{"sf1_id":1332123,"sf2_id":"zeRa9DJ1","title":"Dizzy...","author":"Jiblits","words":289,"posted_at":"2018-05-09T05:42:00.000Z","tags":["Dream","Poem","Restless","Short Story","life","nightmare","tired"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1332123-dizzy","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/zeRa9DJ1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/41/c6/41c64f5e-8e6e-460d-8b98-997c24c9adb9","description":"","content":"Night thoughts - 74. -\u0026nbsp; Y knot...\n\nDizzy...\n\nShouldn't be surprised by tired eyes showing something that, shouldn't, can't be\n\nStill, I get such a chill, as dreams \u0026 nightmares hold hands, walking toward me\n\nLetting my nerves diminish to the dust around the chaos building, with what I see\n\nA future that can't be my own...\n\nI stagger, slurring my struggles as pain filled memories are once again shown\n\nSomething more is continued, after the stories were written, pages closed, \u0026 worries left in the dark\n\nMany \"what if\" moments gathered strength once again, finding a bonfires worth of past instances, becoming it's one needed spark...\n\nSlumber last to find me, I sit \u0026 lay, on pins \u0026 needles as my hands turn back time, moment by moment, content to resentment\n\nWhen my body begins to freeze, breath becoming harder to take\n\nMy body shocks myself for my last resort, then...in a daze...I wake...\n\nDripping in sweat \u0026 tears, I take a minute, finding my peace back from a memory lane with no lights\n\nEventually laying back down, I breathe easy as my mind readies for the next round of fights\n\nDaybreak greats me with a feeling I try to maintain\n\nWith not much more to lose, I focus again, trying, waiting, for my smile to regain\n\n\"Dark thoughts hidden in night shadows, do more than fill an empty space...\n\nThey can lie, \u0026 convince you, things are only peaceful, in a peaceful place...\"\n\nStay strong, like you have all along...\n\n- - - Thanks for reading - - -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; - - - Always - - -\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n"}