{"sf1_id":1167827,"sf2_id":null,"title":"Human Puppy (poem)","author":"London79","words":242,"posted_at":"2017-03-31T16:44:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Poem","Thoughts of suicide"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1167827-human-puppy-poem","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/1167827","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=1167827\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"poem originally written: 1997-09-2","content":"\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; I saw the anger\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;and knew it was gonna linger in your eyes\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; then you yelled at me\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; saying we gonna start a family and that I should grow up.\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; Oh, this isn't about you\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;it never has been so away,\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;Oh, why won't you just accept me\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;as a human puppy and give me away,\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;oh, I'm drowning in sarrow cause there's no more tomorrow left for me.\n\n\u0026nbsp; oh, I want someone to play with me\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;and scratch behind my ears as I romp around\n\n\u0026nbsp;I want to eat out of a food bowl\n\nand take walks round ' the park,\n\nI want someone\u0026nbsp;to cuddle me  \n\u0026nbsp;and hold\u0026nbsp;me forever more,\n\noh, I just want a family and not just any family and not you,\n\noh, why won't you just accept me as a human puppy\n\nand give me away,\n\noh, I'm drowning in sarrow cause there's no more tomorrow left for me.\n\noh, I wanna go to heaven, this isn't a deception\u0026nbsp;\n\nI really wanna go now...\n\nWell, I guess I'll do it I'll bite the d\\*mn bullet\u0026nbsp;\n\nand let it whisk me away.\n\nOh, and as you listen to this \"chorus\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;my final words have reached you now,\n\n\\*BANG!\\* Just remember, I'll be in your heart forever,\n\nas I'm slipping out, away into the great beyond where I belong.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}