{"sf1_id":1217837,"sf2_id":"ZmMwl6Q1","title":"Night thoughts - .2 - Because why not","author":"Jiblits","words":315,"posted_at":"2017-07-26T04:20:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Point of View","Short Story","slice of life","thought"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1217837-night-thoughts-2-because-why-not","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ZmMwl6Q1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/7d/89/7d8992f2-37d2-4090-9d9a-72ee52ec0bd7","description":"","content":"Night thoughts -\u0026nbsp;2. -\u0026nbsp;Because why not\n\nForgive my repetition\n\nI do so, so easily without inhibition\n\nI tend to lend too much of an answer with no personal connection\n\nHolding close only a moment open to reasonable reflection\n\nDespite what I write, I shake still when the emotions overcome better judgement, leaving me with \"that\" unforgiving chill...\n\nDirecting one for another, to a choice left without two sense added for a personal touch\n\nStaying back, yet moving forward, is not so easy when trying to give so much\n\nFor a pause of precious time, I'd give more if it wasn't so clear\n\nThe self-centered approach, picking out the look that shows such a fear\n\nBy the end of each day, I still play a waiting game for the races long past, yet still waiting for \"what if\" chances to begin\n\nEach taking the lead, in mind, somehow they all win\n\nOnly reality seems any different\n\nWith the imagined mental outcomes all meaningless, only the delivery is valued on how it's meant\n\nGraded \u0026 shaded, the moment when completed seems faded\n\nSuch is life I guess\n\nFor some, clear as crystal, shining among the day\n\nFor others, a huge mess\n\nForever gloomy among the skies so gray...\n\nEasy to see from any angle\n\n\u0026nbsp;Each calmly loosens or tightens every tangle\n\nSmooth sailing\n\nOr continuous failing\n\nIt's varies forever, or varied never...\n\nBoth extremes in many cases\n\nEach sharing in emotions \u0026 opinions, on all our faces\n\nBleh...I drag on again in the perpetual ideology that is to breathe \u0026 live\n\nWhat we get from our time here, may, because it never had to, add up\u0026nbsp; to what we give...\n\nAnd that's okay...\u0026nbsp; try with what you can.. each \u0026 every way...\n\nYup..... lol =)\u0026nbsp;\n\n---Thanks for reading---\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; ---Always---\n\n  \n  \n\n","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1213682-night-thoughts-1-because-why-not.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1218545-night-thoughts-3-because-why-not.json"}