{"sf1_id":1225151,"sf2_id":"GnDOw0pm","title":"Buzzness...","author":"Jiblits","words":276,"posted_at":"2017-08-11T04:04:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Short Story","slice of life","thought"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1225151-buzzness","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/GnDOw0pm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/40/08/400836bf-03cb-4808-ab4c-a84eb567149f","description":"","content":"Buzzness...\n\nSips of motivation slowly break away my deepest frustration\u0026nbsp;\n\nMy never-ending disagreement with time \u0026 joy\n\nA fight for what I feel is right I've had since I was a boy\n\nCommon ground lost in the blink of an eye, leaving only hesitation \u0026 doubt with who, what, where, \u0026 why\n\nTo the bone, I feel at times, alone, itching my heart to pump out more reasons to try\n\nBeing still ever a haunting chill,\u0026nbsp; I move with no mention toward a goal I have yet to decide\n\nWilling to give all, \u0026 not receive anything, I swallow slowly my drink with my pride\n\nThe thoughtlessness feels good as ice turns back to water\n\nEach percent of flavorful mixes is meant to relax my nerves as each becomes hotter\n\nAt times, they feel no different as each is poured with a story to share\n\nThe conversation guides my hand to each, for the drink, I haven't a care\n\nIt's not bad, can't say it good\n\nAt the nights end, I always feel, I don't think I should\n\nIf smiles \u0026 laughs are shared, great, similar do I feel if tears are shed...\n\nAs long as progress is made, I can rest easy, spending such time wisely before I go,to bed...\n\nLife isn't at all complex to me\n\nWe simply have chances, for what we want, \u0026 can be\n\nI ramble \u0026 gamble with time more than most, lose or win...\n\nThe ending is inevitable, so choose wisely, in everything,how you want to begin...\n\n---Thanks for reading---\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; ---Always---\n\n  \n  \n\n"}