{"sf1_id":122623,"sf2_id":"r17jE70n","title":"Random Poetry 2","author":"Seiji Hashimotto","words":543,"posted_at":"2010-01-28T13:07:00.000Z","tags":["Betrayal","Death","M/M","Suicide","murder"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/122623-random-poetry-2","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/r17jE70n","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/fc/a8/fca827c0-1b80-4c01-95cb-6ad2870b9533","description":"","content":"\u0026nbsp;\n\nHello again. As you can see, I have some more Random Poetry for you. Yes, it is depressing, just like the last one, but this one has more a plot. I know, it's wierd for a few poems to have a plot, but thats just how it worked out. And again, I am NOT suicidal, that's just how my poetry comes out making me look.\n\nSo, any and all comments are appreciated. And even though it's depressing, try to enjoy it.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n**I shot me in the heart**\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nMy uncle was a cop,\n\nBut that was just a disguise.\n\nA do-gooder by day,\n\nA villain by night.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nYou see,\n\nI went to him one day,\n\nAnd professed to him, \"I'm gay!\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHe didn't much like that.\n\nThen he figured out why\n\nI'm always around so many guys.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Which one is he?\n\nThe one that turned you gay!\n\nI swear to God I'll kill him\n\nBefore the end of this day!\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHis screaming scared me,\n\nSo I unthinkingly said, \"Barry.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nMy husband of three years\n\nWas now about to die,\n\nAnd all because\n\nI couldn't stand to cry...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n**I shot me in the heart (a year later)**\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThey came to me one day,\n\nOne calm spring afternoon.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nA man about my age\n\nHad been raped, tortured, and murdered too.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThey offered me sympathy,\n\nAnd questions as I cried.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWhen they left,\n\nOne cop stayed behind.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHe looked at me\n\nWith fierce blue eyes,\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAnd waited for me\n\nAs I cried and cried.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nEventually I got up,\n\nAnd went to my room.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI said to him as he followed,\n\n\"Just do what you have to do...\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHe looked at me and said,\n\n\"I'm gonna enjoy killing you.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"For you see, it was me,\n\nWho killed that faggot, Barry.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI really surprised him\n\nWith the next thing I said.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThough he has always been\n\nA dumbass redneck.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"I knew it was you.\n\nDo you think my mind that askew?\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHe stared at me wide eyed,\n\nAs he went for his gun.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHis hand went down,\n\nAnd mine went back.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHe hit empty holster,\n\nAs I drew his gun from my back.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI put the muzzle between his eyes,\n\nAnd calmly said, \"Bye-bye.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nA jerk of my finger,\n\nAnd the deed was done.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI'll probably go to jail,\n\nFor killing another loved one...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n**I shot me in the heart (two years later)**\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSo they finally found me,\n\nHere in Mexico City.\n\nWell, I had a good run,\n\nCan't say I didn't have fun.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nGuess I have no choice but to\n\nRelive my dramatic past,\n\nAnd cry as I talk to\n\nSome damn judge with \"class\".\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nNo, gotta keep my mind on the task.\n\nDo I pull the trigger, or make a mad dash?\n\nSuicide might work,\n\nUnless they somehow saved me...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nTimes up,\n\nDecision time is now,\n\n'Cause my bedroom door\n\nJust came crashing down.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHang on, Barry,\n\nHere I come.\n\nFinger on the trigger,\n\nSqueeze from the thumb.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nBang...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/117319-random-poetry-1.json"}