{"sf1_id":1185278,"sf2_id":"ve37zXve","title":"St-ill...","author":"Jiblits","words":292,"posted_at":"2017-05-26T04:29:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Short Story","slice of life"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1185278-st-ill","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ve37zXve","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/21/b3/21b37447-279c-4eb3-9516-9e60b0f697b8","description":"","content":"St-ill...\n\nDo you remember, I wonder, as myheavy eyes rest easy among unsure dreams never ending\n\nCollisions of visions leave past decisions in an eternal state, forever pending...\n\nSoon the night takes my worry, \u0026 twists \u0026 turns it in a hurry, before I wake again, tired still\n\nAiding in my restlessness, I take the strongest of any pill\n\nTo keep closed the guilt \u0026 fears I've held close for years\n\nWaking, many a time shaking, without reasons remembered, my face still with a fresh trace of tears\n\nSlow to get up, fast to fall, I hear among my days, your voice...that familiar call...\n\nLife's left me more so with no option to turn back times hand\n\nInstead, it holds down my heavy head, to look away from chances that buckle me while I stand\n\nA friend, a foe, whatever fits my broken heart...\n\nBy my own choice, I\u0026nbsp;let go,that sweet voice, tearing our possible happy life apart...\n\nIt\u0026nbsp;still sendsme a chill, to recall all those words we would share\n\nHurting more now since, you've made it clear, you jus don't care\n\nI wonder if I cross your mind, in a good way\n\nIf it isn't obvious yet, you cross mine, many a time, every day...\n\nI won't ever be over the point where we split our journey, going our separate paths, determined to set fire to the plans we had made\n\nMostly among the sunsets filled with regrets, your angry tear-filled face....cuts deeper than any imaginable blade...\n\n\"I'll move on, like I've needed to all along...\"\n\n\"But, there's a feeling, always persistent, that reminds me, somehow, it just feels...wrong...\"\n\n---Thanks for reading---\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; ---Always---\n\n  \n  \n\n"}