{"sf1_id":1235069,"sf2_id":"ebQQqKK1","title":"Night thoughts - 12. - Because Y Knot","author":"Jiblits","words":435,"posted_at":"2017-09-04T02:13:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Short Story"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1235069-night-thoughts-12-because-y-knot","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ebQQqKK1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/a8/2b/a82b4d88-706f-45d4-8193-8e9e61e79833","description":"","content":"Night thoughts - .12 - Because why not\n\nAm-bition...\n\nPatience an empty shot glass, I've taken what I could\n\nBeyond the blur, there doesn't seem to be a cure for everything not good\n\nSteady feet shake as the world comes undone from within\n\nI can't help but walk on, singing a made up song, as I can't shake a stuck grin\n\nIt can't be so easy, to see past the sun, \u0026 know what's in sight\n\nLoosely I sway to \u0026 fro, back into what I do \u0026 don't really know\n\nI have to admit, many a time, I did quit, with all of my might\n\nAt the end of each time, the crowd was too loud, \u0026 I didn't care anymore about the show\n\nSomething gives inside, more than I'd like to admit\n\nSomehow finding less each time, to try \u0026 hold to, it jus seems in this endless search, my mind just wants to quit...\n\nIt's almost worthwhile not to share everything that eludes many who walk blindly among self-reassured delusions\n\nTo see them, rock bottom, yet happily struggling, leaves me thoughtless, almost as if the \"bettering\" would just be an intrusion...\n\nAnyhow, even now, if it wasn't for the music that soothes me, I don't know if I'd be where I stand today\n\nI think, if anything, I simply would have just done what's expected, \u0026 simply gotten carried away\n\nAlways another choice, in these stupid crazy times, I only listen to my own voice\n\nUnless the others can see, the advice is nothing to me, if only based on actions that are their own, \u0026 not universally understood\n\nIn short... someone's definition shouldn't be considered truth, if it only worked in their case... it's not really a wise decision to consider good...\n\nEh, decide what you want, if it helps, follow the other people off the edge\n\nIf you somehow find peace with eyes closed simply falling from the same ledge \u0026nbsp;\n\nI don't know, it jus seems silly\n\nThe same way a trailer, \u0026 bad teeth with similar choices, makes a hillbilly\n\nPeople are not all what you don't know...\n\nThey are 90% mistaken on how you see them, yet that reassurance is what allows them, to continue, to grow...\n\nMistaken is human, we are imperfect by nature\n\nWe were born, with opinions torn, \u0026 spend time, mending our minds, all the while, looking for a materialistic cure...\n\n...and that's okay... \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; it's just... another day...\n\n---Thanks for reading---\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; ---Always---\n\n  \n  \n\n","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1227913-night-thoughts-11-because-y-knot.json"}