{"sf1_id":1119510,"sf2_id":"ZmMprjDe","title":"Shadowed...","author":"Jiblits","words":295,"posted_at":"2017-01-07T02:27:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Short Story","Slices of life"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1119510-shadowed","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ZmMprjDe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/b9/22/b9221354-fd7e-419d-baea-4245720a75d6","description":"","content":"Shadowed...\n\n  \n\nMy dearest, in peace, may you find the place I couldn't ever show\n\nThe heart felt filled with joy abundant to those who could always know\n\n  \n\nMy footing is deep in part with pains I won't overcome\u0026nbsp;\n\nLives that live this way endure till the the end with moments of happiness, only some\n\n  \n\nSeclusion always a moment away, we pay no mind to expectations of a better day\n\n  \n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThrough thick or thin, we must prevail, for tomorrow's struggle, we must win\n\n  \n\nDeciding a smile over lack of emotion is the definition of our devotion\n\n  \n\nTender your embrace is as hands that hurt hold something fleeting in desire\n\nI rock you back \u0026 forth, ready for you to say enough at anytime, like a bird on a wire\n\n  \n\nLeave me, let me go, find another better than this excuse\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n\nIf I go, you'll only know, what if situations in your self-abuse\n\n  \n\nLet me walk among the flames filled with regret \u0026 shames\n\n  \n\nAs eyes meet mine, \u0026 the beast wakes for my turn\n\n  \n\nWorry not, I'm ready to fight it all, I won't burn\n\n  \n\nSeconds lifetimes in their own right\n\n  \n\nLet my mind wake only in whispers about the night\n\n  \n\nI'll cherish forever in the time we shared\n\n  \n\nJust always remember, I wasn't dishonest whenever I said I cared\n\n  \n\n  \n\nWith this, I leave you now to find more, live longer than at my side\n\n  \n\nDon't look too hard in your days, I won't be trying to hide\n\n  \n\nI'll just look through you if we meet another day...\n\nSo please....just please....you too.......look away...\n\n  \n\n---Thanks for reading---\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;---Always---\n\n  \n\n(Written listening to: \"A Slow Parade\" by: A. A. Bondy)\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n"}