{"sf1_id":1337106,"sf2_id":"AnKabZ5e","title":"Day-Jah-Voo...","author":"Jiblits","words":296,"posted_at":"2018-05-24T05:17:00.000Z","tags":["Dream","Poem","Short Story","life","thought"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1337106-day-jah-voo","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/AnKabZ5e","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/b7/63/b7637115-cc10-4b89-b6f9-510a59036b2a","description":"","content":"Night thoughts - 79. - Y knot...\n\nDay-Jah-Voo...\n\nTonight, I fight an old feeling\n\nLong left to disappear, I blink uneasy as I think, I know it's growing near\n\nSlipping into my hesitations, it moves, turning all to ice, frozen again till I give it my all\n\nEyes heavy, shadows begin whispering once more as I feel my reassurance begin to fall\n\nNo net, no helping hand...\n\nI feel the ground leave me, as I forget how to stand...\n\nBelow a burning sensation, I feel frost bitten once more, from personal hesitation\n\nOld memories decayed find me struggling to move forward, to break free\n\nClearer, they all show an old mirror, reminding me again, \"that\" was once me...\n\nI'm sorry long overdone, from my eyes, I feel tears begin to run...\n\nOut of options, I look long into the moments that grew cold...\n\nSeconds each an eternity again, I make motions as I continue to grow old..\n\nTo hell \u0026 back, I sweat as I see the earth nearing...\n\nWaiting at this end, is all my worries, hungry, each in place of certain times I was fearing...\n\nTill the breeze slows, \u0026 I realize what is to be...\n\nI hover above it all, reminding myself there's still time...I'm still me...\n\nEyes open, everything dark as the door closes lightly in my head...\n\nI remember, it's all a thought, a different time, for now, I'm still in bed...\n\n\"Peace needing me again, I drift into it slow \u0026 steady...\n\nNever guaranteed, long as I breathe, I'll try to be ready...\"\n\n- - - Thanks for reading - - -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; - - - Always - - -\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n"}