# My Destiny: The Worries of my Life

Author: Mat and Mari Productions
Tags: Fox, Lynx, M/F, Plot Development, Tiger, marrage

My Destiny

The Worries of my Life

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Several hours after the discovery, the wedding was to begin very soon.&nbsp; Haku was still very upset over is mother's death.&nbsp; Fanca felt sorry for him because she too had a very close connection to his mother.&nbsp; His mother was to be buried later that day after they had a proper wedding taking place at sunset that night.

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I went to the river to wash the blood off my armor in the river.&nbsp; On his way there, I had seen many warriors were suffered multiple found.&nbsp; The warriors were all in shambles after this small skirmish that had claimed multiple lives on both sides.&nbsp; I thought to him project "Is this is what war is all about?&nbsp; For if it is, I hope this war is not any longer lasting war in which many more lives will be claimed needlessly, without cause, ever again so early in his life."

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; It is at this point that I realized that war is never be glorified.&nbsp; I found myself wishing that I had never had taken the trials.&nbsp; But alas, I cannot take something back that already happened, and this was to be my fate.&nbsp; I must learn to accept this fate, for this was always going to be. This is what I was destined to be since I was born.

"How is going Haku," the emperor asked.

"It's not going to well," I replied.

"I can see it in your eyes, every warrior after the first fight," the emperor said understandingly.

"What do you mean," I asked inquisitively.

"You know I mean," he replied it plainly.

"No, I don't know I guess I'll find out later what you mean," I replied in a civilized tone.

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Ever since we started this journey he has become more, and more cryptic.&nbsp; This sometimes worries me because less understandable as of late.&nbsp; While I understand what he means most of the time, however, I still at times cannot understand the meaning of his words.

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; After ceremony, me and Fanca went out to my old house.&nbsp; As to make sure that nobody would desecrate my family home we started a fire to sure the house infested with evil spirits.&nbsp; We then took my mom's dead body onto the family burial ground.&nbsp; There was a prefabricated hole, six feet deep, we then gently placed my mother's body into the ground.

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; We then started to shovel the dirt back into the hole.&nbsp; As we did this, I started to cry because she was only family I had left.&nbsp; I now felt as if I was alone in this world because I had no existing family in the world.&nbsp; I cannot help but feeling depressed.&nbsp; It is a cruel feeling to feel completely alone.

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I realized I was not alone, however, I never completely alone.&nbsp; For so long that those who are around who still love me and care about me no one is ever completely alone.&nbsp; Deep down inside of me I am 100% sure that Fanca loves me.&nbsp; As we've known each other all our lives I feel that she has developed a deep emotional feeling towards me. I hope though world is ready for a hero. I just hope I am ready...

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