{"sf1_id":128523,"sf2_id":"A1pdpOq1","title":"Sealed Souls - Ch1: Wonders","author":"Aitos Saibankan","words":3749,"posted_at":"2010-02-28T20:23:00.000Z","tags":["Demon","Drama","Hybrid","Incubus","M/M","Prequel","Romance","Sealed","Sealed Souls","Souls","Succubus","Virgin","Virgin Virus","bats","virus"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/128523-sealed-souls-ch1-wonders","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/A1pdpOq1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/6b/01/6b017140-f974-4973-91c3-e0aa1d252585","description":"#1 of Sealed Souls","content":"\u0026nbsp;\n\nIncubus: Sealed Souls\n\n-By FurryYunSeong/AitosSaibankan-\n\n-Chapter One-\n\n_This is the translated prequel to Virgin Virus, which was originally in Spanish, my native language. \u0026nbsp;Some ideas were still raw and it's been slightly adapted. \u0026nbsp;The protagonist of Incubus was quite a lost one, and you'll find out how he meets the main crew. \u0026nbsp;Hope this is enjoyable._\n\n---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt's a lonely and boring afternoon. \u0026nbsp;Just sitting there at the harbor watching the sea be clear and tranquil as it always means to be. \u0026nbsp;I can feel it, my time to \"Feed\" comes closer. \u0026nbsp;But I'm not like everyone else, I don't get anxious or excited because of it, I've never been like that. \u0026nbsp;It is only certain that I'll die if I don't \"Feed\", and if that weren't the case, I wouldn't care at all.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nMy eyes focused on the glimmering reflection the water projected: the image of a half-man, half-bat and part-wolf being. \u0026nbsp;With light brown fur, slender body, big pointy ears like a bat's, and a tanned blond mane over my head. \u0026nbsp;Not to mention the big tail that constantly swings behind me, the black claws at the tips of my fingers and toes and my fangs. \u0026nbsp;The humans always had known us as incubus, infamous for the way we sustentate ourselves. \u0026nbsp;Victims of our hunts are drained and left weak, sometimes unable to bear children and in some rare cases they even pass away. \u0026nbsp;To many, its hard to understand that this mechanic is not something we really enjoy, although it is enjoyable. \u0026nbsp;Its only because of our nature that we do it, necessary for us to survive. \u0026nbsp;Its something truly hard to explain and understand for those who refuse.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Hey, Dose, wake up!\" - I was mentally wandering, when a feminine voice, the voice of a succubus, crossed my ears. \u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI normally use my time on the docks to meditate, to forget everything. \u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Hey, Dose!\" - The succubus again speaks, screaming this time as she gets no response from me. \u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThis time she makes me react, slowly forcing me back to reality. \u0026nbsp;I see her seated beside me, looking at me with caring eyes.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Lost in your thoughts again?\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Yep, I can't help myself.\" -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"You have to take it easy. \u0026nbsp;If you keep at it, I fear of you killing yourself.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I adore your optimism.\" - Sarcasm tints my voice.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Now that you mention it, it doesn't seem like a bad idea.\" - I said with slight honesty.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Don't say that. \u0026nbsp;Our life ain't half bad.\" - Her face quickly shows worry at my not-so-positive response.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I'm sorry, I don't want to worry you. \u0026nbsp;You understand me. \u0026nbsp;Its just... you know that our kind of interest in love sentences us to an early and possibly sudden death.\" - I sigh.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I know they're dangerous, thats quite clear; but as long as that is what you want, you have to follow it.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"We can't try to hide it... were gay. \u0026nbsp;You already have someone. \u0026nbsp;But I cant find anybody that suits me.\" -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI do realize that my conversations with her are always of the same topic.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I have to fight for our happiness.\" - She murmured, looking at the horizon and thinking of her mate.\n\n- \"I still await the day that I'll be happy with another incubus.\" - Another sigh.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I do so too, Dose.\" -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIf two incubui have sex together, they can die after a short period of time. \u0026nbsp;Repeated exposure dramatically increases this risk. \u0026nbsp;Succubi are also bound by such rule. \u0026nbsp;I find it hard to understand why it happens or how even. \u0026nbsp;We die when we show another one of our gender our love. \u0026nbsp;I still haven't heard anyone even try to explain such ghastly phenomenon. \u0026nbsp;It is unjust and unfair. \u0026nbsp;To risk life or death by a matter of love versus nature. \u0026nbsp;We are truly cursed if such kind of mentality invades an imp. \u0026nbsp;Once it surfaces, it becomes integral to you, and denying it, repressing it... that can equally fatal. \u0026nbsp;Those of us that are afflicted for homosexuality are few, far and afraid. \u0026nbsp;At least thats what I perceive. \u0026nbsp;We are alone and sick with an unnatural mind. \u0026nbsp;It troubles me deeply, but I am certain that nothing can be done except to wait. \u0026nbsp;A lot of things boil down to the art of patience.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSurely one of the bigger reasons of why we are so few is because we vanish once we find an equally deviant mate. \u0026nbsp;Love and sexuality compel like nothing else does, and then we are lead to perform a forbidden act. \u0026nbsp;Is it worth the dance with death? \u0026nbsp;Many don't think so. \u0026nbsp;Heightened sexuality comes with greater blessings and greater curses, so you might find me ruing it from time to time. \u0026nbsp;But again, it is part of who I am.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"You know, hon? \u0026nbsp;You have to give depression a break. \u0026nbsp;I've been with the real you and this is not it. \u0026nbsp;You have to try and be happy with what you got, instead of sitting and weeping. \u0026nbsp;Remember, you'll always have Sebastian, Aoi and me.\" - She hugs me tight.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI spend every noon with her talking about our shames and shambles.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nA slight tear slides down my cheek. \u0026nbsp;I let Yuri know with a smile that she effectively calmed me, and she does the same. \u0026nbsp;She stands and lends me her stretched hand to help me up. \u0026nbsp;Then we watched how the sun slowly let the moon take its place. \u0026nbsp;I looked at my friend for a moment. \u0026nbsp;I love her like a sister.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe wind suddenly picked up all around us.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nTo the point that we could barely keep on our two feet. \u0026nbsp;Yuri and I tried to brace ourselves in whatever way we could, against the gusts that bashed us. \u0026nbsp;It had me a little exasperated, looking around to find the source. \u0026nbsp;Who or what could possibly be producing those winds?\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThen my eyes find the silhouette of an incubus with large wings who slowly descends, closing to us. \u0026nbsp;The wind calms down, allowing us to uncover. \u0026nbsp;The source of that wind had a mischievous smile on his face.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I love that face you guys make.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"You shouldn't do that, you know. \u0026nbsp;At least, not every time.\" -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSebastian, using his big wings, blasts with gusts every time he pops up. \u0026nbsp;He's part of a special kind of incubus, those of blue blood. \u0026nbsp;He inherits the power to wield wind and the possession of a great set of wings. \u0026nbsp;It's always nice to see him, and he has an admirable body to boot: An Incubus with grayish brown fur and clear gray hair, and he had a good amount of muscle.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWe've been great friends, and he has a complicated situation of his own, being mated to a human girl whom he loves with all his heart. its nice to hear him speak of her, one can feel the passion and dedication he has for her.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I always find you guys around here at these hours.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"We like this area of the town.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSeeing him reminds me of another undeniable fact, that other part that burdens blue bloods. \u0026nbsp;They are tasked with the preservation of their lineage and heritage. \u0026nbsp;For those families it is a crime to relate with those outside the bloodline. \u0026nbsp;They must procreate once they reach a certain age, or risk being shunned; or worse. \u0026nbsp;Its more important than their individual lives.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSebastian doesn't really care, though. \u0026nbsp;He recently renounced contact with his royal family, which wasn't without conflict. \u0026nbsp;Sebs denies and abhors that which is imposed on him. \u0026nbsp;Sebastian always stays with us and considers himself an orphan like us. \u0026nbsp;We are a trio full of troubles, but we fight on.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Yuri, Dose, lets get to our place at the lake.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I think thats a good idea.\" - says Yuri.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Yeah, I agree.\" -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nOnce decided, we take flight northward, towards a lakehouse that we had made ours a few years ago, our shared lair. \u0026nbsp;We arrived after a few minutes, since it was less than a kilometer in our direction from the dock. \u0026nbsp;It was night already, and the water of the lake had its own version of the moon reflected upon its surface. \u0026nbsp;Peering into the sky filled your vision with the shine of many stars, their glamor unblocked since their sky lacked clouds.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWe then sat comfortably at the lakes shore, talking about the day making each other laugh and throwing rocks into the fresh calm water. \u0026nbsp;We spent long minutes at it and I did enjoy it very much. \u0026nbsp;It made me feel that the night was pleasantly special, and somehow it would become more so.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nEnough time was spent for our \"Hunger\" to hurt. \u0026nbsp;It's not a rumbling of the tummy but more like an itch in your loins, it builds up right there and causes your tool to get spontaneously erect. \u0026nbsp;A mundane body reaction, but annoying as well. \u0026nbsp;We had to get some \"Food\", something I wasn't particularly excited about.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nYuri and Sebastian went ahead, since they were starving. \u0026nbsp;I could never catch up to them. \u0026nbsp;Nonetheless, I used a portal near the lake to quickly get to the human world. \u0026nbsp;A random reflective surface in our lair, what humans call a mirror.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThat particular portal always opened on the roof of a huge skyscraper. \u0026nbsp;I jump off the tall building in search of a victim. \u0026nbsp;Never had I known the name of that place I frequented, just that I enjoyed looking upon it as I flew above, staring into the city lights. \u0026nbsp;Now it was a matter of finding a woman and giving her misfortune by feeding off her, all in order to get rid of the fastidious hunger.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n...\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI cant help but get distracted as it is usual; I focused my attention on the noisy city under me, losing direction. \u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThen the strong flap of wings could be mildly heard at a distance, nothing I considered taking note of. \u0026nbsp;Probably a big bird of prey. \u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe same flapping wings got closer and closer, forcing me to search around for whatever it was. \u0026nbsp;I scanned my whole surrounding degrees, but there was nothing I could notice in the darkness. \u0026nbsp;It only got closer...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Watch out...!\" -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe warning gets to my ears as I turn to see. \u0026nbsp;That same instant we crash. \u0026nbsp;Our whole bodies impact, resulting in a bump on the head and a sore shoulder. \u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI take a moment to stabilize in the air and rub my head. \u0026nbsp;My eyes seek the other one, but all I then find is white. \u0026nbsp;White perfection.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHis wings were wonderfully white and covered with feathers instead of skin or membrane or fur. \u0026nbsp;It was unlike anything I ever saw. \u0026nbsp;I was almost sure they were angel wings, but owner was definitely a demon. \u0026nbsp;One beautiful demon, an Adonis type with a well built body. \u0026nbsp;Hazel eyes looked back at me, those seemed to have a glow of their own, and a gentle smile decorated his muzzle, with a hint of worry.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Are you okay?\" - He exclaimed in an exquisite baritone.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I think I am now.\" - I mumble as he glides closer, eyes fixed on me.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Actually, I'm fine, my shoulder's only a bit sore...\" - I cleared up.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"My apologies, I was just in a hurry to get home.\" -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"That's alright, I have to going too.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe angelic incubus had an ashamed but amused smile that never vanished from his face, and I felt like I had a goofy smile drawn on mine. \u0026nbsp;We made the move to resume our different ways, which had a bit of hesitation from both sides. \u0026nbsp;He didn't fly away until he told me his name, shouting from a distance:\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"My name is Rafael! What's yours?\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Rafael... My name is Dose!\" -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"It was a brief pleasure! \u0026nbsp;Hope to see you soon!\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThen he leaves, and it was full of grace. \u0026nbsp;I just continued to look at him until he was too far to see. \u0026nbsp;And just like that, I knew I was not going to be able to stop thinking about him. \u0026nbsp;Maybe he was the one incubus I was looking for, as farfetched as the thought was...\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt was an odd encounter, one that definitely sparked something somewhere. \u0026nbsp;I would go \"Eat\", but I would not stop thinking of those angelic wings.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt invaded my mind, choosing to just discard the search and randomly enter an apartment dormitory and visit whoever was there. \u0026nbsp;There she was, asleep and profoundly in blissful dreams. \u0026nbsp;Into her room I enter as silently as I could, her window was fully open which presented me with no trouble. \u0026nbsp;I lay over her and with a tug her covers are removed, leaving her fully naked. \u0026nbsp;She wakes, and I get behind her, covering her mouth and holding her tightly in order to make her fear inaudible. \u0026nbsp;I invaded her, but my mind only thought of that angel I came across. \u0026nbsp;And thinking of pleasuring him, I made my visitation a swift one. \u0026nbsp;In my mind, there was no woman.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nBut that was only in my mind. \u0026nbsp;Once I was satisfied, I saw she was completely exhausted. \u0026nbsp;I felt ashamed and remorseful. \u0026nbsp;It always was like that. \u0026nbsp;Then his angelic presence invaded my mind once again.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI managed to wander back into my world... after hours of just flying without direction deluding myself of that one demon.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWhen I arrived, they all seemed to be asleep in their rooms, so I headed to mine in order to sleep. \u0026nbsp;I swiftly fell into dreams, which generally stared that demon. \u0026nbsp; Rafael. \u0026nbsp;What a lovely name. \u0026nbsp;He truly seemed like a blue blood. \u0026nbsp;Would our interests be the same? \u0026nbsp;How will I see him again?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\\*\\*\\*\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe next morning arrives. \u0026nbsp;Aoi and Yuri entered my room, Aoi seated at one side of the bed and Yuri pouncing at me. \u0026nbsp;I felt her, but I did not wake. \u0026nbsp;Yuri kept looking at me while I resumed my light snoring. \u0026nbsp;I heard them laugh, but I simply didn't want to wake up.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThen they started to scream and hop on the bed like a bunch of little girls... ugh.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Well, well. \u0026nbsp;I hadn't seen you this happy in forever.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Aoi? What do you mean?\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThey just giggle mindlessly at me. \u0026nbsp;I just stood and headed to the bath, feeling rather unclean:\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThen I saw what the were giggling at. \u0026nbsp;It was erect, probably the result of my happy dreams of Rafael. \u0026nbsp;Some shame came over me at the realization, but it quickly was replaced by a better idea. \u0026nbsp;There I discharged all my thoughts and wishes of Rafael, under the warm shower...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nOnce satisfied, clean and dry, I found out that Yuri and Aoi went on another adventure. \u0026nbsp;So I told Sebastian of last night and asked him to help me find Rafael. \u0026nbsp;Sebs was a little skeptical, saying that he had heard of an angel-winged Incubus, but he had never seen one. \u0026nbsp;We headed to the same portal we usually use, heading to the mortal world much earlier than usual. \u0026nbsp;I was very sure I would find Rafael there.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt was unusual for our kind to visit the mortals during the day. \u0026nbsp;Humans sighting is always been thought of as problematic. \u0026nbsp;We searched carefully under the sun's warm rays and the blissful breeze that always decorated the mortal's day. \u0026nbsp;The vibrancy of it all made it a worthwhile risk, sometimes. \u0026nbsp;But still, searching was fruitless. \u0026nbsp;Then our ears caught up on some screams. \u0026nbsp;Sebastian decided to see, and I followed. \u0026nbsp;The screams, the were of a man desperately calling for help. \u0026nbsp;It sounded terrible, and soon the perpetrator of it all crashed out of wherever he was.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe huge demon shoots out in our direction. \u0026nbsp;He stops before us with a defiant grin and a deviant look. \u0026nbsp;This incubus was simply huge, with bulging muscles and vascularity.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Gai, you fucking men again?\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Why do you think I'm so big?\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"You hurt yourself that way and you give others problems.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Looks like you want to fight.\" \u0026nbsp;-\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Don't make me laugh. \u0026nbsp;Leave before it's too late.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Are you challenging me?!\" -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nGai had a deep, terrifying voice. \u0026nbsp;I quickly retreat, but those two just get closer.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"One of these days I'm going to hurt you real bad, blue-blood! \u0026nbsp;You just watch! -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHe turns and leaves. \u0026nbsp;That demon was intimidating in the entire sense of the word. \u0026nbsp;Sebastian glances at me and squeezes my shoulder.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Don't worry , I won't allow anyone to touch you.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHis words calm me down, and I smile at him.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nTo Incubi, men are like drugs. \u0026nbsp;When they penetrate a man, the absorb a great amount of energy, which also translates in extra body mass, and with that, there are some harsh consequences \u0026nbsp;They may become more aggressive and even insane. \u0026nbsp;And no one could explain how it happened. \u0026nbsp;It just happened.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSome time had passed and the sun started its descent. \u0026nbsp;Sebastian was tired and hungry, so he left me to my own devices to take care of that. \u0026nbsp;But I couldn't return without seeing Rafael again....\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI spent some time circling the area, thinking I wasn't going to find him. \u0026nbsp;The hours pass and night falls.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe minutes become longer than usual, and eventually \"Hunger\" strikes. \u0026nbsp;I took care of that hastedly, finding a woman in a dark alley and forcing misfortune upon her. \u0026nbsp;I couldn't help but feel dirty...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe sky kept getting darker as time passed, so I wandered around the dock, looking at the ruined abandonment that was left of it.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"You look so lonely.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI head a voice calling me, I turn to see who it was. \u0026nbsp;After so much searching, the angle was once again with me. \u0026nbsp;I quickly stand and pounce at him with a hug. \u0026nbsp;It was so hard to contain my happiness\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- Rafael! -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nRafael looks at me and laughs heartily. \u0026nbsp;He returns the hug and tightens.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I've always wanted to meet someone like you. \u0026nbsp;I hope you don't mind the hug.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"On the contrary, I love it. \u0026nbsp;I've never felt such honesty in a hug. \u0026nbsp;Let's sit, I want to know you better.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI felt so happy, it was like we knew each other since forever. \u0026nbsp;We sat on the same place Yuri and I shared almost every day.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Tell me. \u0026nbsp;I can tell you live in solitude.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"It's really noticeable? \" -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Yes. \u0026nbsp;What's your story?\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Well... I lived 12 of my 21 years with my parents; who died from an unknown reason. \u0026nbsp;Since then I've been living questioning my existence and everything I do. \u0026nbsp;I spend a lot of time thinking.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"You're an enigma.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Heh, I think so. \u0026nbsp;Now it's your turn.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Sadly, I'm a blue-blood. \u0026nbsp;That alone is great pressure...\" -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I can only imagine. \u0026nbsp;But, would you leave those beautiful wings for another life.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Believe me, the pressure the exert is too great. \u0026nbsp;And when I saw you I thought you were...\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Gay? I thought we had that in common right away.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"My wings are too beautiful. \u0026nbsp;I've had a lot of demons after me, but none of them offered something true.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"When I saw you that day, I thought that if I held you, I wouldn't let you go.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I won't let you go either.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSeated very closely we gave each other another hug. \u0026nbsp;Our eyes met, and that led to an inevitable kiss. \u0026nbsp;One I strongly wished to be eternal. \u0026nbsp;Minutes pass and I stopped feeling his touch; Rafael slowly leaned away with a worried look. \u0026nbsp;I quickly got the message.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Wait... let's take it slow. \u0026nbsp;You know how that can...\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"What's there to it if we already risked...\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"If you want to be with me, we'll need to wait.\" -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWith serious eyes and voice, he had me convinced \u0026nbsp;We had cast a sentence upon ourselves.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Would you believe me if I said that I hadn't touched a woman in over 10 years? -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"No?! Really? How? -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Right now I don't have time to explain. \u0026nbsp;Let's return to our world and I'll explain it to you tomorrow \u0026nbsp;Same time and location.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Alright.\" -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThat one took me by surprise. \u0026nbsp;He hadn't touched a female and he remained alive; I couldn't imagine exactly what he did to be alive. \u0026nbsp;Filled with a new hope, we returned to our world. \u0026nbsp;The portal we had used was close, and in minutes we found ourselves in the sky of our world. \u0026nbsp;We looked at each other again. \u0026nbsp;I couldn't stop smiling.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"I anxiously await for tomorrow\" -\n\n- \"Me too. -\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWith those last words he says goodbye and leaves. \u0026nbsp;I felt so happy to have met him, to have talked to him and touched him. \u0026nbsp;All my trust was with him.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nA thought streaks across my mind like a shooting star:\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n- \"Sometimes I think I'd be better off being a human.\" -\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Sealed Souls","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/136454-sealed-souls-ch2-grace.json"}}