{"sf1_id":1340988,"sf2_id":"RnopKay1","title":"year","author":"mzmm","words":232,"posted_at":"2018-06-09T01:23:00.000Z","tags":["Hands","lyrics","song","writing"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1340988-year","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/RnopKay1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/de/57/de57c956-1783-4256-bf86-7a0bc6c27e19","description":"i'm writing an album\nthis is a song from it\nenjoy","content":"nazis marching down the streets again  \ndidn't know i'd been gone since the forties man  \nfriends in graves before i even hear they?re dead  \njust wish i could have said goodbye to them  \n  \nit's alright  \ni'm okay  \ni came out  \nyesterday  \nand the sun  \nin my eyes  \nwas replaced  \nby the night  \n  \ni don't need the sun to tell me everything's going to be alright  \nwalk out of the slaughterhouse just to see the terror in their eyes  \n  \ndidn't know i'd been gone for this long  \ndon't even know what i'm looking at  \nthe graves go on for miles  \nif not bodies, then ego death  \n  \nit's been a year  \nhow could I fear  \nthat the world could change so much  \n  \nonly a year  \nbut now I fear  \nthat I'm fragile to the touch  \n  \nbeen so long that the seasons stayed  \nsummer blinding my eyes again  \nand even though I've been gone  \nthe same thoughts are in my brain  \n  \n?i don't know if I can take this,  \nlife just seems so unfair  \nhow am I supposed to live  \nin a body in disrepair??  \n  \nit's been a year  \nhow could I fear  \nthat I could change so much  \n  \nonly a year  \nbut now I'm here  \nand I'm fragile to the touch  \n(fragile)  \n(fragile)  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; so many friends are dead or gone  \ndidn't even hear their swan songs  \ni just hope mine will travel far  \n  \n  \n\n"}