{"sf1_id":124372,"sf2_id":"B1QdOKbn","title":"My Destiny: The Worries of my Life","author":"Mat and Mari Productions","words":549,"posted_at":"2010-02-06T19:47:00.000Z","tags":["Fox","Lynx","M/F","Plot Development","Tiger","marrage"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/124372-my-destiny-the-worries-of-my-life","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/B1QdOKbn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/ea/e4/eae421fc-bbcd-4a96-98c6-2c451385c722","description":"","content":"My Destiny\n\nThe Worries of my Life\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; Several hours after the discovery, the wedding was to begin very soon.\u0026nbsp; Haku was still very upset over is mother's death.\u0026nbsp; Fanca felt sorry for him because she too had a very close connection to his mother.\u0026nbsp; His mother was to be buried later that day after they had a proper wedding taking place at sunset that night.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; I went to the river to wash the blood off my armor in the river.\u0026nbsp; On his way there, I had seen many warriors were suffered multiple found.\u0026nbsp; The warriors were all in shambles after this small skirmish that had claimed multiple lives on both sides.\u0026nbsp; I thought to him project \"Is this is what war is all about?\u0026nbsp; For if it is, I hope this war is not any longer lasting war in which many more lives will be claimed needlessly, without cause, ever again so early in his life.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; It is at this point that I realized that war is never be glorified.\u0026nbsp; I found myself wishing that I had never had taken the trials.\u0026nbsp; But alas, I cannot take something back that already happened, and this was to be my fate.\u0026nbsp; I must learn to accept this fate, for this was always going to be. This is what I was destined to be since I was born.\n\n\"How is going Haku,\" the emperor asked.\n\n\"It's not going to well,\" I replied.\n\n\"I can see it in your eyes, every warrior after the first fight,\" the emperor said understandingly.\n\n\"What do you mean,\" I asked inquisitively.\n\n\"You know I mean,\" he replied it plainly.\n\n\"No, I don't know I guess I'll find out later what you mean,\" I replied in a civilized tone.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; Ever since we started this journey he has become more, and more cryptic.\u0026nbsp; This sometimes worries me because less understandable as of late.\u0026nbsp; While I understand what he means most of the time, however, I still at times cannot understand the meaning of his words.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; After ceremony, me and Fanca went out to my old house.\u0026nbsp; As to make sure that nobody would desecrate my family home we started a fire to sure the house infested with evil spirits.\u0026nbsp; We then took my mom's dead body onto the family burial ground.\u0026nbsp; There was a prefabricated hole, six feet deep, we then gently placed my mother's body into the ground.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; We then started to shovel the dirt back into the hole.\u0026nbsp; As we did this, I started to cry because she was only family I had left.\u0026nbsp; I now felt as if I was alone in this world because I had no existing family in the world.\u0026nbsp; I cannot help but feeling depressed.\u0026nbsp; It is a cruel feeling to feel completely alone.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; I realized I was not alone, however, I never completely alone.\u0026nbsp; For so long that those who are around who still love me and care about me no one is ever completely alone.\u0026nbsp; Deep down inside of me I am 100% sure that Fanca loves me.\u0026nbsp; As we've known each other all our lives I feel that she has developed a deep emotional feeling towards me. I hope though world is ready for a hero. I just hope I am ready...\n\n  \n  \n\n"}