# Human Puppy (poem)

Author: London79
Tags: Depression, Poem, Thoughts of suicide

poem originally written: 1997-09-2

        I saw the anger 

       and knew it was gonna linger in your eyes

      then you yelled at me

      saying we gonna start a family and that I should grow up.

    Oh, this isn't about you

     it never has been so away,

   Oh, why won't you just accept me

   as a human puppy and give me away,

   oh, I'm drowning in sarrow cause there's no more tomorrow left for me.

  oh, I want someone to play with me 

 and scratch behind my ears as I romp around

 I want to eat out of a food bowl

and take walks round ' the park,

I want someone to cuddle me  
 and hold me forever more,

oh, I just want a family and not just any family and not you,

oh, why won't you just accept me as a human puppy

and give me away,

oh, I'm drowning in sarrow cause there's no more tomorrow left for me.

oh, I wanna go to heaven, this isn't a deception 

I really wanna go now...

Well, I guess I'll do it I'll bite the d\*mn bullet 

and let it whisk me away.

Oh, and as you listen to this "chorus"

 my final words have reached you now,

\*BANG!\* Just remember, I'll be in your heart forever,

as I'm slipping out, away into the great beyond where I belong.

Source: https://sofurry.com/view/1167827