{"sf1_id":1084743,"sf2_id":"ePddbd9e","title":"Hoss Update: And the Ass Said to the Angel, Let's Play Kick to Kick.","author":"GabrielClyde","words":237,"posted_at":"2016-10-10T05:46:00.000Z","tags":["Horse","Journal","life"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1084743-hoss-update-and-the-ass-said-to-the-angel-let-s-play-kick-to-kick","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ePddbd9e","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/5f/5d/5f5da4cf-2f99-4d99-8d8d-e0172a7c289d","description":"","content":"Well, I have been to the mountain top. And it was fucking cold and sometimes blowing a gale and my mane looks really sexy blowing in a force 9 gale so that was ok.\u0026nbsp;\n\nOn more serious notes.\n\nThings have been not good, I lost my job, lost all confidence, zest for life, or thought of the future. I took off somewhere for a while I can at least be useful, which helped, but\u0026nbsp;I can't write, and have no desire to really, I have one more thing to finish because I have promised to but that is it for me for the forseeable future. I am not a writer, never have been really, and I cant pretend any more.\n\nI was going to delete all my works, I have decided to leave them up as people I respect have asked me to do so. I will not be around much if at all for at least a while, I haven't the energy or capacity for this. The downside of furry has been ramifying a bit too much of late, and I cant cope with the bad shit when everything else is so cruddy,\u0026nbsp;and I need an extended break at least. I'm not ok, not good, not going well, and I havent the energy for this, or any belief in me left at all.\n\nGo well furs, and I hope you all do better than I have managed.\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n"}