the bathroom, I get dressed in my usual T-shirt and shorts and go downstairs to the basement to greet the guy of my dreams, the fox I love and secretly lust after, my older brother Malakai.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; He's 25 and has the same dark red body fur as I, but instead of jet-black head fur he has golden blonde head fur.&nbsp; He dyed it that color after he saw me dye my head fur.&nbsp; What really makes him so adorable are the black plastic-framed glasses he wears.&nbsp; He's such a cute, adorable, sexy, nerdy fox and I want him so bad.&nbsp; He's already awake and dressed and looks like he's working on one of his computers.

"Good morning bro", I said.

"Good morning to you too", he says with a smile.

"What would you like for breakfast?" I ask.

"Hmm, how about some pancakes", he replies.

"Okay", I said.&nbsp; I then walked back up to the kitchen to make some pancakes, his favorite breakfast dish.&nbsp; Once I was finished, I went back down to the basement and asked him to come up to the dining room.&nbsp; He did so and happily ate his share of pancakes.&nbsp;

"So what's new?" he asked me

"Nothing much. &nbsp;You?" I asked.

"Well I'm building a 486 MS-DOS gaming PC", he said.

"Don't you have enough computers?" I asked.&nbsp; I lost count a while ago of how many computers he has.&nbsp; I'm not too knowledgeable about them, but I know he has a bunch of them.

"Nope.&nbsp; Besides, I love building my own PCs", he said.

"I see", I said.

"Yep, but I need a couple parts.&nbsp; Want to go to thrift shopping today?" he asked.

Hanging out with my brother is a double-edged sword.&nbsp; On the one hand it's nice, but on the other being in his presence for long periods of time causes my mind to think naughty thoughts.&nbsp; The longer I stay in his presence, the more I want him.&nbsp; He really loves spending time with me, which is nice, but it makes the thoughts worse.&nbsp; Alas, I do not want to disappoint him so I decided to accompany him to the thrift shop.&nbsp; We catch the bus two blocks south of our house and get off at the Ferry Street Shopping Center where Joel's Thrift Shop is.&nbsp; Once inside, we disperse.&nbsp; Since computers aren't my thing, I look in the music section instead.&nbsp; I browse through the vinyl section and pick up a few rock albums.&nbsp; Once I'm done looking around, I search for my brother.&nbsp; I find him in the computer section bent over and browsing through a bin of random computer parts.&nbsp; He's so distracted that he doesn't see me behind him, staring at his ass.&nbsp; Naughty thoughts come in my head and my shorts begin to feel really tight as I look at his nice ass.

"Hey bro, didn't see you there", Malakai says facing me, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"What...Oh, hey bro I was just waiting for you.&nbsp; Did you find what you were looking for?" I ask nervously.

"Um, yeah.&nbsp; Are you okay?&nbsp; You seem nervous about something?" he asked.

"N-no I'm fine", I say.

"Okay", Malakai said, concerned.&nbsp; This always happens when we go out, Malakai unintentionally does something that turns me on and I start fantasizing and get lost in my fantasies until he snaps me out of it.&nbsp; We purchase our items then make our way back to the bus stop and catch a bus to downtown to visit the other thrift shops.&nbsp; I tried my best to not zone out again as we browsed the other shops.&nbsp; After we were done it was time for lunch.&nbsp; We went to a little fast food restaurant called Sal's and had some delicious veggie burgers.

"I'll be back, I gotta pee", Malakai said, leaving his seat.&nbsp; I got hard when he said that.&nbsp; As if I wasn't ashamed enough for wanting to have sex with my brother, I also have a pee fetish.&nbsp; While he was in the bathroom my mind drifted as I thought of him relieving himself at the urinal.&nbsp; I could deal with the pee fetish, but why must my fantasies involve my brother.&nbsp;

"You're zoning out again"; my brother said when he came back.

"Huh? Oh sorry I was daydreaming", I said.

"Rodya, is there something wrong?&nbsp; You've been zoning out a lot lately?" Malakai said.

"Nope. I'm fine.&nbsp; Let's go home", I said.

"Alright", Malakai said.

We then left the restaurant and took the bus home.&nbsp; Malakai returned to the basement to work on his computer while I went back into my room.

"Why can't I be normal?" I thought to myself. "He's getting suspicious.&nbsp; How much longer before he figures it out?"

I decided to check my phone to see if any of my friends messaged me.&nbsp; Despite being cursed with a desire for my own brother, I've always been lucky with friendships.&nbsp; Of course, none of my friends know my secret.&nbsp; I chatted with them for a couple hours until I got hungry for dinner.&nbsp; I went downstairs to the basement to ask Malakai what he wanted for dinner.&nbsp; I didn't see him, but I heard the water running, so I realized he was in the basement shower.&nbsp; I decided to wait for him to come out.&nbsp; As I waited, I took a look around.&nbsp; The place kind of reminded me of a school computer lab, with a bunch of desks upon which a variety of computers from Apple II to a Zenith laptop.&nbsp; He had built shelves on the walls to hold his vast software collection, which he had acquired from thrift shops over the years.&nbsp; On the right side of his bed were a dresser and a couple bookcases containing some more software and of course books.&nbsp; One particular book caught my eye.&nbsp; It was bright red with faux leather binding.&nbsp; I thought it was a photo album until I read the front cover, which read _My Art Book_.&nbsp; Curious, I was about to open it when I heard Malakai's bathroom door open.&nbsp; I quickly put the book back and waited for him to come out.&nbsp; When he walked into his bedroom, he was naked.&nbsp; He didn't bother to wrap a towel around himself.&nbsp; He covered his privates with his paws the moment he saw I was there, but for a few seconds I got to see a rare sight.&nbsp; I can count on one paw the number of times I have seen my brother naked.&nbsp; None of which were sexual situations, just things like getting dressed for school or changing into or out of our swim trunks.&nbsp; His cock was flaccid, but still I felt lucky to even see it.&nbsp; Of course guilt washed over me immediately for wanting to see my brother's penis.&nbsp; Malakai was really embarrassed, blushing red like a strawberry, which was kind of adorable.

"Hi Rodya I didn't expect to see you down here", Malakai said.

"I'm sorry I thought I would you just wait for you down here.&nbsp; I wanted to ask you about dinner", I said, I started to feel embarrassed myself.

"Well how about we order some pizza?" Malakai asked.

"Sounds good to me", I said.

I went back upstairs and ordered the pizza.&nbsp; I ordered our usual plain pizza from a little pizza shop down the street that delivered.&nbsp; Dinner went fine until Malakai started asking me questions about my zoning out again.

"Are you sure you're okay Rodya?" he asked.

"Yes, I'm fine.&nbsp; Don't worry about me", I said.

"But that zoning out thing..." Malakai started to say.

At that point I started getting upset.&nbsp; Why did he keep bringing it up?&nbsp; Why can't he just forget about it and I can just get on with my life hiding my secret?&nbsp;

"Drop it Malakai!" I shouted.&nbsp; I didn't mean to, but I got so nervous about him knowing the truth that I flipped.

"Sorry for caring", he said with a hurt look on his face.

I felt really bad, so I said, "I'm sorry.&nbsp; I didn't mean to flip out."

"It's okay", Malakai said, but I don't think he meant it judging by his sad tone.&nbsp; He then went back to the basement while I returned to my room.&nbsp; The pressure of this secret was getting to me, but what could I do about it?&nbsp; I can't tell him.&nbsp; I can't tell anyone.&nbsp; I collapsed onto my bed and just I just laid there for about an hour or so until my phone went off.

"Hello", I said.

"Hey there Rodya", a familiar, seductive voice spoke.&nbsp; It was my best friend with benefits Denver Hollister.&nbsp; He was a sand-colored wolf/fox hybrid with beautiful green eyes and a really nice personality.&nbsp; He was also amazing in bed.&nbsp; In my quest to cure myself of incest, I turn to men like Denver for some fun; I keep hoping that if I have enough sex with other men I'll be cured of my incestuous thoughts.&nbsp;

"What's up?" I asked.

"I think you know.&nbsp; I'm watching the finale of Project Runway right now, but after it ends I would absolutely love it if you could come over here and have some fun with me" Denver said.

I wasn't feeling horny, but after the events of today some time away from my brother might do me some good.&nbsp; "Sure", I replied.

"Okay see you in two hours.&nbsp; I'll message you when Project Runway is over.&nbsp; Bye", Denver said, hanging up.

I put my phone down and pondered what to do for the next two hours.&nbsp; I decided a drink would do me good, so I went to the fridge and pulled out a wine cooler.&nbsp; As I stood there drinking, I heard footsteps coming up the stairs.&nbsp; It was Malakai.

"I'm sorry about earlier Rodya.&nbsp; How can I make it up to you?" Malakai asked.

"I'm the one who should be making it up to you.&nbsp; I shouldn't have yelled", I said.

"It's alright Rodya, I'm not mad at you.&nbsp; In fact I was thinking maybe we could watch a movie together?" Malakai said.

It's been awhile since we watched a movie together, but now that I have my "date " with Denver, we would only have time for one film.&nbsp; Normally we watch at least two.&nbsp; I wasn't really in the movie mood, but I didn't want to disappoint my brother so I agreed.&nbsp; The movie we watched was an old favorite of ours called "Port of the Vampires." We loved supernatural stuff liked that.&nbsp; About halfway through, I noticed Malakai lying down on the couch, resting his head against my right arm.&nbsp; He looked like he was going to fall asleep any minute.&nbsp; I thought about waking him up, but since we've already seen this movie before I let him sleep.&nbsp; Not too long after that, I started falling asleep too.&nbsp;

I dreamt I was laying down next to Malakai in a sleeping bag in front of a fireplace, cuddling with him.&nbsp; I caressed his fur, causing him to murr happily.&nbsp; It felt so nice; I didn't want the dream to end.&nbsp; When I woke up, I felt something heavy in my arms.&nbsp; I looked down and saw Malakai; his eyes open with a confused expression on his face.&nbsp; I gasped, not knowing what to say.&nbsp; I let go of him and he got up.&nbsp; Terrified of what he might say, I ran to my room and shut the door.

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