{"sf1_id":1192892,"sf2_id":"q1xLzR71","title":"Words and little girl","author":"Sparky59","words":293,"posted_at":"2017-06-10T02:52:00.000Z","tags":["Innocence","Self destruction"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1192892-words-and-little-girl","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/q1xLzR71","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/8c/6e/8c6e7867-f4b3-4b1e-a6e0-6f7a2eda55e6","description":"I am not sure what this is. But it is my first writing piece please feel free to comment on it.\nAnd please no hater :) Thank you.","content":"Words hit me.\n\nEvery time\n\nI am the punching bag for words,\n\nMy sacrifices do not matter only words,\n\nMy love is forgotten, my sacrifice is forgotten, everyone.\n\nThey believe that I am the anchor pulling them deep down.\n\nThat little girl, her smiling face,\n\nHer laughter, is what kept me going.\n\nWhere did that little girl go?\n\nI am torn deep down, it is a dark place, there once used to be colours, each colour with fragrance and they all touched each other. She was there with me, smiling. There was not a single black. It was always light. When she left she took this world in her hands and left me here... \u0026nbsp;\n\nThat little girl where did she go?\n\nI lost the courage to speak, my tears spoke for me.\n\nShe comes back. It is not her, someone else.\n\nShe comes and her words hit me leaving me bruises that will never disappear, scars that show every past story of mine.\n\nHe comes in, rather than words, he punches me. The force throws me back and I fall off a never ending clift. Surrounded by words in pitch darkness. Telling me \"You are useless.\"The words laugh.\n\nThis world has no love. No hope, I am hopeless.\n\nWhere did you go my little girl. Wasn't you who told me to keep smiling? Wasn't you who told me to where that mask, so that no one ever knows and my world would seem happier.\n\nWhy did you leave me?\n\nMy happiness. Is no more.\n\nInstead I am left in this world where love and hope never exists.\n\nI am falling\n\nThe bruises and cuts open deeper and deeper as I fall.\n\nIs there no one? Little girl please come back to me.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}