{"sf1_id":1207042,"sf2_id":"YnLPpDZn","title":"Mis-taken...","author":"Jiblits","words":306,"posted_at":"2017-07-07T04:06:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Short Story","Thought Provoking","slice of life"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1207042-mis-taken","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/YnLPpDZn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/83/2b/832bc457-8351-4cd8-8e2a-28cbb28f56e9","description":"","content":"Mis-taken...\n\nDragging among the days, I'm falling again, into past mistakes, going out of my concrete ways\n\nDifferences divide my mind as trips I recall guide me to familiar shadows left among the dark\n\nDeep blue in thought, I bait the moments to wait, like a hungry shark\n\nHands at the ready, I feel among the memories emotions left to dissipate among my past\n\nHolding again, the sands of time that didn't, couldn't last\n\nPicturing more than what is shown\n\nI delve into many \"might haves\" that are times already known\n\nSlivers of hope hold me once again as the mirror begins reflecting a well known fool\n\nFor my own sake, I need to forget again, \u0026 stop being my own crutch, my worst tool\n\nDreams \u0026 schemes from solitary things move about as I lose notion of each motion\n\nThe room spinning, in my own fight, I've lost, \u0026 am winning\n\nDistance just a chance to grab at\n\nI swing heavily with my heart, for what never will be real, like the heaviest of any bat\n\nShattering nothing, but feeling light enough to fly\n\nI blink as I continue to think more on everything I can't deny\n\nSunsets showing with each look I take, \u0026 took\n\nA vibration clears my moment of hesitation, as all my cobwebs are shook\n\nBack to it, back to life, regardless of the outcome\n\nBe it leaving me emotionless, or somewhat numb, it's better than many, better for certain than some\n\nShaken but still standing, I'll carry on, marching to my own song\n\nAs I should, I can, still do...as I've done all along...\u0026nbsp;\n\n^\\_^\n\n---Thanks for reading---\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; ---Always---\n\nwritten listening to: \"The Fray - Never say never\"\n\n(Great song, very relaxing)\n\n  \n  \n\n"}