{"sf1_id":1199866,"sf2_id":"ynd3v02m","title":"A Change in Thinking - Sexy Version","author":"Veronica Foxx","words":2707,"posted_at":"2017-06-22T18:52:30.000Z","tags":["Ambiguous Gender","Blowjob","Cock","Collar","Cum","Deep Throat","First Person","Horror","Human","Implied Nudity","Kitsune","Knot","Male","Master/Pet","Master/Slave","Mind Alteration","Mind Control","Monster","Non-Consensual","Oral","Oral Knotting","Rape","Slave","Slavery","Stream of consciousness","Suspense","Thought control","Thought insertion","Transformation","Watersports","master"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1199866-a-change-in-thinking-sexy-version","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ynd3v02m","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/b4/b7/b4b7d8a3-6ec0-4e9e-9792-9f00325b47c1","description":"I don't often don't often do horror, nor do I often do stream of consciousness stories. This was inspired by a dream.  \n  \nYou can find a original version by clicking [here](https://www.sofurry.com/view/1199862).","content":"[Click here for the original (no sex) version.](https://www.sofurry.com/view/1199862)\n\nOkay, 6:15, still got twenty minutes before I need to worry, but I [i]am[/i] feeling hungry. \u0026nbsp;Guess I'll go ahead and take off. \u0026nbsp;Then I can get breakfast before I need to clock in, definitely some coffee, [i]need[/i] coffee, so pissed I'm out, how did I not notice? \u0026nbsp;Alright, double-check, got everything? \u0026nbsp;Keys, bag, phone, yep, okay, good to go. \u0026nbsp;WHAT THE F-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]There is nothing there. \u0026nbsp;I should get in my car and leave.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWhoa… god, my imagination's working overtime this morning, scared the shit out of myself, what was I even thinking about? \u0026nbsp;Why is the backdoor o-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]There is nothing in the car with me. \u0026nbsp;I should leave.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThis… this is why coffee exists. \u0026nbsp;I must be hallucinating from a lack of caffeine. \u0026nbsp;Okay, take a second. \u0026nbsp;Focus. \u0026nbsp;Wake up. \u0026nbsp;Take a good look around.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]There is nothing in the backseat. \u0026nbsp;I have no reason to look there.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSee, just a normal day. \u0026nbsp;Without coffee. \u0026nbsp;Okay, yeah, time to get a move on. \u0026nbsp;I'll skip breakfast, pick up a muffin from Starbucks along with whatever the strongest thing is. \u0026nbsp;God, I hate Starbucks… Why can't they just say small, medium, large? \u0026nbsp;Why do they have to be so pretentious about everything? \u0026nbsp;And, of course, people buy right into it and pay the absolutely outrageous prices and everything, and now I can't get a decent cup of coffee without paying an arm and a leg.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I should not get on the highway.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nBut that's the best way to get to work? \u0026nbsp;Why wouldn't I take the high-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I want to avoid the traffic. \u0026nbsp;The ground roads will be faster.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nRight, right, yeah, it gets ridiculous this time of day. \u0026nbsp;I'll just pull up my nav-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I don't need navigation. \u0026nbsp;I know the way. [/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nRight, of course, stupid, you know the way. \u0026nbsp;We just need to hit Pea-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]Take the freeway east.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWait, but work is south. \u0026nbsp;Why would I go-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I will take the freeway east. \u0026nbsp;That will get me where I need to go.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nOf course, right, I know where I'm going. \u0026nbsp;East. \u0026nbsp;That will get me… south… \u0026nbsp;What? \u0026nbsp;Wait, WHAT THE HELL IS-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]There is nothing in the car with me. \u0026nbsp;I am not going to work. \u0026nbsp;I am going to visit my friend. \u0026nbsp;There is nothing to worry about. \u0026nbsp;I have been overworking myself. \u0026nbsp;I need a vacation and some time to relax.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nRight. \u0026nbsp;God, I really must be overworking myself. \u0026nbsp;I feel like I'm seeing things, scaring the hell out of myself, and my mind feels so… fuzzy… \u0026nbsp;Ugh. \u0026nbsp;Dunkin' Donuts. \u0026nbsp;I'm getting some damn coffee. \u0026nbsp;And some donut holes… \u0026nbsp;Everyone likes donut holes, right? \u0026nbsp;I'll get two. \u0026nbsp;One for me, and one for… my friend. \u0026nbsp;How long has it been since I've seen… my friend?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]It has been too long. \u0026nbsp;I really need to see a friendly face and relax. \u0026nbsp;Nothing else matters.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWe're gonna just take it easy, and I can just let all this tension and pressure blow away. \u0026nbsp;Mmmmm… coffeeeeeeeee. \u0026nbsp;Yessssss. \u0026nbsp;Sweet, sweet, caffeine, you complete me. \u0026nbsp;You had me at hello. \u0026nbsp;Wait, is something in my car? \u0026nbsp;What-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]There is nothing in the car. \u0026nbsp;I should continue. \u0026nbsp;My friend is waiting for me. \u0026nbsp;Then I can relax.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt'll be great to relax. \u0026nbsp;Work has been killing me. \u0026nbsp;I should call Jackson, make sure-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I do not need to call anyone. \u0026nbsp;They all know their duties. \u0026nbsp;No one will be affected by my absence.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nBut I still have to-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]Everything will be taken care of. \u0026nbsp;All arrangements have been made. \u0026nbsp;I deserve this vacation and have made sure my tasks and duties will be seen to.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nRight, how could I have forgotten? \u0026nbsp;More coffee. \u0026nbsp;Soak it in. \u0026nbsp;Oh, wow, I forgot how good donut holes are. \u0026nbsp;I need to hit up Dunkin' Donuts more often. \u0026nbsp;And the coffee isn't bad either. \u0026nbsp;Great way to start a great morning. \u0026nbsp;I've got… vacation… how long did I-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I will be on vacation for as long as want. \u0026nbsp;I have taken a leave of absence. \u0026nbsp;The stress was becoming too much for me.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAll that pressure, all that stress. \u0026nbsp;I just need to take a breather, de-stress, get myself some space and distance. \u0026nbsp;Then I can go back refreshed and reenergized and ready to face the world again. \u0026nbsp;That reminds me, I should make sure Jackson knows to-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I do not need to contact anyone. \u0026nbsp;They all know what to do. \u0026nbsp;I have made sure all arrangements are taken care of.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nRight, he knows what to do. \u0026nbsp;Of course. \u0026nbsp;If nothing else, there are plenty of other people he can ask. \u0026nbsp;He's been there long enough that he should know the job without someone looking over his shoulder constantly. \u0026nbsp;I hope...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt's been a long time since I've been this far out of the city. \u0026nbsp;It's almost like an entirely different place. \u0026nbsp;Big empty fields, big houses on big plots of land. \u0026nbsp;Oh, there's a subdivision being built. \u0026nbsp;I guess they're developing the area. \u0026nbsp;That'll bring in more businesses, more jobs. \u0026nbsp;People will want convenience close to home. \u0026nbsp;It's almost a shame, but that's progress for you.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nOof, there's the sun coming up. \u0026nbsp;Put the visor down. \u0026nbsp;I hate driving into the sun, glad I don't normally have to go east. \u0026nbsp;How long do-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]Another five miles, then I will turn north.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThat'll be a relief, at least, not having the sun in my eyes. \u0026nbsp;There's a reason statistics show the most traffic incidents during dawn and dusk. \u0026nbsp;The glare alone is enough to kill. \u0026nbsp;At least there's not much traffic. \u0026nbsp;Then again, there's not a whole hell of a lot out this way, is there? \u0026nbsp;I've been passing horses for the last twenty minutes, and I haven't seen a gas station since the one by the Dunkin' Donuts.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I should take the next left turn.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI guess this is why they call it the freeway: you're free to take your life into your own hands trying to get off of it if you aren't making a right. \u0026nbsp;Who thought it was a bright idea to make you cross three lanes of traffic anyways? \u0026nbsp;At least they have a light, but does the sensor even work? \u0026nbsp;I've been sitting here for at least five minutes, and it's not like anyone else is coming. \u0026nbsp;Ugh, finally.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThat's better at least. \u0026nbsp;Turn the other visor and put mine up. \u0026nbsp;Yeah, that's better. \u0026nbsp;No more sun glare. \u0026nbsp;This is really beautiful, though. \u0026nbsp;I wouldn't mind getting a place out here when I get older. \u0026nbsp;I'm sure as hell not going to be farming or ranching, but just a nice little place with a view out over all the rest of this. \u0026nbsp;Then again, this is kind of out there, so far from everything...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nMaybe somewhere further south would be better, though. \u0026nbsp;I do like this wooded area a bit better, and that Spanish moss looks really beautiful with the sun streaming through it. \u0026nbsp;Yeah, somewhere further south, closer to the city but definitely outside of it.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I should take the next right. \u0026nbsp;It will be a dirt road. \u0026nbsp;I am almost there. \u0026nbsp;It will be two miles down.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAlmost there. \u0026nbsp;Finally. \u0026nbsp;Bleh, coffee's gone cold. \u0026nbsp;Oh, well, it did its job. \u0026nbsp;At least it won't be much longer. \u0026nbsp;I hope… my friend… likes coffee? \u0026nbsp;Why don't I-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]That doesn't matter. \u0026nbsp;I will just be glad to get there. \u0026nbsp;Then my journey is over.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nRight. \u0026nbsp;They say the journey is more important than the destination, but that's usually bullshit. \u0026nbsp;The journey is usually shit no matter how you travel. \u0026nbsp;It's either hours in the car, hours on planes, or, god forbid, hours and hours on a bus. \u0026nbsp;Is that it coming up? \u0026nbsp;I think I-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I should park by the barn. \u0026nbsp;That is where I am expected.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWhy would I be expected at the barn? \u0026nbsp;That doesn't-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I am expected at the barn. \u0026nbsp;That is normal. \u0026nbsp;That is where I should go.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nRight, the barn. \u0026nbsp;I'll just pull in here. \u0026nbsp;Wow, the air smells really different out here. \u0026nbsp;I guess you just get used to the city smells. \u0026nbsp;It smells so… fresh.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]The [i]barn[/i]. \u0026nbsp;I need to go into the barn. \u0026nbsp;The small door on the right.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nRight, the barn. \u0026nbsp;Wow, it's dark in here. \u0026nbsp;Wait, what- Oh my god! \u0026nbsp;What are those people…? \u0026nbsp;Shit, I need to get-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I need to stand very still and turn around. \u0026nbsp;I will not be afraid.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nOh, god, what is-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]It is a kitsune. \u0026nbsp;I will not be afraid.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nA kitsune, right. \u0026nbsp;Some kind of magical fox thing? \u0026nbsp;Chine-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]Kitsune are NOT Chinese. \u0026nbsp;Kitsune are Japanese, a very ancient and powerful race. \u0026nbsp;It is an honor that I am allowed to serve one.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWait, serve? \u0026nbsp;No, no, n-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]This is my place. \u0026nbsp;It is the place of every good pet.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nPet? \u0026nbsp;What? \u0026nbsp;I am [i]not[/i] a-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]Human being. \u0026nbsp;I am not a human being. \u0026nbsp;I am a pet. \u0026nbsp;I am a pet to this kitsune, my Master. \u0026nbsp;I belong to him.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nBut… I don't-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I am a pet. \u0026nbsp;I am my Master's pet. \u0026nbsp;My Master is this kitsune. \u0026nbsp;He is Master. \u0026nbsp;I am his pet.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHis eyes are so [i]green[/i] and so deep, it's like I could fall into them forever…\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]A pet should not look too long into Master's eyes. \u0026nbsp;A pet could become lost in them forever. \u0026nbsp;Master would not like a mindless pet.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nRight, look away, look down at- holy fuck! \u0026nbsp;What is-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]That is Master's cock. \u0026nbsp;It is the perfect shape and size. \u0026nbsp;It is beautiful. \u0026nbsp;It is what I am made for.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt's… like a do-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]It is like a fox. \u0026nbsp;Kitsune are foxes. \u0026nbsp;Vulpine, not canine. \u0026nbsp;It is an insult to compare Master to a dog. \u0026nbsp;Master is not pleased with insults.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nFox. \u0026nbsp;Like a fox. \u0026nbsp;It's so big, though. \u0026nbsp;My god, I've never even seen anything like that before.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I should strip. \u0026nbsp;Pets should not wear clothing unless instructed by Master to do so. \u0026nbsp;We are alone and home, so I should be bare before my Master.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHome? \u0026nbsp;But I live-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]This is my home, and this is my Master. \u0026nbsp;My place is with my Master.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nYes. \u0026nbsp;With my Master.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I should discard my clothing. \u0026nbsp;It is unseemly to hide myself from my Master. \u0026nbsp;I should always be bare before him.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nYes. \u0026nbsp;I should always be bare before my Master. \u0026nbsp;I should never want to hide anything from him. \u0026nbsp;I don't need any of this when I'm at home with Master.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I should kneel. \u0026nbsp;Equals stand. \u0026nbsp;Pets are not equal. \u0026nbsp;Pets show respect to Master. \u0026nbsp;Pets are below Master.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nKneel, yes. \u0026nbsp;This is where I belong. \u0026nbsp;I am a pet. \u0026nbsp;Oh god, what is he-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I will please Master. \u0026nbsp;I will open my mouth and please him with it. \u0026nbsp;It is my duty, my place, my purpose. \u0026nbsp;This is what pets are for.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nOh, ugh! It tastes like-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I love this taste. \u0026nbsp;It is the taste of my Master. \u0026nbsp;I love my Master. \u0026nbsp;I love all things about my Master.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nBut it's so-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I LOVE the taste of my Master. \u0026nbsp;I love all things about my Master.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nGod, I love it. \u0026nbsp;But it smells so musky, like an ani-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I deserve to be punished for thinking of Master as an animal. \u0026nbsp;Master is a beautiful and noble kitsune, a creature of powerful magic and ancient wisdom. \u0026nbsp;I must [i]always[/i] be respectful of Master, even in my thoughts.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI should never have thought that about him. \u0026nbsp;I deserve to be punished. \u0026nbsp;Ack! \u0026nbsp;Ah! \u0026nbsp;I've never done this before! \u0026nbsp;I can't breathe! \u0026nbsp;Too deep! \u0026nbsp;Too hard! \u0026nbsp;It hurts!\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]I will not fight Master and will accept my punishment. \u0026nbsp;Good pets keep their hands at their sides when being punished. \u0026nbsp;I must swallow. \u0026nbsp;I can breathe in between swallows around him. \u0026nbsp;Master will enjoy the feel of my throat clenching around him.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSwallow. \u0026nbsp;Swallow. \u0026nbsp;Breathe... \u0026nbsp;Okay, I can handle this. \u0026nbsp;Oh my god, what is that? \u0026nbsp;It's too big! \u0026nbsp;Ah! \u0026nbsp;Air!\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]Swallow! \u0026nbsp;I must not panic. \u0026nbsp;I have to time this correctly. \u0026nbsp;Swallow when he spurts, breathe out, swallow again, then breathe in. \u0026nbsp;If I fail, I will drown and displease Master.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nOkay… okay… I got it. \u0026nbsp;What [i]is[/i] that thing in my mouth? It's [i]huge[/i]! \u0026nbsp;My jaw hurts…\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]That is Master's knot. \u0026nbsp;It is to be worshiped and feared, desired and avoided. \u0026nbsp;Master uses it both to pleasure and to punish. \u0026nbsp;This is my punishment, my sore jaw and sore throat. \u0026nbsp;It will last until his knot shrinks, and then my punishment is ended. \u0026nbsp;If I am a good pet, Master may use it to give me pleasure later.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nMmm. \u0026nbsp;Yes, I deserve my punishment. \u0026nbsp;If I worship Master's cock and knot, then maybe I can redeem myself. \u0026nbsp;I want to be a good pet for my Master. \u0026nbsp;I [i]love[/i] my Master. \u0026nbsp;I love the feel of his cock pulsing in my throat. \u0026nbsp;I love the feel of his cum filling my belly. \u0026nbsp;I love the smell of his musk and the feel of his fur.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nOh, what's that? \u0026nbsp;Is he… he's putting a collar around my neck… but I should be bare before him…\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]My collar is a gift from Master. \u0026nbsp;I will cherish it and wear it always, no matter what. \u0026nbsp;It shows that I am his, that my Master is my owner, and that I am his pet.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI should thank Master for such a beautiful gift. \u0026nbsp;Yes, I should worship his knot more, make him cum more, swallow harder, suck harder! \u0026nbsp;Yes, Master likes that. \u0026nbsp;I am a good pet. \u0026nbsp;I love my Master…\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt's taking so long for his knot to go down... \u0026nbsp;My jaw is [i]so[/i] sore, but I'm so glad that Master was pleased by my worship. \u0026nbsp;His tails brushing over me are so soft, and they're so beautiful, so fluffy and warm. \u0026nbsp;It's making me feel warm all over. \u0026nbsp;My arms and legs are tingling. \u0026nbsp;I must've been sitting in this position for too long. \u0026nbsp;They feel funny…\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nOoooh, finally, he's pulling out. \u0026nbsp;Ow… I don't think I'm gonna be able to talk for a while…\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]Pets do not speak, only listen and obey.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nObey. \u0026nbsp;Yes. \u0026nbsp;I should follow Master. \u0026nbsp;Wait, why… \u0026nbsp;What's wrong with my arms and legs? \u0026nbsp;They look like… I have dog legs?!\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]Pets do not stand upright. \u0026nbsp;Pets are not equal. \u0026nbsp;Pets are below all else. \u0026nbsp;Pets walk on all fours. \u0026nbsp;This is my natural place.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nYes, this is right. \u0026nbsp;This is where I belong, on all fours, like an animal. \u0026nbsp;Master is not an animal, but I am. \u0026nbsp;This is how I should walk, always lower than Master and ready to give him obedience and pleasure. \u0026nbsp;And, oh, is this for me? \u0026nbsp;Will this be my bed? \u0026nbsp;It looks so soft. \u0026nbsp;Oh, Master looks like he wants me to suck some more. \u0026nbsp;He's pointing his cock at me.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAh! \u0026nbsp;What? \u0026nbsp;He's-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]Master is marking me as his property, as his pet, so that all other animals will know. \u0026nbsp;A pet should always smell like its Master.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nYes, his scent. \u0026nbsp;I love his scent. \u0026nbsp;I love the taste of him, so warm and salty, marking me and showing that I am his. \u0026nbsp;And it's soaking into my bed, so I can always smell him. \u0026nbsp;Mmm, all over me. \u0026nbsp;I'll roll in it, yes, make sure I smell of it over every inch of me. \u0026nbsp;Yes, I am a good pet for Master.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[b]Master's will is the only will that matters. \u0026nbsp;Master's desires are all that matters. \u0026nbsp;Master is all that matters. \u0026nbsp;I live for Master.[/b]\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI live for Master.","series":{"name":"Personal Writing - General","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1199862-a-change-in-thinking-original-ending.json"}}