{"sf1_id":1230183,"sf2_id":"ve3vgyq1","title":"Numb-ered...","author":"Jiblits","words":266,"posted_at":"2017-08-22T23:44:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Short Story","slice of life","thought"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1230183-numb-ered","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ve3vgyq1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/01/d9/01d93047-3bac-472d-a296-1a1f31b73cf8","description":"","content":"Numb-ered...\n\nDeepening with intention\n\nI have many a thing I wish to mention\n\nFirst, time is but a joke with no punch-line anyone can enjoy\n\nSecond seems to be life, an opportunity similar to an ever-changing\n\nThird is a word I here too often, too late\n\nOne that shows only after the fact, after fate\n\nFourth is but that word forgiving time for taking its next step, continue its motion\n\nFifth is knowing what could, would, \u0026 should be done with such devotion\n\nSixth will never be anything more than possibly\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe part we can always wonder about, leaving us with different kinds, \u0026 levels of doubt\n\nSeven is the emotion left \u0026 made from such a storm of thought never settled into peace, or any form calming\n\nEight is but a look back at things we wish more than life we could change\n\nAnyone who says otherwise truly is, to me, strange...\n\nNine is a fake smile hiding everything that isn't kind, or easily forgotten\n\nTen can be knowing, or doubt growing into a feeling of wrong, or being rotten\n\nEleven is but double what \"one\" should even be...\n\nContinuing through the repetition of number that always have had meaning to me...\n\n\"I'm at a nine today... but it'll pass... it always does... some way...\"\n\n---Thanks for reading---\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; ---Always---\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;Written to: \u0026nbsp; Avici - Without you (feat. Sandro Cavazza)\n\n  \n\n  \n\n  \n  \n\n"}