{"sf1_id":134594,"sf2_id":null,"title":"The Darkness...","author":"CataCorpse","words":246,"posted_at":"2010-03-27T05:42:00.000Z","tags":["Innocence","M/F","Rape","Real Life","Semi-Incest","Underage"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/134594-the-darkness","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/134594","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=134594\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"There is a place deep inside I go and I hide even you cannot penetrate the blackness that is my mind.\n\nSnakes dance I'm in a trance writhe and Burn in Dantes inferno.\n\nThere is nothing left to believe in the streets I walk at night faces in a crowd searching for that light I once knew.\n\nThey say no there is only darkness left for you.\n\nTime goe's by and for some reason still I try.\n\nWhy must I keep making the some of the same mistakes I know why they won't let me go.\n\nNo one can possibly feel what It feels like to be alone yet when I'm looking back they do ...\n\nLet me test you push your buttons serve you some mutton after all I'm a woman so the statistics are I am your slave basically.\n\nCurl up in a ball the perfect little doll innocence turns to lust and the angel wings I once had turn to dust.\n\nChanging inside even I cannot hide the devil in me.\n\nThe hatred men make me feel\n\nThe wound that will never heal\n\nThe anger in me\n\nthe sadness bad people have created\n\nand than blamed it on me\n\nI was a good girl I swallowed the sticks that were shoved down my throat\n\nas you threw me limp over your lap in a boat\n\nyou didn't care what happened\n\nI sometimes wish the ferryman had taken me\n\nbecause you have forsaken me.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}