{"sf1_id":1175369,"sf2_id":"4nAodaNe","title":"Vent a Plea","author":"DrianaLeSouris","words":178,"posted_at":"2017-04-26T00:26:00.000Z","tags":["Emotions","Pain","pent up","suffering"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1175369-vent-a-plea","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/4nAodaNe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/72/77/7277ebc8-3d59-45d4-8f20-fb0ac8531409","description":"#6 of Poetry","content":"Help!\n\nHelp me please..\n\n  \n\nBang! Bang! Bang!\n\nMy hand just thumped on this mental glass.\n\nA glass that was just but one side of this delusional box.\n\n  \n\nEmotions were something I was never good at.\n\nI still am not good at.\n\nI'm suffocating.\n\nI'm drowning.\n\n  \n\nHelp!\n\nHelp me please..?\n\n  \n\nI want to scream it out.\n\nI want to cry it out.\n\n  \n\nBut..\n\nSilence.\n\nSilence in this darkness.\n\nSilence in the outer world.\n\n  \n\nI\n\nAm\n\nBegging\n\nYou.\n\n  \n\nHear me once.\n\nHear my silent struggles.\n\nHear my overwhelming emotions.\n\n  \n\nHelp me.. Please..\n\nI am drowning.\n\n  \n\nFrustration has sunk into my bones.\n\nAnxiety has stolen my very breath.\n\nDisgust has settled its nest in the pits of my stomach.\n\n  \n\nTime has granted me a mercy of finally freezing everything.\n\nFor now I can breath.\n\nI can finally scream.\n\nI've finally released that sob.\n\n  \n\nI am not weak.\n\nI am a survivor.\n\n  \n\nI\n\nAm\n\nBegging\n\nYou...\n\n  \n\nSave me just once.\n\nHold me just once.\n\n  \n\nWill you hear my pleas?\n\nWill you leave me to this silence?\n\nWill you allow me such suffrage?\n\n  \n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1174433-dreamy-waterfall.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1176559-dear-heartbreaker.json"}}