{"sf1_id":1087307,"sf2_id":"bebYbrr1","title":"Inside myself","author":"james mikoto","words":144,"posted_at":"2016-10-17T06:10:00.000Z","tags":["Pain","Poems","Poetry","lonely","tears"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1087307-inside-myself","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/bebYbrr1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/ca/9c/ca9cf79d-a932-4062-bd50-f3d774a7826e","description":"#9 of tears\n\nI need to socialize more outside of school","content":"I am a lonely feather in the wind\n\nTo busy wandering, unable to atone for my sins\n\nI am always happy and irrational\n\nBut I'm always ending up crappy and unusual\n\nI have so many colors but I stand alone in darkness\n\nIt doesn't matter whom hurts me\n\nAs long as your happiness never ceases to elude me\n\nI am empty inside never full\n\nI am a sentient mime always playing the fool...\n\nNo one can understand me and my pain\n\nEveryday I try so hard to keep my insanity at bay..\n\nNo one can help me \\*tick\u0026nbsp;tock tick tock\\*...?\u0026nbsp;\n\n..... it's....my\u0026nbsp;blood\u0026nbsp;colored grandfather clock\n\nIm running out of time...to knock\n\nI have nothing I am nothing but a mysterious slime,\u0026nbsp;that's anything but\u0026nbsp;a shock\n\nBecause I can't cry\u0026nbsp;\n\nAll because of my past crimes\n\nBut it's never over cause I'm alive but also dead inside....\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"tears","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1078313-drowning-clown.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1094205-can-t-cry.json"}}