{"sf1_id":1209608,"sf2_id":"AnKGWRon","title":"Lott...","author":"Jiblits","words":248,"posted_at":"2017-07-12T04:51:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Short Story","slice of life","thought"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1209608-lott","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/AnKGWRon","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/b5/92/b592d682-34b4-4ecc-984e-ce7ffab97585","description":"","content":"Lott ... \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;(lost in timeless thoughts)\n\nDefining this crying that can't be heard\n\nSaying things I shouldn't listen to, things most would consider absurd\n\nStill, I manage on to the end of our song\n\nLoving its embrace, our thoughts giving chase, though, I still feel...wrong\n\nBeckon another to be at your last bed side\n\nShare everything as if it was new, leave leaving nothing to hide\n\nMaybe then, I'll resume a thought worth a smile again\n\nFor now, it'll have to be harder to see \"me\" as I was, but....maybe then...\n\nSink heavy into the light\n\nThink easy as you drift peacefully into another night\n\nIt's all we can do as I stand by, as I should\n\nFor the better, easier of choices... chances... it's all for the best...it's...good...\n\nLet even my shadow leave me then, as I had expected it would...\u0026nbsp;\n\nI am the blur, only a shell from the other side of where I once stood...\n\nTimid time is, as moments become mindful lessons learned\n\nAs things feed into the chaotic casualties of this world, the mixing pot of fate is ever-steadily churned\u0026nbsp;\n\nCan honestly say, I enjoy when I'm lost, losing track of an entire day...\n\nIt brings peace to my heart, knowing...remembering again \u0026 again, things, like people, with the way they are, don't have to stay that way...\n\n---Thanks for reading---\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; ---Always---\n\n  \n  \n\n"}