{"sf1_id":1343873,"sf2_id":"0mvjVWym","title":"Search’in...","author":"Jiblits","words":271,"posted_at":"2018-06-20T04:52:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Short Story","life","thought"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1343873-search-in","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/0mvjVWym","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/b1/af/b1af1432-86dd-46a1-b688-c7811c48e7ab","description":"","content":"Night thoughts - 86. - Y knot...\n\nSearch'in...\n\nMinutes to miles, I glance at so many precious smiles\n\nIt's a rollercoaster for moments that twist \u0026 turn\n\nI enjoy sharing each, but I don't always feel I have such time to burn\n\nIt rhythms a melody off key\n\nOne I enjoy to change every second, every dream\n\n\u0026nbsp;In empty desserts, I find a crystal clear hopeful clarity of a stream\n\nUntouchable, maybe a delusion in itself, a good one the same\n\nI let myself get lost in the waters of a mentality free of shame\n\nI am, what I want, not always what is clear to see\n\nI'm happy sometimes, others, please, jus leave me be\n\nIf you ever see a moment I frowned\u0026nbsp;\n\nNo worries, I'll come back around\n\nI have to, so many are seen lacking in hope for anything\n\nIt's not easy to do, but to want...for most, It's second hand\n\nIf you fall, \u0026 find Ann uncomfortable seat you have to take, remember, you can stand\n\nSounds simple, but too many wait for a helping hand to move onward\n\nFor me, \u0026 I'm sure, many more, that's just absurd\n\nKeeping on, till you can't be strong, is trying at its best...\n\nTry not make problems for yourself for a \"temporary time\"\n\nNot every day has to be some kind of test...\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Enjoy the peaceful moments...\n\nIt's okay, if not always, sometimes, to be content...\"\n\n- - - Thanks for reading - - -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;- - - Always - - -\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n\n  \n  \n\n"}