{"sf1_id":1384764,"sf2_id":"5nz5AVEm","title":"Goodbye, First Love","author":"Ivory Nightway","words":98,"posted_at":"2018-11-06T16:54:00.000Z","tags":["First love","Goodbye","Love","personal"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1384764-goodbye-first-love","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/5nz5AVEm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/99/1a/991a2927-b600-4170-8c8a-3175b2a01c60","description":"#3 of Light and Dark Poems\n\nLetting go of the past. Letting go of regret. Letting go of the pain. Setting myself free.","content":"I was the white knight in your eyes,\n\nAlabaster, pure, strong and brave.\n\nYou were my light,\n\nBright, blinding, and full of life.\n\nWe grew together, wrote together.\n\nWe flew together, walked together.\n\nThen it fell apart.\u0026nbsp;\n\nConfusion, distance,\n\nHurt and despair.\n\nI miss you, my first true love.\n\nI miss you, my shining star.\n\nI miss you, my love.\n\nThe demons inside tore me apart,\n\nTore us apart.\n\nI'm sorry we never realized our dreams together.\n\nI'm sorry I couldn't be there for you.\n\nI love you still.\n\nI miss you still.\n\nGoodbye, my love.\n\nGood bye.\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Light and Dark Poems","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1353732-unnamed-1.json"}}