{"sf1_id":1337187,"sf2_id":"ynd4apVn","title":"Hurt","author":"Marthell","words":666,"posted_at":"2018-05-24T15:52:00.000Z","tags":["Cheating","Drama","Experimental","Flash Fiction","Gay"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1337187-hurt","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ynd4apVn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/bc/59/bc59f500-341d-4dbf-ae97-b409b07f8f16","description":"Have you ever been so hurt you wanted to hurt somebody else?","content":"This is a punch to the gut, no, a gunshot wound to the head.\n\nHow long had you been fucking him before I found out?\n\nThe white hot ire I feel strips away your puppy-dog eyes. You're no puppy, I'm not falling for it.\n\nYou total bastard.\n\nAll those times you said \"I love you\" didn't mean a damn thing.\n\nAll those nights we spent together twisted forever in a single revelation. They are poisoned, burned up. From beautiful to disturbing in no time at all.\n\nAll those memories are a fire-pit of deception and regret.\n\nI opened up to you and you took advantage of me.\n\nYou tuck your tail between your legs and you lower your ears and point your muzzle at the floor.\n\nYour body language is telling me it was a mistake, that you didn't mean it, that you were ignorant and out of your right mind.\n\nYou're fucking lying.\n\nThis is the last time I'll ever believe a damn thing you tell me.\n\nYou back away when I take a step towards you.\n\nI see myself reflected in your eyes: fierce and furious and snarling.\n\nI take you by your shoulders and shake you.\n\nI shout in your face.\n\nI call you the kinds of things you deserve to be called.\n\nYou tell me to let go, that I'm hurting you.\n\nAs if I care.\n\nYou hurt me.\n\nI want you to hurt too.\n\nYou start crying. You say you're sorry.\n\nAs if I care.\n\nI want you to cry.\n\nYou deserve all of this.\n\nYou worthless, arrogant, self-important fuck.\n\nYou stole my life and treated it as nothing more than a plaything.\n\nAm I nothing more to you than a bed to sleep in and a roof over your head?\n\nYou sick fuck, am I nothing more to you than steady dick and a steady lifestyle?\n\nYou blood-sucking wretch.\n\nYou'd be better off dead.\n\nYou stole my fucking life.\n\nYou push me away and retreat to the corner of the room.\n\nYou're telling me to calm down.\n\nWait.\n\nLet me make sure I'm understanding you correctly.\n\nYOU are telling ME to calm down.\n\nGo fuck yourself.\n\nGo. Fuck. Yourself.\n\nMy fists are clenched as I approach.\n\nYou hapless fool, you backed yourself into a corner.\n\nYou wave your paws at me and yell shrilly about how sorry you are and how I don't know the whole story and other such diversionary bullshit.\n\nYour whole face is wet, you've been crying so much.\n\nYour ears are so far dipped they blend into your fur.\n\nWhen I take another step you flinch.\n\nI start to laugh.\n\nYou think I'm going to hit you?\n\nYou think I'm going to hit you.\n\nHow fucking funny.\n\nYou're scared of me?\n\nWell, you should be.\n\nBut you think I'm going to hit you?\n\nIt's like you don't even know me.\n\nIt's like all our time together never even fucking happened.\n\nIt's like you never even cared in the first place.\n\nThis was just some sick fucking game to you.\n\nMy life was a game to you.\n\nI'm not going to hit you, I have a far better plan.\n\nI'm going to make sure everyone I know knows what you did.\n\nThen I'm going to make sure everyone you know knows what you did.\n\nThen you'll realize.\n\nThen you'll see.\n\nThe easiest way to hurt somebody isn't with a punch to the gut, or a gunshot wound to the head.\n\nIt's with words.\n\nYou think I'm going to hit you?\n\nI'm going to do so much worse than that.\n\nYou've given me an ammunition stockpile large enough to riddle your life with holes and you best fucking believe I'm going to use it.\n\nYou look broken.\n\nIt seems at some point you began to understand how badly you fucked up.\n\nIt's far too late for that.\n\nI don't have any damn sympathy left for you.\n\nOh, and, you don't live here anymore, so get the fuck out.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}