{"sf1_id":1102781,"sf2_id":"q1x2p78m","title":"Eclipse","author":"Kaminari Kitsune","words":368,"posted_at":"2016-12-08T03:23:00.000Z","tags":["Emotional","Genderfluid","Genderfluidity","Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1102781-eclipse","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/q1x2p78m","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/5b/8b/5b8bbb4c-4176-4cc2-bd64-993a67984c7b","description":"Recently I've come to terms with genderfluidity. This is aproduct of that","content":"While male, I'm strong\n\nConfident, analytical\n\nAdrenaline is my drug\n\nI live for my next high\n\nThis is what I've been assigned\n\nThis is what I am sometimes\n\nI think I can do it that I'll always be the one\n\nThis who I am\n\nThis is the sun.\n\nWhile female, I'm sensitive\n\nSelf doubting, emotional\n\nEmpathy not apathy drives my soul\n\nand I'm actually social\n\nI'm selfless and curious\n\nAnd drawn to the arts\n\nMy ideas form plans bloom\n\nThis is what I am\n\nThis is the moon\n\nWhen feel like both my personalities collide\n\nAs night and day they're different\n\nOne's eloquent and one's practical\n\nSensitive analytical\n\nConfident and shy\n\nEclipsing each other\n\nUnlike in the sky\n\nLook at the moon you get blinded\n\nBut the sun don't let enough light in\n\nTogether they make my me and my I\n\nI don't want to be any other way\n\nBoth is normal to me\n\nI feel both to degrees\n\nOverpowering one the other is set free\n\nFree to roam my life to rule my thoughts and my why\n\nI usually only feel one or the other me and I\n\nBut when they eclipse, neither is set to the side\n\nWhen my thoughts are an eclipse\n\nI see more than ever\n\nLight is combined unlike in sky\n\nOne doesn't block one out\n\nWhen I'm both, not every star can be seen\n\nBut they're there\n\nI know because \u0026nbsp;they told me\n\nDuring the night I see every star\n\nDuring the day I see none at all\n\nDuring an eclipse sometimes I see each one\n\nSometimes they all fall\n\nSometimes there are days where it's only sun and moon\n\nSometimes eclipses last from noon to noon\n\nThe jumbled up orbs that rule the sky\n\nIt's nothing compared to my me and my I\n\nBecause my identities aren't on timers\n\nRunning like clockwork\n\nWhether it's school or work\n\nBoth always hurt\u0026nbsp;\n\nWhen someone who's blind will say\n\nIt can't be night always day\n\nNo it's night for me can't you see\n\nNot everyone wants to hear me\n\nConfusing the sky\n\nMaking me want to die\n\nCause they can't see the moon\n\nOnly the sun\n\nThey can't see my me or my I\n\n  \n  \n\n"}