# What Would You Do...

Author: Arcane Reno
Tags: Canine, Cuddling, Dragon, First Time, Gryphon, Husky, Kissing, Love, M/F, M/M, Vaginal, Violence (Not In Yiff), Wild Dog

_Author's Note: This was a difficult story for me to write. &nbsp;First person is not my preferred viewpoint, and I really wanted to dig down and explore the emotions of the character. &nbsp;I hope you like it. &nbsp;Any feedback would be much appreciated. &nbsp;For those who are interested, this is a kind of alternate history to 'Under Alien Skies'. &nbsp;Those of you who have read that one will spot the differences and the similarities. &nbsp;As a bit of a challenge, can anyone tell me what caused the big difference in the two universes?_

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_Warning! &nbsp; This story contains scenes of explicit sexual description. &nbsp;If you are under 18, or whatever the legal age is in your area, it is illegal for you to read this material. &nbsp;Although chances are you will anyway, but you have been warned..._

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_Thanks to Vicious Reader and Guri for proofreading_. &nbsp;

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_P.S. &nbsp;I know the title is REALLY long, but what can I say, I'm a sucker for private jokes._

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**What Would You Do If I'm Not What I'm Supposed To Be?**

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**I** stalked slowly along the narrow passageway, claws clicking slightly on the cold stone floor. &nbsp;The walls were damp, water trickling down openly in several places. &nbsp;With a structure this old, it was unsurprising. &nbsp;The ancients had built well, but after more than a thousand years, some water would surely leak in from the lake above. &nbsp;

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I gripped my sword hilt, the blue scale-covered muscles in my forearm rippling as I tightened my fist. &nbsp;It was quite disturbing really, to be in a dimly lit space under liquid tons. &nbsp;The thought was ever-present in the back of my mind, the image of water crashing in, stealing away my breath. &nbsp;

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One of the floor tiles grated slightly underfoot. &nbsp;A voice behind me yelled, "Watch out!"

I dove forward, a breeze whistling past my shoulder. &nbsp;I glanced up from where I lay sprawled on the stone, the now harmless axe blade swinging slowly from its hinge. &nbsp;

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"Dammit Kraid, I told you this place has plenty of surprise attacks!" &nbsp;My partner, Daigen, was pointing his staff at me accusingly. &nbsp;"Sorry Daig, my mind was somewhere else."

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"Well, get your mind here! &nbsp;I don't want to have to patch you up again! &nbsp;I've already used plenty of ether." &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;

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"Sorry," I said again, picking myself up. &nbsp;I adjusted the shoulder straps of my armour, making sure it was still sitting properly. &nbsp;

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"Whatever. &nbsp;We're close, let's keep going."

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&nbsp;"What are we looking for again?"

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"An artefact of some sorts. &nbsp;The guy who requisitioned this mission didn't say. &nbsp;Just that it would be tough, and he'll pay really well."

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"It must be something pretty good, if he's willing to give an enchanted armour plate for it."

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"No kidding. &nbsp;At least he had a map of this place. &nbsp;That's what keeps most of the looters away. &nbsp;We would've been hopelessly lost without that."

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Suddenly, there was a rumbling growl from up ahead. &nbsp;Both of us stopped in our tracks. &nbsp;"Was that..." I started to say.

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A large form padded around the corner up ahead, just visible in the light from Daigen's staff. &nbsp;

"Oh hell no," Daigen muttered. &nbsp;"Chimera."

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The leonine central head of the beast glared at us with its golden eyes, the dragon and ram heads turning towards us. &nbsp;Even on four feet, it was as tall as us. &nbsp;It let out a fearsome roar, the sound reverberating through the corridor and making me wish I could clap my hands over my ears. &nbsp;I kept my grip on my sword and shield though, firming my battle stance. &nbsp;

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"This is going to be tough in this small space," Daigen said, moving as far to my right as he could. &nbsp;Several glowing balls appeared in his hand, slowly growing brighter as he prepared the spells. &nbsp;

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The beast needed no further challenge, it leapt towards us. &nbsp;Daigen ducked, and I threw my shield up to block the swipe from its claws, getting thrown back against the wall from the force of it. &nbsp;I managed to get a jab in at its belly though, and it roared in anger as it landed, a tiny amount of blood dripping onto the stone. &nbsp;

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It was hardly enough to stop it though. &nbsp;The dragon head reared back, whipping forward and spewing flames. &nbsp;I huddled behind my shield, trusting Daigen to take care of it. &nbsp;He did, the flames dissipating as they hit an invisible wall. &nbsp;

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A bolt of lightning split the dank air, striking the chimera in the chest. &nbsp;It stumbled, but didn't go down, and its scorpion tail whipped forward. &nbsp;I took the blow off my shield, wincing at the jarring strike. &nbsp;

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It prowled forward, spewing another jet of flames. &nbsp;Daigen blocked this one as well, but hadn't yet had time to prepare any more spells. &nbsp;I took the opportunity to charge towards it, the dissipating wall of flames hiding my advance. &nbsp;

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Its tail slashed forwards as it saw me, but I spun around it. &nbsp;I swung mightily, my blade opening a deep slash across the ram head. &nbsp;It roared again, the longer necked dragon head lunging forwards. &nbsp;I fended it off with my shield, the mighty jaws clacking against the metal.&nbsp;

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I thrust at the lion head, and the beast leaped back. &nbsp;Another lightning bolt shot past me, catching it completely off guard. &nbsp;It snarled, its fur frizzing out from the electricity. &nbsp;I lunged forward, bringing my blade down in an arc. &nbsp;

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The scorpion tail took me in the chest, and I was thrown backward several metres, crashing down on the stone. &nbsp;My armour protected me, but it now had a nice dent, a bruise forming behind it. &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;

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Slowly, the beast turned, the ram head centering on us. &nbsp;"Get down!" Daigen yelled unnecessarily. &nbsp;I was already hitting the floor, shield up over my head. &nbsp;Daigen planted his staff as he sprawled beside me, the air rippling around it. &nbsp;

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There was an odd howling sound, and a frigid wind blasted over our heads. &nbsp;I could see ice crystals forming around Daigen's staff, his shield protecting us from the worst of the attack. &nbsp;Even with that, we were buffeted by the powerful attack, and I suppressed a shudder at the thought of having to face a thing like this solo. &nbsp;

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After what seemed like hours, but was really only seconds, the attack let up. &nbsp;The beast glared at us as we got to our feet, the lips of its lion head drawing back in a snarl. "I'll cover you, go!" &nbsp;Daigen said. &nbsp;

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I nodded. &nbsp;After that, the chimera would need a second to recover. &nbsp;A brilliant shaft of light appeared above it, Daigen's Purge attack nailing it in the back. &nbsp;Its heads drew back in a soundless roar, the energy crackling over it as I charged forward. &nbsp;Just as the attack petered out, I plunged my blade hilt deep into its chest. &nbsp;

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It locked eyes with me, its gaze showing a flash of cold intelligence that was quite unsettling. &nbsp;The proud eyes of a feral predator. &nbsp;Without a sound, it sank to its knees, blood spurting out around my embedded sword as I wrenched it free. &nbsp;

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I staggered back from the dying creature as it moaned mournfully, sprawling onto its side. &nbsp;I turned to Daigen. "Those things are scary."&nbsp;

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"I know, and that's not even the guardian."

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"I didn't mean it that way..."

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He met my eyes. &nbsp;"You mean cuz it has a head that looks like ours?"

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"Yeah..."

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"Look at it this way. &nbsp;It would've killed us in a heartbeat. &nbsp;It may look like us, but it isn't the same."

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"I know, but still..."

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Daigen punched me in the shoulder. "You're not growing soft on me are you?"

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"Not at all. &nbsp;Let's keep going."

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"Good. &nbsp;Remember, don't get too caught up in it."

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Daigen pulled an energy drink out of his bag. &nbsp;"One sec, I just need to power up again." &nbsp;He downed the tiny bottle, his staff glowing slightly as the magical nutrients restored his constitution. &nbsp;"Much better. &nbsp;You good?"

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"I'm good."

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He strode forward, dark robes swishing slightly. &nbsp;I glanced back at the fallen chimera briefly before following, catching up before his red scaled tail disappeared around the bend. &nbsp;

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I knew my partner was right, but it still felt a little odd to slay such a noble beast. &nbsp;At least with gargoyles, and even wyverns, you didn't get that same sense of...not sentience perhaps, but knowledge of its own death. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;

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I continued to follow Daigen, admiring the way his ruby scales glittered in the light from his staff. &nbsp;_'He's always been a little tougher than me. &nbsp;But he understands too.' &nbsp; &nbsp;_

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We pressed onwards, frequently having to avoid an impressive array of instantly lethal traps. &nbsp;There were a few more minor monsters, but it didn't take us too long to reach the central chamber. &nbsp;

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"This is it. &nbsp;The guardian will be in here with the artefact," Daigen said. &nbsp;

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"You do enjoy stating the obvious, don't you?"

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He rapped his knuckles on my chest plate. &nbsp;"That's cuz you miss it so often you klutz!"&nbsp;

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I smiled. &nbsp;"You bring out the best in me."

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"What? &nbsp;So you're even klutzier when I'm not around?"

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I gave him a good natured shove. &nbsp;"You know that's not what I meant."

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He laughed. "You and your sarcasm."

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Turning back to the door, he grabbed one of the large stone handles. &nbsp;I grabbed the other side of it, and together we heaved it open. &nbsp;It made a horrible grating sound, a cold breeze escaping as it inched open.&nbsp;

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The inside of the chamber was brightly lit, massive braziers on the edges of the room. &nbsp;A pedestal stood in the centre of a raised platform at the far side, something metallic gleaming in the firelight. &nbsp;Despite the flames, the room was ice cold. &nbsp;The braziers gave off light, but no heat. &nbsp;There was no sign of movement. &nbsp;"What the hell? It's empty!" I said.

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"Don't be too sure, there's no way that this place is unguarded," Daigen replied, edging cautiously into the chamber. &nbsp;

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I followed, holding sword and shield at the ready, despite my assessment. &nbsp;"You think it's invisible?"

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"Maybe, but I doubt it. &nbsp;We haven't encountered any spectrals here. &nbsp;Watch out for traps."

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I nodded, moving slightly towards the opposite side of the hall, a few metres between us. &nbsp;We continued towards the dais unchallenged, and Daigen raised an eyebrow at me. &nbsp;"Strange, a guardian would have probably made an appearance by now." &nbsp;

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I started to reply, when I noticed a slight disturbance in the dust at the base of the platform's steps. &nbsp;I squinted, peering closer at it. &nbsp;"Daig..." &nbsp;

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With a howl, a fierce wall of wind suddenly blasted up from the ground. &nbsp;I leaped back, mirrored by Daigen, as the stones of the platform slowly pried themselves upright. &nbsp;

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A massive golem rose before us, formed from the massive stones of the platform itself. &nbsp;Two bright green eyes glittered in what appeared to be endless pits in its face, fists the size of small cars smashing together ominously. &nbsp;

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"Well, I guess that explains it," Daigen said nonchalantly. &nbsp;"I think the back is its weak point, aim for the pedestal."

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"I will, if I can get close."

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Both of us dove backwards as a colossal fist swept by. &nbsp;The giant raised the other, and I rolled quickly to the side as it descended towards me. &nbsp;The shockwave jolted through my body as the blow narrowly missed, and out of the corner of my eye I saw Daigen raising his staff. &nbsp;

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The shining light of his Purge came down, and Daigen leaped gracefully back from the titan's next swipe. &nbsp;I used the opportunity to roll to my feet, sheathing my sword and unbuckling the grappling hook from my waist. &nbsp;The giant roared as the destructive light rained down on it, waving its hands wildly. &nbsp;I easily ducked the wild swings, twirling the rope as I ran forward.

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Several bolts of lightning followed up Daigen's initial attack, all striking the golem's weak point with deadly accuracy. &nbsp;"It's powerful, but slow!" Daigen yelled, as he dropped and rolled under another swing. &nbsp;

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I didn't reply, whirling my grappling hook and tossing it up over the golem's back. &nbsp;It bounced along the stony surface, and I felt it catch on something. &nbsp;With a war whoop, I ran to the side, using my momentum to swing me around the beast. &nbsp;It howled angrily, its jaw opening wide. &nbsp;

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"Oh, shit!" I heard Daigen yell. &nbsp;Glancing up as I swung, I saw what looked like a miniature hurricane inside the gaping maw. &nbsp;I had little time to ponder this as my arc carried me behind it, and I let go of the rope to land in a run. &nbsp;

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A howling, concentrated tempest burst from the beast, and I saw it buffet against Daigen's shielding spell. &nbsp;I knew I'd need to act fast to help my friend, so I scrambled up the sloping back of the monster. &nbsp;The crumbled stone of its back slid underfoot, but I managed to hang on to the uneven surface. &nbsp;Fortunately it didn't seem to feel me, and I made it all the way up, unscathed, to where the pedestal stuck out.&nbsp;

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"Hurry it up back there Kraid!" I head Daigen yell, sounding strained. &nbsp;The howling wind hadn't let up, and he must have been pouring all of his power into his shield. &nbsp;

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I grabbed onto the pedestal with my shield arm. &nbsp;It had a transparent dome at the top, covering a small, glittering piece of jewellery of some kind. &nbsp;I drew my sword, swinging it in an overhead arc. &nbsp;It bounced off the dome, cracks spider-webbing through it from my attack. &nbsp;

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The golem roared, bucking beneath me and almost throwing me off. &nbsp;I gripped tightly to the pedestal. &nbsp;The surface of it felt odd, more like flesh than stone. &nbsp;Suddenly, a third hand punched its way through the golem's lower back, and I frantically swung a second time. &nbsp;This time, pieces of the dome splintered off, glittering fragments raining down. &nbsp;It still didn't shatter though. &nbsp;

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The fist slammed into me, forcing the breath from my lungs with the colossal impact, almost taking me out with one hit. &nbsp;Somehow, I hung on, even as I heard Daigen yell something. &nbsp;The fist drew back again, and out of the corner of my eye, I saw what looked like a rift in the air opening behind the giant. &nbsp;

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I let go, sliding down the beast's back as the fist slammed into the place I had been seconds earlier. &nbsp;I hit the ground, rolling out my momentum as a tremendous blast of heat whooshed overhead. &nbsp;Tartarus, Daigen's strongest attack. &nbsp;He had seen that I was in trouble, and had used all his remaining ether to get me out of it. &nbsp;

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The bombardment of fireballs pelted into the back of the golem, several hitting home on the pedestal. &nbsp;It roared in rage as the dome finally shattered, even as its body started to disintegrate with it. &nbsp;

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In a maelstrom of dust, the golem sunk back into the ground from whence it had come, leaving nothing behind but a rubble strewn floor. &nbsp;In the centre of where it had stood sat the artefact, as well as an oddly shaped stone. &nbsp;

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I hauled myself to my feet a bit unsteadily, looking over at Daigen. &nbsp;My fellow dragon was leaning on his staff, a huge grin on his face. &nbsp;"We did it man!"&nbsp;

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I returned the smile. "We did. &nbsp;Let's claim our prize."

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We made our way over to the fallen treasures, Daigen reaching them slightly ahead of me. &nbsp;He picked up the odd piece of jewellery, holding it up. &nbsp;"Huh. &nbsp;Wonder what it does."

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"Does it matter? &nbsp;It's not something either of us can use right?"

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"Nope. &nbsp;At least, not that I can tell."

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He stooped again, grabbing the oddly shaped stone. &nbsp;"Portstone time! Unless you really wanna hang around here?"

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"Not a chance!"

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"Cool." &nbsp;He spoke the words on the stone, activating the spell that would warp us back to the temple's entrance. &nbsp;My vision blurred for a moment, and when it straightened out, we were standing at the edge of the lake in the twilight. &nbsp;

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Daigen nudged me. &nbsp;"Check this out."

I looked where he was pointing, a gryphon and another dragon making their way dejectedly out of the water. &nbsp;

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The gryphon noticed us first, shaking his wings out and adjusting the bow slung over his back. &nbsp;"You two thinking of checking it out down there? &nbsp;Don't bother. &nbsp;It's a fucking maze."

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"Nope, we've already been," Daigen said, holding up the artefact.

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Both of their jaws dropped. &nbsp;"No way!" exclaimed the dragon in a deep voice. &nbsp;"We were in there for hours!"

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"Shoulda checked the other mission postings, we found one that offered a map."

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"Seriously? &nbsp;That's some major BS man!" the gryphon complained. &nbsp;

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I shrugged. "Better luck next time I guess."

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The dragon shook his head angrily. &nbsp;"Knowing this place, it'll be months before someone offers another mission here. &nbsp;Damn it!"

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"Well, sorry guys, can't stick around. &nbsp;We've gotta go deliver," Daigen said, turning and starting to walk towards the portal gate. &nbsp;

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"Damn, lucky bastards," the gryphon said. &nbsp;I gave them a friendly wave, before turning to follow my friend. &nbsp;'_At least they took it graciously and didn't try to steal it.'_

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I caught up to him as we reached the gate, and he gave me a high five before stepping through it. &nbsp;I jumped in after him, the two of us warping away back to central city. &nbsp; &nbsp;

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**I** rubbed my eyes as I pulled the Visband off, reaching behind my head with the other hand to remove the plug. &nbsp;

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_'Trapped again.' &nbsp;_

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I depressed the sides of the connection, undoing the lock and gently removing the plug from the tiny slot at the base of my skull. &nbsp;Mom had been so pissed when I had got that done. &nbsp;

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_"Why couldn't you have just gone and gotten your nose pierced or something? &nbsp;Why would you let someone tinker with your brain just so you can play some game?"_

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_"It's perfectly safe mom. &nbsp;And besides, it's not like they could do much more damage to me. &nbsp;And being able to legitimately say I'm a cyborg is pretty awesome."_

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She had sighed_. "I can't believe this. &nbsp;You could've at least TALKED to me about it first!"_

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_"Sorry mom, but I knew you'd just have said no."_

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"_Well, what's done is done. &nbsp;I hope you enjoy your games. &nbsp;Just...keep fantasy as fantasy, okay? &nbsp;And you know you can talk to me about ANYTHING." &nbsp;_

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_"I know, I know."_

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I reached for the mouse, moving the cursor over the image of a scroll that filled the computer screen. &nbsp; **What Would'st Thou Do?** &nbsp;I clicked the **Save** button, storing the modified character data. _&nbsp;'Sweet, I gained a level. &nbsp;I bet Daig did too. &nbsp;Lucky thing we got the one with the map.'_

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Echoes of Myth was the best online RPG available for the Visband. &nbsp;Daigen and I had been partnering up for almost two years now, tackling all sorts of quests. &nbsp;This last temple we had done was notoriously challenging, mostly because missions with a map included for that location were extremely rare. &nbsp;We had managed to snag one just as it was posted, and like the other guy we had run into had said, it might be awhile before another was available. &nbsp;

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The stupid labyrinth had even required finding a hidden passageway to get to the inner part. &nbsp;No wonder most people gave up on it. &nbsp;Even with the map it had been tough, we had spent a probably a good half hour figuring out how to open the passageway. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;

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The Visband was an awesome invention. &nbsp;It allowed users to plug into the virtual world completely, controlling a character through thought. &nbsp;It gave realistic sensation feedback too, so whatever was programmed into the game could be sensed as if it was your own body. &nbsp;Smells, touch, hearing, etcetera. &nbsp;It all just came down to nerve signals that could be decoded and programmed. &nbsp;Of course, they were careful not to program in extreme things like pain feedback. &nbsp;That would be far too risky.

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The video game applications were obvious, as well as many other online uses. &nbsp;I had a bunch of other games, but Echoes of Myth was my favourite. &nbsp;Especially because I could play with Daigen. &nbsp;We had hooked up early on in my experience with the game, he had started just slightly before I had. &nbsp;I guess the fact that we were both newbie Dragon characters, albeit of different classes, had drawn us together somewhat. &nbsp;We had quickly hit it off, and had been constant partners since. &nbsp;

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"Marcus, dinner!" &nbsp;my mother called up the stairs.

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"Okay mom!"

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I shut down the computer, rolling back away from the desk. &nbsp;I grabbed the joystick of my chair, spinning it around and motoring out the door of my room to the lift at the top of the stairs. &nbsp;&nbsp;

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I jockeyed the chair into position, locking the wheels in place before flicking the switch to start the lift. &nbsp;

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_'Trapped.' &nbsp;_

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This was one of the main reasons I loved the Visband so much. &nbsp;For a few hours, I could forget. &nbsp;I could walk again, explore the world under my own locomotion. &nbsp;Even if it was a fantasy. &nbsp;It was more than just a game to me. &nbsp;It was freedom. &nbsp;

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It was so ironic. &nbsp;A pure bred African Hunting Dog, stuck in a wheelchair. &nbsp;Our feral cousins were notorious runners, hunting down prey over the Savanna. &nbsp;Me? &nbsp;I was trapped. &nbsp;

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The lift hummed quietly as it moved slowly down the staircase. &nbsp;Mom had tried to get me to take the room downstairs when we had moved, but I had fallen in love with the one I had now, and had insisted on it. &nbsp;The place used to be owned by a fellow paraplegic, so the necessary equipment had already been installed. &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;

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I used to think that, if I ever came face to face with the bastard who took my legs and my father's life, I'd kill him. &nbsp;Now, I think I'd just ask him one question. &nbsp;Why? &nbsp;Why had he been so hammered that night that he ran that light? &nbsp;Why had he tried to run afterwards? &nbsp;Why didn't he call for help himself? &nbsp;Why didn't he at least...I dunno, write a letter of apology? &nbsp;

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I'd only been eleven at the time. &nbsp;For the next two years, I'd had nightmares about the accident. &nbsp;The revving engine...Mom screaming in the front...My dad trying to swerve...Then there was the impact, and an excruciating pain in my back. &nbsp;Then, blackness, after my head hit something. &nbsp;When I came to, Mom was sobbing, paramedics were loading me into the ambulance, and Dad was covered by a white sheet. &nbsp;&nbsp;

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The other driver escaped without a scratch, got slapped with just five years in prison and loss of license. &nbsp;I guess that's part of being rich, you get good lawyers. &nbsp;His insurance paid our medical of course, as well as three million in damages.&nbsp;

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&nbsp;Fat lot of good that did us. &nbsp;

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Even with the extra we got from Dad's life insurance, it wouldn't bring him back. &nbsp;Or my legs. &nbsp;Irreparable spinal cord damage they told me. &nbsp;I'd never so much as wiggle a toe ever again. &nbsp;I was lucky apparently, that I even had my upper body mobility. &nbsp;Some luck. &nbsp;

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I rolled into the dining room, joining my mother at the table.&nbsp;

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"You got paint on your shirt again mom."

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She looked down at herself, brushing at the splotch of red absently. &nbsp;"So I did. &nbsp;I made lasagne."

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"Awesome sauce. &nbsp;I see you finished the new one."

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She smiled. &nbsp;"I wondered if you'd notice. &nbsp;How do you like it?"

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"It's great. &nbsp;I like the...blue stuff."

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"That's _cyan_ dear, not just blue."

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"Okay, I like the cyan stuff."

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"Thank you."

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My mother was an artist. &nbsp;A pretty good one too, if you liked the impressionist scene. &nbsp;Quite the feat really, considering she only had one good eye now. &nbsp;A shard of glass from the mirror had caught her left one, leaving her with a nice scar and half her vision. &nbsp;

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She slid me a plate. &nbsp;"So, are you going out anywhere tonight?"

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"No."

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She frowned. &nbsp;"You're not just going to hop right back on that game again, are you?"

"Maybe."

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"Marcus..."

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"Yeah yeah. &nbsp;No, I'll probably just read for a bit or something. &nbsp;I dunno. &nbsp;My friend is offline now anyways."

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"You know, you really should get out more. &nbsp;I heard there's this new entertainment centre opening up downtown. &nbsp;Geared for the younger crowd. &nbsp;Games, movies and such. &nbsp;You should go check it out, meet some new people."

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I rolled my eyes. &nbsp;"Like anyone wants to hang out with a gimp."

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Her fork clattered to her plate, as she pointed her finger at me accusingly. &nbsp;"I thought I told you, don't you _ever_ talk about yourself like that!"&nbsp;

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I stared at my plate. &nbsp;"Sorry."

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I heard her chair scrape back, and I looked up as she came around the table.

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"Marcus," she said, laying a hand on my shoulder. &nbsp;"I've told you time and time again, just because you're in a wheelchair doesn't mean you have to let it chain you. &nbsp;That attitude will eat you alive. &nbsp;I'm just trying to get you to enjoy yourself a bit. &nbsp;If they treat you as less just because you're in a chair, then that's their loss."

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"I know mom. &nbsp;But seriously, you know I don't make friends easily."

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"That's because you don't try. &nbsp;It may be between semesters, but what's to stop you from calling up one of your classmates? &nbsp;I'm sure there's even a few girls who would love to hang out with you."

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"Hardly. &nbsp;Besides, what if I'm more into guys?"

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"Then find a guy. &nbsp;Have you asked _anyone_?"

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"No."

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She threw up her hands. &nbsp;"See what I mean?" &nbsp;She jabbed my shoulder with her finger. &nbsp;"You're young, you're handsome, you've got a sharp mind, you're sensitive and caring. &nbsp;What's not to like? &nbsp;If I was your age, I'd go out with you."

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I snorted. "That's...a little creepy mom."

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She gave me a wicked grin, winking at me with her good eye. &nbsp;"What, you wouldn't go out with little old me?"

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"Mom! &nbsp;I think the 'old' part is enough for a no."

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"Watch it kid. &nbsp;You're not too old to be spanked."

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I smiled finally. &nbsp;"As if you could catch me..."

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She burst out laughing. &nbsp;"See? &nbsp;And you have my fine wit too! &nbsp;You're a perfectly eligible single."

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"Thanks mom."

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She gave me a pat on the shoulder before returning to her own seat. &nbsp;"Well, if you aren't going anywhere, we could watch a movie."

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"Sure."

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"I'll even let you pick."

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"Sounds fine to me."

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We continued eating in silence. _'I love you mom, but you really just don't get it_.' It wasn't so much that other people would treat me poorly exactly. &nbsp;It was the looks in their eyes, the unspoken pity. _'Oh, poor guy. &nbsp;He's crippled. &nbsp;I'd better be extra nice to him.' &nbsp;_

&nbsp;

The 'Here, let me help you's... The overly sympathetic manner... It got old really fast. &nbsp;I had a spinal injury, not brain damage. &nbsp;I could open the damn door myself thank you. &nbsp;The handful of douche bags were much easier to ignore. &nbsp;It was the ones that did it unconsciously, constantly calling attention to my disability that got to me. &nbsp;And that was pretty much everyone. &nbsp;I guess they were just trying to be helpful. &nbsp;It still grated. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;

&nbsp;

We finished up, and I helped Mom out with the dishes. &nbsp;Not much of a task, just had to toss them in the cleaner. &nbsp;She made some popcorn as I set up the holo screen in the living room. &nbsp;She groaned as she came in, a handful of kernals halfway to her mouth. &nbsp;"Seriously? &nbsp;Tron Legacy again?"

&nbsp;

I grinned at her. &nbsp;"It's a classic! &nbsp;Vintage 2010!"

&nbsp;

"How can you watch something that's two hundred and fifty years old? &nbsp;Even remade for holo screen. &nbsp;Besides, you know I'm not a fan of all that old human stuff."

&nbsp;

"You said you'd let meee piiick!" &nbsp;I said in a sing-song voice.

&nbsp;

She sighed, plunking herself down on the sofa. &nbsp;"Fine. &nbsp;Next time is definitely my turn though."

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;

I grinned, grabbing the remote to start the movie. &nbsp;I loved the old sci-fi stuff. &nbsp;It was a blast to laugh at the corny special effects that had been so advanced at the time. &nbsp;On top of that, the human acting was intriguing. &nbsp;Their facial expressions were so much more exaggerated &nbsp;than those of furs. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

The familiar opening score started, and I leaned forward to grab a handful of popcorn. &nbsp;Spending the evening at home with my mother didn't bother me in the least. &nbsp;She was one of the few that treated me like a normal person. &nbsp;Even with those who hid it well, the attitude was there, just under the surface. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

Sometimes it was the slight resentment, as if it was my fault that they felt they had to pussy-foot around me. &nbsp;The pussy-footing was bad enough. &nbsp;It's not like I'm made of glass. &nbsp;Or maybe it was the cloying, feeling sorry for me. _&nbsp;'Seriously people, get over it already.'&nbsp;_

&nbsp;

Banishing my introspection, I immersed myself in the film. &nbsp;I'd already seen it five times, but it was one of my favourites. &nbsp;I always got into it. &nbsp;It was kind of funny to think, the technology displayed in the movie was fairly similar to what we actually had now. &nbsp;The next couple of hours flew by in a whirlwind of neon and digital effects. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;

&nbsp;

&nbsp;

Mom stretched and yawned as the credits rolled. &nbsp;"Well, that was a ton of fun, but I'm going to bed."

&nbsp;

I smirked. &nbsp;"Already? &nbsp;You are old!"

&nbsp;

She punched my shoulder lightly. &nbsp;"Just because some of us like to get up early, doesn't make us old!" &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Early? &nbsp;Eww. &nbsp;All the cool stuff happens at night."

&nbsp;

"To each their own." She grinned wickedly. &nbsp;"Since night is so 'cool' you can work on that paper of yours."

&nbsp;

I groaned. &nbsp;"C'mon mom! &nbsp;It's optional!"

&nbsp;

She shrugged. "So? &nbsp;It's still worth extra marks. &nbsp;Your grades may be fine, but that doesn't mean it'll hurt to get some bonus points. &nbsp;When did Professor Boggen say you needed to hand it in?"

&nbsp;

"Anytime before the end of the month."

&nbsp;

"And have you started?"

&nbsp;

"A little. &nbsp;I almost know TOO much about the topic."

&nbsp;

"What are you writing about again?"

&nbsp;

"The stagnation of technological advancement between the second and third fur wars."&nbsp;

&nbsp;

She snorted. &nbsp;"Right, simple enough. &nbsp;Well, you don't HAVE to work on it, but it's not a bad idea."

&nbsp;

"Okay mom. &nbsp;Geez, I'm not a kid anymore."

&nbsp;

She gave me a peck on the cheek. &nbsp;"I know dear, but old habits are hard to break. &nbsp;Goodnight now!"

&nbsp;

"Goodnight mom." &nbsp;

&nbsp;

She left the room with the now empty popcorn bowl, leaving me to shut down the holo screen. &nbsp;Once I got all the technology tucked in for the night, I made my way back upstairs, deciding I might as well take mom's advice. &nbsp;I flicked my computer back on, checking briefly to see if anyone was online. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

No Daigen, and none of my forum buddies either. &nbsp;The Visband had another cool feature, one that let you build an online avatar for things like discussion forums and networking. &nbsp;Pretty fun in its own right, as you could talk to people face to face while still maintaining your anonymity. &nbsp;I wasn't _totally_ friendless, but Daigen was the only one who was at all close. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I clicked open my partially complete paper, staring at the words for a few long moments before beginning to type. &nbsp;It wasn't really a difficult topic for me. &nbsp;I found that period of history fascinating. &nbsp;It was more a matter of what to omit rather than what to include. &nbsp;I had a tendency to go off on tangents when I wrote. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

No one knew _exactly_ how the second war had started, just that a riot had broken out in what was then New York. &nbsp;That quickly blossomed into a far more brutal war than the first. &nbsp;No second, uneasy truce could be reached without major changes in the human attitude. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

The second war had ended with the exile of humans from all the cities, back in 2148. &nbsp;They were forced out into the wilderness, the furred races taking total control of the world. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

Even though the furs of that era already had use of all the current tech, there was a long adjustment period, in which no new advancements had been made. &nbsp;There were many other things that had to be taken care of first, as a fully functioning, solely fur society was constructed. &nbsp;All the old frameworks had to go out the window with the humans no longer in control. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

Things might have been different in the end if the humans had gone for a diplomatic solution, rather than fighting back out of their exile. &nbsp;The third war was over very quickly. &nbsp;Without their cities, and with their numbers already depleted, the humans were slaughtered. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

Then came the purges. &nbsp;Some of the more extreme factions decided it would be best to eliminate the threat completely, rather than giving them a chance to rise up again. _&nbsp;'I guess people forgot that they were here for thousands of years before us. &nbsp;They still had claim to the planet. &nbsp;It's kind of sad really. &nbsp;After the bio-bomb, there was really no reason for the two races not to work together. &nbsp;I guess the lack of a face to the enemy is what made them turn on each-other.'_

&nbsp;

Fortunately, cooler heads had prevailed, and the purges were stopped before the humans were made completely extinct. &nbsp;Now though, they had regressed to a completely primitive state, a shadow of what they once were. &nbsp;It came from decades of living in the wilderness, no purpose beyond running and hiding, surviving like a feral. &nbsp;_'Although, I suppose that cured the racism problem for them. &nbsp;Now, we're just the predators, they're the prey. &nbsp;That's about as far as they'd be able to see it.'_

&nbsp;

There were plenty of laws in place to protect them now, although their population was still kept in check by neutering programs. &nbsp;No one wanted to be guilty of annihilating a once-sentient species, but there was always the risk of them becoming a problem again.

&nbsp;

_'Damn, I've totally gone off topic again,'_ I thought, erasing my last few lines of text. &nbsp;_'This is supposed to be about tech, not just humans.'_ &nbsp;It was hard not to get involved in such an interesting subject though. &nbsp;I started writing about the space program, which had started up again fairly recently. &nbsp;We were still running into the same walls the humans had, no viable means of intersteller travel. &nbsp;Most of the tech was there, we just needed a better fuel source. &nbsp;

&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;

With the drastically reduced population, overcrowding was no longer the problem it had once been. &nbsp;The main reason for the space program now was to discover where the bio-bomb had come from. &nbsp;After all, it was the origin of all the anthro races. &nbsp;Of course, discovering new, resource rich worlds would be a plus as well. &nbsp;The humans had damaged Terra pretty badly during their reign, and the wars had hardly helped. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I pulled my hands back from the sensor, ceasing my typing. &nbsp;I examined what I had written, nodding in approval. &nbsp;_'That'll do for now I guess. &nbsp;I'll put the finishing touches on it later.'_

&nbsp;

I glanced at the clock. &nbsp;_'Wow, that was two hours?'_ &nbsp;I saved my work, then sent off a quick message to Daigen, asking what time he wanted to meet up tomorrow. &nbsp; Without any real obligations at the moment, a lot of my time was spent hanging out with him online. &nbsp;&nbsp;

&nbsp;

Switching off the computer, I wheeled into my private bathroom to get myself ready for the night. &nbsp;I probably wouldn't fall asleep right away. &nbsp;Unlike my mother, I was a night-runner. &nbsp;The thought of waking up early if I didn't have to was unappealing. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

Getting into bed was a bit of a process, one that I had mastered over the years. &nbsp;Thanks to muscle atrophy, my lower half was pretty light. &nbsp;It was just a matter of maneuvouring it out of the chair, essentially by vaulting my butt up onto the bed.&nbsp;

&nbsp;

Next was the interesting procedure of taking my pants off. &nbsp;Not the easiest thing to do when you can't move your legs. &nbsp;It was a bit of a process in and of itself. &nbsp;I usually wore stuff that was pretty loose, just for ease. &nbsp;I tossed them into the corner, followed by my shirt. I always just wore my boxers to bed. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I lay there for a moment, before reaching up to the shelf at the head of my bed to grab my book. &nbsp;An old human-written sci-fi. &nbsp;Like the movies, I loved these too. &nbsp;Not even just the well known stuff, I even liked all the really corny ones. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

For the next hour or so, I could lose myself in the adventures of Magnus the Robot Fighter, as my brain slowly shut itself down for the night. &nbsp;Sure, I could've used a reader screen, but I'm old school. &nbsp;I like the feel of paper pages turning, and a comfortably sized novel in my hands. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;

&nbsp;

Finally, about a hundred pages in, the words stopped making sense, and I put my marker back in and snapped it closed. &nbsp;I placed the novel lovingly back in its home, then announced clearly, "Lights off." &nbsp;Immediately, the light dimmed from its evening setting to total darkness, and I settled into my extra padded mattress. _&nbsp;'Just another ordinary day.'&nbsp;_

&nbsp;

&nbsp;

**I** flicked on my computer, waiting patiently for it to awaken from slumber. &nbsp;Daigen had messaged me back, saying that it would be a bit later than usual because of something he had going on today. &nbsp;He hadn't gone into any details, saying that he would tell me about it when we met up. &nbsp;I'd used the extra time to finish my paper, then helped mom load up some of her paintings for an exhibit this evening. &nbsp;&nbsp;

&nbsp;

I glanced at the newsfeed briefly.

&nbsp;

**Volcanoes release star defenceman on account of steroid use following outburst in practice**.

&nbsp;

_'That kinda sucks, right at an important part of their season too.'_

&nbsp;

**Convicted sapiaphile faces heavy fines, possible jail term.**

&nbsp;

Now that was interesting. &nbsp;I clicked the link, scanning through the news story. &nbsp;Suddenly, a messenger window popped up.

&nbsp;

**Daigen:** You there dude?

&nbsp;

**Kraid:** Yeah, I'm here.

&nbsp;

**Daigen** : What're you doing? &nbsp;I've been waiting for you!

&nbsp;

**Kraid** : &nbsp;You have? &nbsp;Sorry, I'll jack in now.

&nbsp;

I closed the window and got the game running. '_Damn, he must've been a little early. &nbsp;I hope he hasn't been waiting too long.'_

&nbsp;

I pulled the Visband out of its drawer, snugging it over my ears and securing the plug in place. &nbsp;I flicked the switch on the side, and felt the sensation of a falling away into blackness...

&nbsp;

&nbsp;

**I** blinked as the virtual world came into focus, Daigen's robed form standing in the town square in front of me. &nbsp;With our friend ID's active, we would spawn into whatever area the other was in. &nbsp;I breathed a mental sigh of relief at the sensation of standing on my own two feet. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

_'Free.'_

&nbsp;

It was strange I suppose. &nbsp;Even though I hadn't actually walked for ten years, it was if my brain remembered the concept. &nbsp;'_I wonder if this works for people who have been paralyzed from birth?' &nbsp;&nbsp;_

&nbsp;

"Hey Daig."

&nbsp;

"Finally. &nbsp;I saw you log on, I was wondering what you were doing."

&nbsp;

"Sorry, I didn't know you were waiting. &nbsp;I was checking out a news story."

&nbsp;

"Really? &nbsp;What about?"

&nbsp;

"Some guy was keeping a human locked in his basement. &nbsp;Had sex with it too apparently. &nbsp;It was totally emaciated and abused."

&nbsp;

"That's sick. &nbsp;As if they aren't endangered enough, and then to go and capture one as a rape toy?"

&nbsp;

"I know. &nbsp;Pretty messed up."

&nbsp;

He shook his head. &nbsp;"Anyways, I've got some pretty awesome news!"

&nbsp;

"Oh yeah? &nbsp;Does it have to do with the thing you had going on today?"

&nbsp;

"Yup! &nbsp;I just moved. &nbsp;To the same city as you. &nbsp;Got everything set up this afternoon."

&nbsp;

It took a moment for the information to register. &nbsp;"You...what?"

&nbsp;

"Yeah! &nbsp;I found this job offer that was exactly the kind of thing I was looking for, and it turns out it's close to where you live! &nbsp;Now we can finally actually meet each other!"

&nbsp;

I felt like I had just been punched in the stomach. &nbsp;"Awesome sauce."

&nbsp;

&nbsp;"I know right? &nbsp;So, are you free on this Saturday?"

&nbsp;

"Um, yeah, I think so." &nbsp;'_Frick! &nbsp;Why did I say that?'_

&nbsp;

"Sweet! &nbsp;Where's a good place to meet up? &nbsp;You can show me around."

&nbsp;

My mind was racing. &nbsp;How could I explain saying no? &nbsp;Daigen and I had been friends for long enough that he'd want an explanation. &nbsp;But...the thought of him knowing... "Umm, do you know where Lennox mall is?"

&nbsp;

"Yeah, I passed it on my way to my new place. &nbsp;It's only a twenty minute drive for me. &nbsp;Is that close to you?"

&nbsp;

_'DAMMIT! &nbsp;I was hoping he'd be further away than that. &nbsp;That at least might've given me an excuse._' &nbsp;I mean, sure, I would love to meet with Daig. &nbsp;He was my only true friend, and I'd hoped that maybe there could be more than 'just friends' to it. &nbsp;But... When it came down to it... How could he really want to be with someone like me? &nbsp;The moment he realized just what I was, and that I'd never said anything about it...

&nbsp;

"Yeah...that's pretty close."

&nbsp;

"Alright then, how does two on Saturday sound? &nbsp;Where in the mall?"

&nbsp;

"Um, okay, we can meet at the Mcjackals." &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Splendiferous!"&nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Splendiferous? &nbsp;Really Daig? &nbsp;That was the first word that came to mind?"

&nbsp;

He grinned. &nbsp;"Hell yeah! &nbsp;I'm excited! &nbsp;We finally get to meet each other in real life! &nbsp;Aren't you excited?"

&nbsp;

"Yeah... Like I said, awesome sauce."&nbsp;

&nbsp;

Despite the turmoil inside my head, Daig's enthusiasm was a little infectious. &nbsp;I was able to return his grin pretty convincingly. &nbsp;'_Oh god, I'm so dead. &nbsp;He really does genuinely want to meet me, and when he finds out...'_

&nbsp;

"Sweet. &nbsp;So two then, at Mcjackals. &nbsp;I'll be wearing a red baseball hat, so you won't be able to miss me."

&nbsp;

"Okay."

&nbsp;

He gave me a high five, then turned and started walking towards the tavern. &nbsp;I followed, the simple joy of walking suppressed by Daigen's revelation. &nbsp;"We should see if there's any more level twenty quests up, we aced the last one," he said over his shoulder. &nbsp;

I nodded. &nbsp;The taverns were where one could receive quest contracts, either officially posted ones or player created ones. &nbsp; &nbsp;

&nbsp;

We stepped inside, blinking reflexively at the shift to dim light. &nbsp;Daigen nudged me, chuckling as he gestured to a corner of the room. &nbsp;"Check this out."

&nbsp;

I looked where he was pointing. &nbsp;In one of the little booths, a female gryphon thief was in the lap of a unicorn machinest, grinding desperately against his crotch. &nbsp; &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Think they can't get any in real life? &nbsp;Or they just like each other _that_ much?" Daigen said.

&nbsp;

I shrugged. &nbsp;"I guess someone should tell them that it's not that kind of game."

&nbsp;

Daigen laughed. &nbsp;"Yeah, it's not like you can feel anything down there. &nbsp;They don't program that stuff in to keep the lower rating."

&nbsp;

I smirked. &nbsp;"Oh, so you've tried it yourself?"

&nbsp;

Without warning, he spun and kicked me in the crotch. &nbsp;I jumped reflexively at the blow. &nbsp;"What the hell dude?"

&nbsp;

He grinned wickedly. &nbsp;"See? &nbsp;No feeling there. &nbsp;Don't worry, I won't do that to you in real life. &nbsp;Wouldn't want to 'damage the goods' after all."

&nbsp;

I responded with an anaemic smile. &nbsp;"Yeah...thanks for that."&nbsp;

&nbsp;

"No problem!"

&nbsp;

_'Yup, I'm definitely dead. &nbsp;Maybe I should just tell him now, so I won't have to see the look on his real face..._'

&nbsp;

"Daig..."

&nbsp;

He was already striding off towards the bar. &nbsp;With a heavy sigh, I followed. &nbsp;Might as well just try and enjoy the game while I could. &nbsp;Daigen was never going to see me the same way again. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

&nbsp;

**Saturday** rolled around, and two o'clock found me in my room, head in my hands. _&nbsp;'I can't do this. &nbsp;There's no way I can do this. &nbsp;He's going to be just like the others.'_

&nbsp;

I pounded my fist on the arm of my chair. &nbsp;"FUCK! &nbsp;I am such a coward!" &nbsp;I inwardly winced at my own outburst. &nbsp;Mom would kill me if she heard me using such language. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

_'Okay, okay. &nbsp;Let's think this through. &nbsp;This is Daig here. &nbsp;He's known me for two years. &nbsp;I mean, it's not like I know everything about him, right? &nbsp;He clearly likes me too. &nbsp;But... He doesn't know.'_

&nbsp;

"Ah, screw it!" &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I rolled to the door. &nbsp;Fifteen minutes of going in circles in my head left me already late. &nbsp;'_No, if he's like the others, then he's not a friend worth having. &nbsp;I can do this, I can do this. &nbsp;It'll be alright.'_

&nbsp;

The quiet hum of the lift started up, gliding smoothly down the stairs. &nbsp;'_God I'm nervous. &nbsp;This is worse than any test.'_ &nbsp;It felt like my heart was going to break out of my chest, and my breathing was a bit uneven. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"I'm going out mom!" I yelled as I reached the bottom of the stairs, forcing myself to calm down.

&nbsp;

She came around the corner. "Do my ears deceive me? &nbsp;Did I just hear you say you're going out?"&nbsp;

&nbsp;

I shook my head. &nbsp;"No. &nbsp;I'm going to meet with a friend."

&nbsp;

Her face lit up. &nbsp;"Really? &nbsp;That's great! &nbsp;Have fun then!"

&nbsp;

I gave her a thumbs up, then wheeled myself out the door, grabbing my keys on the way. &nbsp; I had my own special van to drive, a gift for my eighteenth birthday. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I thumbed the remote, the sliding door opening automatically to let the lift out. &nbsp;It whirred soflty as it lowered, like a robotic giant offering a hand to take me up, up and away. &nbsp;I rolled up onto the lift, allowing it to lever me into the van. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I jockeyed my chair into the driver's position, swiping the key through the reader and putting my thumb on the scanner. &nbsp;It started with a soft rumble, the hybrid fuel engine much quieter than the old oil based models. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I cruised slowly down the street, absently flicking through radio stations. &nbsp;_'I can't be too nervous, he's my friend, we already know each other._' &nbsp;Despite my self-assurances, the ball of spiders in my stomach just wouldn't stop squirming. &nbsp;Just how would Daigen react when he saw I was in a chair? &nbsp;I felt awful for never telling him, but how could I? &nbsp;On the other hand, if I thought of him as more than just a friend, how could I not?

&nbsp;

I'd known that I had feelings for Daigen for the past few months. &nbsp;Despite having never felt attracted to guys before, I had already reconciled myself to the fact that I was bi. &nbsp;I mean, whatever, right? &nbsp;If you loved somebody- _'Did I really just use that word? &nbsp;I did, didn't I? &nbsp;Is it really...like that?' &nbsp;_

&nbsp;

To hell with it. &nbsp;If you loved somebody, or at least liked them enough to care for them strongly, what did it matter if the two of you could procreate or not? &nbsp;

&nbsp;

Daigen was the only person who had ever inspired that kind of a reaction in me, guy or girl. &nbsp;Sure, I still felt the thrill that any guy feels when he sees an attractive girl, but that was always quickly crushed by reality. &nbsp;This was different, and not just because it was with a guy. &nbsp;We'd never talked about...having feelings for each other before, but I was hopeful that he might at least share a little of the sentiment. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;

&nbsp;

I wasn't the least bit worried about any of the usual 'meeting someone you know online' stuff. &nbsp;I felt I was a good enough judge of character to be able to safely say that Daig wasn't a psycho. &nbsp;Besides, how many people would attack a guy in a wheelchair? &nbsp;And it was a public place we were meeting in too. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

The closer I got to the mall, the more the spiders squirmed. &nbsp;My knuckles were white on the wheel. _&nbsp;'But what if I'm wrong?_ &nbsp;What if he turns out like the others?' &nbsp;The thought of seeing that familiar, disappointed, pitying look in Daigen's eyes was nauseating. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I drove right past the mall entrance the first time, and almost turned right around and went home. &nbsp;I forced myself to take the next right, going around the block. _&nbsp;'I can do this. &nbsp;I can do this. &nbsp;It'll be alright.'_

&nbsp;

I pulled into one of the handicapped spots, switching off the engine. &nbsp;I sat there for a long moment, before pushing the button to open the door and start the lift. &nbsp;I started to roll back from the wheel, then stopped before getting on the lift, the fear reaching a paralyzing level. &nbsp;_'No, I CAN'T take it. &nbsp;If he's like the others...'_

&nbsp;

Over and over in my mind, I kept seeing his face. &nbsp;His avatar's face actually, I had no idea what he actually looked like. &nbsp;But that familiar ruby-scaled dragon face, turning away from me, a disappointed look in his eye. &nbsp;"_Why didn't you tell me? &nbsp;I wouldn't have bothered coming out here."_

&nbsp;

I was probably exaggerating of course, but the image just would not go away. &nbsp;I buried my head in my hands, trembling. &nbsp;_'I can't do this. &nbsp;I can't do this. &nbsp;I can't.'_

&nbsp;

I don't know how long I sat there like that. &nbsp;A few passer-by gave me weird looks, but no one said anything. &nbsp;I glanced down at my watch. &nbsp;Three thirty. &nbsp;There's no way he was still there anyways. &nbsp;My eyes felt a little moist as I closed the door and rolled myself back into the driver's position. _&nbsp;'I'm so sorry Daig. &nbsp;I just can't.'_

&nbsp;

&nbsp;

**Mom** looked up as I rolled inside, tossing my keys on the counter.

&nbsp;

"Back already? &nbsp;How did it go with your friend?"

&nbsp;

"Fine. &nbsp;I'm going upstairs."

&nbsp;

She got up from the table, stepping in front of me. &nbsp;"Really? &nbsp;It doesn't sound like it was fine."

&nbsp;

I tried to manoeuvre around her. &nbsp;"No really, it was great."

&nbsp;

She blocked my path. &nbsp;"Don't lie to me Marcus. &nbsp;I can tell something's bothering you. &nbsp;Talk to me!"

&nbsp;

"I REALLY don't want to talk right now mom. &nbsp;You wouldn't understand."

&nbsp;

"Oh really," she said flatly, crossing her arms over her chest. &nbsp;"And who's been there for you all these years? &nbsp;Me, that's who. &nbsp;Try me."

&nbsp;

I sighed heavily. &nbsp;"Mom...I know, I just..."

&nbsp;

"Spit it out. &nbsp;You know you can tell me anything."

&nbsp;

I stared at my lap, finally breaking down. &nbsp;"I chickened out. &nbsp;I didn't end up meeting with him."

&nbsp;

She stared at me for a moment. &nbsp;"Really? &nbsp;That's it?" &nbsp;She smiled slightly. &nbsp;"You had me worried there, the way you were acting. &nbsp;I thought it would be something worse, like you'd been molested or something."

&nbsp;

I shook my head. &nbsp;"No, nothing like that. &nbsp;Just me being spineless. &nbsp;And no pun intended."

&nbsp;

"So, why didn't you want to meet him?"

&nbsp;

"Well...I didn't want him to see me in my wheelchair."

&nbsp;

"See you? &nbsp;You mean this is someone you know from online?"

&nbsp;

"Yeah."

&nbsp;

She shook her head. &nbsp;"Marcus, you KNOW you should be careful with those kinds of things!"

&nbsp;

"I know mom, but I also know this person well enough to know that it's not like that. &nbsp;He's perfectly normal. &nbsp;Besides, it was in a public place."

&nbsp;

"Well, you are an adult now, and as long as it's in public, I guess it's alright. &nbsp;You should still be careful though. &nbsp;This is all besides the point however. &nbsp;If you were so sure, why didn't you want him to see you?"&nbsp;

&nbsp;

"I was just...scared. &nbsp;He doesn't know I'm in a chair. &nbsp;I was afraid that when he found out, he wouldn't want to... be friends with me." _'Geez, when I put it that way, it sounds really juvenile.'_

&nbsp;

"I seem to recall having this conversation before. &nbsp;If you know him well, then you shouldn't be afraid. &nbsp;If this person is a good friend, then they won't care if you're in a chair or not."

&nbsp;

"I know, but-"

&nbsp;

"No buts! &nbsp;It's the truth. &nbsp;Don't hide yourself behind the chair."

&nbsp;

It was like a dam burst inside me, all my frustrations boiling up at once. &nbsp;"You don't know what it's like!" I yelled. &nbsp;My mother's eyes widened at the outburst. &nbsp;"You don't see the looks in their eyes! &nbsp;You don't have to hear the whispers! &nbsp;You don't know what it's like to be a freak! &nbsp;To be stuck in one place while people sashay around you, and you wish you could be normal like them!"

&nbsp;

She slapped me. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

It wasn't hard enough to really hurt, but it sure got my attention. &nbsp;In shock, I touched the spot on my face she'd struck. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Listen to me!" &nbsp;she ground out, poking me in the chest. &nbsp;"You. Are not. A freak. &nbsp;Would I slap you if you weren't perfectly normal? &nbsp;You're letting the chair chain you Marcus. &nbsp;If some people don't think you're normal, well, that's their problem, not yours. &nbsp;Who made THEM god? &nbsp;I love you for you, legs or no. &nbsp;If this person is a real friend, then they'll be able to see it too."

&nbsp;

There was a long silence as she let her words sink in. &nbsp;Then, she leaned down and pulled me into a hug. &nbsp;"I really do love you Marcus, and I just want what's best for you."

&nbsp;

My voice trembled slightly. &nbsp;"Thanks mom. &nbsp;I...You're right of course."

&nbsp;

"You'd better believe it! &nbsp;Now, maybe you should send a message to that friend of yours? &nbsp;Apologizing for leaving them waiting?"

&nbsp;

I nodded, and she stepped aside to let me pass. &nbsp;I made my way up to my room, feeling oddly drained from my emotional roller-coaster. &nbsp;'_She's right. &nbsp;Daig...Daig won't be like the rest of them. &nbsp;He won't.'_

&nbsp;

&nbsp;

I flicked on my computer, tapping my claw tips nervously on the desk as I waited for it to power up. &nbsp;_'He's probably going to be pissed. &nbsp;I hope he's on now though.'_

&nbsp;

&nbsp;I checked my online friends. &nbsp;No Daig. &nbsp;Either he hadn't gone home right away or he just wasn't on his computer. &nbsp;I left the window open, absently browsing the web as I waited. &nbsp;I didn't bother jacking in, I didn't want to miss him logging on. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

&nbsp;

&nbsp;It took about another hour before his name finally popped up. &nbsp;I immediately sent off a message.&nbsp;

&nbsp;

**Kraid** : Hey Daig...

&nbsp;

**Daigen:** &nbsp;I'm not too sure I want to talk to you right now.

&nbsp;

Briefly, the thought of inventing some story ran through my mind. &nbsp;I quickly banished the notion however. &nbsp;That would accomplish nothing.&nbsp;

&nbsp;

**Kraid:** &nbsp;I'm really sorry dude, I just...bailed.

&nbsp;

**Daigen** : Sorry? &nbsp;I waited for TWO HOURS! &nbsp;And whatta ya mean you bailed?

&nbsp;

**Kraid:** I wanted to go, I really did. &nbsp;But at the last moment, I chickened out.

&nbsp;

**Daigen:** Why?

&nbsp;

I hesitated for a long moment before responding. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

**Kraid:** Look, can I explain in person? &nbsp;Will you give me another chance?

&nbsp;

**Daigen:** I don't know.

&nbsp;

**Kraid:** Please Daig, I promise I won't stand you up again. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

There was a long pause on his end this time. &nbsp;'C'mon...'

&nbsp;

**Daigen** : Alright, but you'd better be there this time! &nbsp;

&nbsp;

**Kraid:** I will, I promise. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

**Daigen:** Fine. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

**Kraid:** Same place, same time tomorrow?

&nbsp;

**Daigen:** Okay, but instead of Mcjackals, how about that caf shop outside the mall?

&nbsp;

**Kraid:** Jitterz?

&nbsp;

**Daigen** : Yeah.

&nbsp;

**Kraid:** Okay by me.

&nbsp;

**Daigen:** Alright. &nbsp;I'm not really in the mood for staying online very long tonight though, okay? &nbsp;I'm just going to check my mail and log off. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

**Kraid:** Fair enough. &nbsp;Tomorrow then.

&nbsp;

**Daigen:** Yeah, see ya then.

&nbsp;

I closed the window, sitting back with a sigh of relief. &nbsp;At least he agreed to meet again, so I still had a chance. &nbsp;The ball of spiders tried to start squirming again, but I squashed it firmly. &nbsp;'_No. &nbsp;Daig will understand._' &nbsp;tomorrow, the truth would come out.

&nbsp;

&nbsp;

**Jitterz** didn't have any parking out front, so I just got as close as I could in the mall lot. &nbsp;As I lowered myself down to the pavement, the nervousness started up again. &nbsp;I couldn't help it, but I wasn't going to stop this time. &nbsp;I rolled slowly down the sidewalk, my heart beating rapidly. &nbsp;I was on time, so if he had beaten me there, it wouldn't be by much. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

The caf shop came into view, its small patio holding a few glass topped tables, with umbrellas to shade from the building warmth of the afternoon. &nbsp;A single figure sat at one of the tables, a red ball cap crammed over his head. &nbsp;My breath caught. &nbsp;His back was to me, and he didn't turn around as I slowly rolled forward.

&nbsp;

He was either a husky or a wolf of some kind, maybe a mix. &nbsp;He wore what looked like a hockey jersey, and a baggy pair of shorts. &nbsp;From what I could see, his neck fur was a dark grey, almost black, same with the ears.

&nbsp;

I came to a stop behind him, staring at the back of his head. &nbsp;His nails tapped on the table, either from impatience or nerves. &nbsp;I opened my mouth to speak as his ears twitched at the sound of my chair. &nbsp;He turned, and the words I had been trying to form just dropped away.&nbsp;

&nbsp;

Our eyes met, only a couple of feet and the low fence of the patio separating us. &nbsp;Deep blue eyes stared into my mahogany ones. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Kraid?"

&nbsp;

An absolute, drop-dead gorgeous, one-hit KO, female Malmute.&nbsp;

&nbsp;

My voice no longer existed. &nbsp;'_It isn't there! &nbsp;It ISN'T there!_' &nbsp;Beyond the shock of Daigen's gender (the use of my online name erased any doubt of identity), which was turning my mind inside out as it was, there was more. &nbsp;&nbsp;

&nbsp;

There was none of the disappointment, none of the pity. &nbsp;The only expression in her eyes was a mixture of relief, question, and genuine happiness. &nbsp;A bit of surprise at the very first perhaps, but quickly chased away by gladness. &nbsp;Pure, unbridled emotion rose up in me, far too fast to control. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

She started to look doubtful, as the time without a response grew. &nbsp;"You ARE Kraid right?" &nbsp;The voice, the one that had seemed so natural coming from a masculine dragon, suited her perfectly somehow. &nbsp;It was a little husky (no pun on her species), and in real life had a slightly more musical, feminine lilt. &nbsp;I guess that just didn't come through online somehow, or maybe the male façade just made me overlook it. &nbsp; &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I still couldn't make my mouth form words. &nbsp;"I..." &nbsp;My vision blurred. &nbsp;_'Oh god, seriously? &nbsp;I haven't cried since dad's funeral.'_ &nbsp;But there was no stopping it, the emotion was just too strong. &nbsp;_'It isn't there!'_ &nbsp;It felt like all the sunlight had been somehow bottled up and stuffed inside my chest, and someone had just shaken the cork loose. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Oh my god!" &nbsp;she exclaimed. &nbsp;"Did I say something wrong? &nbsp;I'm sorry! &nbsp;Are you alright?" &nbsp;She rose smoothly, vaulting over the little fence with ease, crouching slightly and putting her hand on mine. &nbsp; &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"I..."

&nbsp;

"I'm sorry! &nbsp;I didn't mean it, whatever I said!" &nbsp;She hesitantly leaned forward, moving her hand to my shoulder. &nbsp;Her touch sent a thrill through me, and it seemed to kickstart my vocal cords. &nbsp;There was no false sympathy, no compassionate charade, no cloying sentiment. &nbsp;Just genuine concern for my well-being. &nbsp;Not as someone with a disability, but as an equal. &nbsp;As someone who had just burst into tears in front of her. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Yes! &nbsp;Yes, it's me, Kraid. &nbsp;And I'm fine. &nbsp;Daigen..." &nbsp;I choked out finally.

&nbsp;

She pulled back slightly, her face breaking out into a grin, although the concern was still overriding everything else. &nbsp;"It IS you! &nbsp;I thought I had the wrong person. &nbsp;Are you sure you're okay?"

&nbsp;

"Yes! &nbsp;I'm better than okay," I said, hurriedly wiping the wetness from my cheeks. &nbsp;"I'm sorry, just...when I saw you..."

&nbsp;

She didn't speak, waiting patiently for me to collect myself. &nbsp;I noticed she didn't move her hand from mine, and her smile widened as I grew more composed. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Why don't we talk at the table, rather than on the sidewalk?" &nbsp;I suggested.

&nbsp;

"Sure! &nbsp;I think we have a lot to discuss," she replied, standing up and moving her hand back to my shoulder. &nbsp;I returned her smile, eyes still a little moist. &nbsp;Her eyes absolutely sparkled, her grin illuminating them.&nbsp;

&nbsp;

She kept her hand on my shoulder as I wheeled inside the restaurant, and then outside to the patio again. &nbsp;It wasn't a patronizing gesture, but a shared joy at the physical contact. &nbsp;I covered her hand with mine as I pulled up to the table, leaning back and meeting her eyes again. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"I'd offer to pull out the chair for you, but..."

&nbsp;

She laughed. &nbsp;"How gentlemaley of you. &nbsp;I think I'll manage though."

&nbsp;

&nbsp;She had a spring in her step, her fluffy tail bouncing slightly as she moved to her side of the table. &nbsp;She scraped her chair forward, putting her elbows on the table and leaning forward. &nbsp;"Well..."

&nbsp;

"Do you want anything?" I asked, realizing I probably should have considered it when we were inside. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

She shook her head. &nbsp;"No thanks, I'm fine. &nbsp;I don't even drink caf."

&nbsp;

I grinned. &nbsp;"Neither do I. &nbsp;I like their hot chocolate though."

&nbsp;

Her smile never faded. &nbsp;"I like it too, but I don't feel like anything right now. &nbsp;So...Um... &nbsp;I'm Jade!"

&nbsp;

'_Jade_...' I mentally savored the name. &nbsp;Like the rest of her, it was beautiful. &nbsp;"I'm Marcus. &nbsp;Yeah, guess if we're going to get to know each other in the real world, we should use our real names huh?"

&nbsp;

"Yeah..." she trailed off, just staring into my eyes.

&nbsp;

I gestured at her shirt. &nbsp;"Go Volcanoes!"

&nbsp;

"Go Volcanoes!" This elicited a high five apparently. &nbsp;I wasn't a huge hockey fan, but I followed it a little. &nbsp;From our conversations, I also knew she was pretty into it. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Wow. &nbsp;I just find it hard to believe that you're..." &nbsp;I gestured towards her helplessly. &nbsp;'_So what does that make me then? &nbsp;Am I still bi? &nbsp;Does that even matter right now?'_

&nbsp;

"What, a girl?" She laughed. &nbsp;"Yeah...I'm really sorry about not ever telling you. &nbsp;I guess I always kinda thought you had already guessed. &nbsp;Of course, you haven't exactly been completely forthcoming either."

&nbsp;

"I know..." I said softly. &nbsp;"This...this is the reason I didn't show up yesterday."

&nbsp;

She looked confused. &nbsp;"Forgive me, I just don't understand still. &nbsp;What were you afraid of? &nbsp;Did you think I was going to turn out to be a psycho or something?"

&nbsp;

"No, no. &nbsp;Just...I was afraid that, when you saw me in my chair..." &nbsp;I couldn't even finish the thought.

&nbsp;

She shrugged. &nbsp;"Why should that matter? &nbsp;A wheelchair, big deal. &nbsp;I mean, if you were some old guy, that might be different. &nbsp;But this? &nbsp;Pssh. &nbsp;I already like you Kr- Oops! I mean, Marcus. &nbsp;That's not going to change just because you get all the best parking spaces."

&nbsp;

I had to laugh at that one. &nbsp;"You just have no idea how relieved I am right now."

&nbsp;

Her smile was a bit sad this time. &nbsp;"Maybe I do. &nbsp;When you didn't show up yesterday, I had my doubts. &nbsp;I thought that maybe you didn't really like me at all, that you'd just been pretending this whole time. &nbsp;I was scared too. &nbsp;You..."

&nbsp;

This time, she seemed to be having trouble speaking.

&nbsp;

"I'm sorry, I really am," &nbsp;I said.

&nbsp;

"I know. &nbsp;It's just that, you...You're the closest friend I've ever had!" &nbsp;this last part was a bit rushed. &nbsp;"That...that's what scared ME, the thought of possibly losing that."

&nbsp;

I snorted. &nbsp;"YOU were scared of that? &nbsp;I was petrified by the thought! &nbsp;I sat in my van for an hour, with the door open, staring at the mall entrance. &nbsp;And...do you really mean that?"

&nbsp;

She just nodded. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I felt the emotion rising up again, but this time I kept it under control. &nbsp;"I...I feel exactly the same. &nbsp;I just don't see how someone like you could... I mean..." &nbsp;I couldn't organize my thoughts. &nbsp;"Why does someone as gorgeous as you start playing Echoes of Myth anyways? &nbsp;I mean, you seem to have everything going for you!"

&nbsp;

She smiled. &nbsp;"Girls play games too you know. &nbsp;And thank you." &nbsp;Her smile faded. &nbsp;"As to your question... I think I understand what you mean. &nbsp;And I... Well..." She seemed to have an extremely hard time with this.

&nbsp;

"It's okay, it was a stupid question," &nbsp;I said quickly. &nbsp;"I mean, part of the reason I play is obvious, aside from the fact that it's a fun game. &nbsp;It's a real...escape for me, you know?"

&nbsp;

"I do. &nbsp;More than you think. &nbsp;I...grew up with an abusive father. &nbsp;Games have always been an escape for me, and the Visband was just the next step up, about three years ago. &nbsp;Until I moved out recently at least."

&nbsp;

"Oh...I'm so sorry," I said.

&nbsp;

"It's okay, really. &nbsp;He never did... that to me. &nbsp;It was more psychological and emotional, although he did hit me a few times. &nbsp;He blamed me for my mom's death I think. &nbsp;She died giving birth to me. &nbsp;He died of a heart attack last year. &nbsp;I started playing as a guy online because I was tired of all the guys hitting on me. &nbsp;And then I met you, soon after I switched avatars. &nbsp;You were different."

&nbsp;

The response I felt to her story was a bit odd I suppose. &nbsp;Genuine empathy, despite our differences. &nbsp;I'd spent so much of my life feeling sorry for myself. &nbsp;Now, here was this person, my friend, who had it just as bad, despite outward appearances. &nbsp;At least I had a loving parent to care for me. &nbsp;Yet, just as I didn't want people to pity me, she clearly didn't want it either. &nbsp;I wasn't going to insult her dignity. &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;

&nbsp;

"We're so much alike in some ways," I said. &nbsp;"My dad died in the car crash that took my legs. &nbsp;My mom and I are fine together though. &nbsp;But still, you and I are both escaping from crappy life circumstances."

&nbsp;

"You know, you're the only person I know who could truly understand," she said. &nbsp;"When people hear my story, they get all... Well... You know."

&nbsp;

"Yup. &nbsp;All too well."

&nbsp;

&nbsp;We lapsed into silence, just gazing into each other's faces. &nbsp;If someone had asked me how I felt at that moment, I don't know if I could have described it. &nbsp;There were just too many emotions swirling around. &nbsp;The most prevailing one though, was definitely a happy one. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;

&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;

"You're not so bad yourself you know."

&nbsp;

"Eh?"

&nbsp;

Her ears flicked slightly. &nbsp;Embarrassment? &nbsp;"You said I was pretty. &nbsp;You're pretty good looking yourself. &nbsp;I like your markings."

&nbsp;

I felt heat rising to my face. &nbsp;"T-thanks." &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"I don't really see how people get you guys mixed up with hyenas. &nbsp;Sure, you're a little similar, but it's pretty easy to tell the difference I think."

&nbsp;

"Yeah, I don't really get that one either."

&nbsp;

She reached forward, the table being just small enough to allow it. &nbsp;"And such nice muscle tone..." &nbsp;Her fingers gently traced my chest and arm. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

My ears must have been turning red. &nbsp;"I...um. &nbsp;Yeah. &nbsp;I guess. &nbsp;Even though my chair is electric, I push it manually sometimes, when I'm not feeling lazy. &nbsp;My old one was manual too."

&nbsp;

"I didn't know you could do that with electric chairs."

&nbsp;

"Yeah, not on the older models maybe. &nbsp;But these ones allow for either. &nbsp;And they're lighter too."

&nbsp;

"That's pretty cool. &nbsp;Helps keep you in shape."

&nbsp;

"Yeah, thanks."

&nbsp;

We both seemed to run out of words again. &nbsp;Despite the secrets, we already knew so much about each other, the gaps could almost be filled in merely by being in each other's presence. &nbsp;It was...nice. &nbsp;I closed my eyes for a moment, tilting my head back as the sun moved out from a cloud, bathing me in radiance. &nbsp;It echoed how I felt inside. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

Opening my eyes again, I said, "Jade..."

&nbsp;

"Mmm?" &nbsp;She was leaning back too, watching me.

&nbsp;

Now that the moment was upon me, I couldn't find the right words. &nbsp;Finally, I just went for it, and damn the torpedos. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Are you...seeing anyone right now?"

&nbsp;

Her eyes widened, and I felt a moment of panic. &nbsp;"God no Marcus! &nbsp;Haven't you been listening to a word I've been saying? &nbsp;See? &nbsp;You really do miss the obvious sometimes."

&nbsp;

"Then you...really..."

&nbsp;

Her eyes held that trademark mischievous husky look. &nbsp;"I have to spell it out for you, don't I? &nbsp;I. Like. You. &nbsp;A lot."

&nbsp;

"Jade..."

&nbsp;

Her smile grew wider. &nbsp;"Shh. &nbsp;I already know. &nbsp;I've suspected for a little while, and...I was honestly terrified that you would actually turn out to be gay. &nbsp;I mean, you'd never really indicated one way or the other, but from our conversations, I had you pegged as at least bi. &nbsp;I wasn't _entirely_ sure if you knew I was a girl or not, I just couldn't work up the courage to tell you in advance."

&nbsp;

"Gee, sounds like someone I know..."

&nbsp;

We both burst out laughing at this. &nbsp;At each other. &nbsp;At ourselves. &nbsp;At the world. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Splendiferous."

&nbsp;

"Awesome sauce." &nbsp;

&nbsp;

We were grinning like little kids who had gotten into the cookie jar. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"So...Now what?" &nbsp;I asked. &nbsp;&nbsp;

&nbsp;

&nbsp;"Well...I WAS going to get you to play tour guide, but I think that can wait for another day. &nbsp;Do you have any plans?"

&nbsp;

I shrugged. &nbsp;"Nope, whatever you want to do is fine. &nbsp;I have no problem showing you around. &nbsp;So long as you don't mind either walking or being a passenger. &nbsp;I don't know what you drive, but I doubt I'd fit easily..."

&nbsp;

She smiled. &nbsp;"I don't mind riding with you, but I have a better idea for now. &nbsp;Why don't I show you my new place? &nbsp;If you're not busy, then we can hang out for the rest of the afternoon?"

&nbsp;

"Sure! &nbsp;I'd love to."

&nbsp;

"Great! &nbsp;So, show me to your car then. &nbsp;I actually don't even have one. &nbsp;I rented one to move here, and I took transit today."

&nbsp;

"Cool, let's go then."

&nbsp;

She followed me as I made my way out of the restaurant, the barista giving us a dirty look for not buying anything. &nbsp;Jade blew him a kiss, and I could barely contain my laughter at his shocked look. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

It wasn't a long way to my van. &nbsp;I kept stealing glances at her along the way. &nbsp;She had such a bouncy step, one that made her hips sway a bit, fluffy curled tail swishing behind her. &nbsp; It was quite entrancing. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

_'She's as pretty as any girl I've ever seen. &nbsp;How could someone like her fall for a guy like me? &nbsp;And yet, she said it right out!_' &nbsp;The sensation was like having a fire inside me. &nbsp;Being with her just felt so right! &nbsp;It was as if a piece of me that had been missing had &nbsp;suddenly been tapped into place. &nbsp;I suppose it helped that there was so much we shared.

&nbsp;

"Sweet wheels," she said as we came up to my van.

&nbsp;

I grinned. &nbsp;"Yeah, it's pimpin'." &nbsp;I thumbed the remote, and the door slid open to allow the lift to lower. &nbsp;I gestured her to the passenger seat as I got myself situated. &nbsp;"Go ahead and hop in. &nbsp;This just takes a sec."

&nbsp;

"Okay. &nbsp;Shotgun!"

&nbsp;

I laughed. &nbsp;"You don't have much of a choice, unless you truly want to be chauffeured." &nbsp;My van only had three seats. &nbsp;The passenger and then a small bench in the back. &nbsp;There was space for a second wheelchair to lock into in the middle too. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Does it have a mini-bar?"

&nbsp;

"Afraid not."

&nbsp;

"Definitely shotgun!"

&nbsp;

After we got ourselves buckled in, I pulled smoothly out of the parking lot. &nbsp;"So, where's your place exactly?"

&nbsp;

"It's on Cecropia, just off of Hansen." &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"I have an idea of where that is, but you'll need to direct me when we get close. &nbsp;I don't know that area overly well."

&nbsp;

"No problem. &nbsp;I'm still learning it myself of course."

&nbsp;

Having her in the passenger seat was admittedly a bit distracting. &nbsp;I kept admiring the way the sun played off the creamy fur of her face, little swirls of darker markings adding lovely accents. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I just took it slow, enjoying the drive. &nbsp;We chatted amiably about this and that, nothing really notable. &nbsp;Music mostly. &nbsp;We both shared similar tastes, although she liked more of the modern stuff than I did. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"There's that new entertainment complex. &nbsp;I've heard it's supposed to be pretty good."

&nbsp;

"You've never been there?"

&nbsp;

"No. &nbsp;It just opened recently. &nbsp;Besides, I don't usually get out too much."

&nbsp;

"Well, I'm no socialite myself. &nbsp;We'll have to change that, we can go out together."

&nbsp;

"Yeah! &nbsp;Definitely."

&nbsp;

"Take the next left."

&nbsp;

I turned. &nbsp;We were in a bit of an older area, a few detached houses, but mostly apartments. &nbsp;Lot's of greenery. &nbsp;A lot of the stuff downtown had been replaced by newer, taller developments. &nbsp;Here was where they hadn't bothered to re-build. &nbsp;A lot of the structures dated back to the 1980s and 90s. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

It was only a few more minutes until we arrived at Jade's apartment building. &nbsp;

"I was lucky to find this place," she said. &nbsp;"It's only ten minutes from where I'll be working."

&nbsp;

I continued the conversation as I got myself unloaded. &nbsp;She hopped out as I started the lift. &nbsp; &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Oh yeah, that's right. &nbsp;You mentioned your new job. &nbsp;Where's that going to be anyways?"

&nbsp;

"There's a dentist office nearby. &nbsp;I'm an assistant there. &nbsp;It took me awhile to find a place that was hiring, and this one just happened to be here."

&nbsp;

"That's great!"

&nbsp;

She grinned. &nbsp;"Yeah. &nbsp;The job is good, and the fact that I can be near you makes it even better. &nbsp;It would suck to move here and have no friends."

&nbsp;

"Or... more than friends. &nbsp;Right?"

&nbsp;

"Yeah! &nbsp;More than friends!"

&nbsp;

Our smiles were almost mirror images. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

She led me up the walkway, swiping her key card in front of the reader. &nbsp;"This place is pretty old, but it's been retrofitted pretty well," she said.

&nbsp;

"Yeah, do you know how old? Eighties?"

&nbsp;

"Sixties I think. &nbsp;They've replaced the elevators and stuff, but all the places have their original layouts and such. &nbsp;Can't complain about the rent."

&nbsp;

"Cool."

&nbsp;

She was on the fourth floor, just a short elevator ride. &nbsp;"So you got moved in okay?"

&nbsp;

"Yeah, a couple of my cousins drove up with me. &nbsp;It's about a four hour drive, so we did it all in one trip. &nbsp;I didn't take overly much with me, just what I knew I'd need. &nbsp;My parents' place was just too big for one person anyhow."

&nbsp;

She unlocked the door of one of the apartments. &nbsp;"Here we are. &nbsp;I haven't unpacked everything yet, but at least it's not TOO much of a disaster." &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I stopped at the entrance. &nbsp;A very rare problem had just cropped up. &nbsp;"Um... Jade?"

&nbsp;

She turned around. &nbsp;"Yes? &nbsp;Oh!"

&nbsp;

The doorway was just a little bit too narrow for me. &nbsp;My wheels wouldn't allow me to fit through, and no amount of manouvering was going to do it. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

She looked thoughtful. &nbsp;"Hmm, that's a problem. &nbsp;Does your chair collapse at all?"

&nbsp;

I nodded. &nbsp;"Yeah, the back just pops inwards, and then the wheels come in against the motor."

&nbsp;

"Do you mind if I pick you up?"

&nbsp;

It didn't look like I had much choice. &nbsp;The only other option was to drag myself inside. &nbsp;I hated being carried, it was one of the most embarrassing things of all. &nbsp;I'd been forced to do it a few times, mostly earlier on, during physiotherapy sessions. &nbsp;But, with her, the idea didn't bother me as much.

&nbsp;

"I don't mind. &nbsp;Are you sure you can do it though?"

&nbsp;

She flexed, the action not showing much through the bulky hockey jersy. &nbsp;"Hell yeah I can! &nbsp;Don't worry, I won't drop you."

&nbsp;

I backed up a bit into the hallway, and she stepped up to the side of my chair. &nbsp;She gently took a hold of me with one arm under my knees, the other on my back. &nbsp;I helped her out by sliding forwards in the seat, allowing myself to lean back into her arms. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

In a smooth motion, she lifted me, with only a small grunt of effort. &nbsp;She carefully manoeuvred the two of us through the door, mindful of my head as we passed through the doorframe. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

My head was pressed against her soft chest briefly, and I could hear her heartbeat. &nbsp;It seemed elevated slightly, and the sound of it was like a beautiful symphony. &nbsp;The very centre of my... My what? &nbsp;My crush? &nbsp;No, that wasn't strong enough. &nbsp;My love? &nbsp;That didn't quite seem to do it either. &nbsp;My soul mate? &nbsp;That had a nice ring to it. &nbsp;But did she truly feel the same? &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;

&nbsp;

I smiled up at her. &nbsp;"You know, I don't normally allow people to do this on a first date."

&nbsp;

She giggled. "It's kind of fun! &nbsp;At least, for me."

&nbsp;

Once inside, she carried me through a kitchen area and tiny dining room. &nbsp;There was a little den area, populated by nothing but a couch and holoscreen. &nbsp;A few boxes were stacked neatly in the corner, but it was otherwise perfectly tidy. &nbsp;The bright colours of the walls made the room seem bigger than it was, and fit her personality perfectly. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

She set me gently down on the couch. &nbsp;"I'll just pop back out and grab your chair." &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;

I nodded, sinking into the plush fabric. &nbsp;It had actually felt...nice. &nbsp;To be in her arms like that. &nbsp;I'd likely never admit to that though.

&nbsp;

"How does this thing fold again?" she called from the hallway.

&nbsp;

"There's a cord in the back, just pull it and then push the yellow button on the left side."

&nbsp;

There was a few moments of silence, before she came back in, pushing my chair. &nbsp;"Got it." &nbsp;She plunked herself down beside me. &nbsp;"Well, it's not much, but it's home."

&nbsp;

"I like it. &nbsp;Except for the door."

&nbsp;

She laughed. &nbsp;"Yeah, that sucks for you I guess, means you'll have to let me pick you up whenever you want to come in. &nbsp;So you'd better get used to it."

&nbsp;

"You're probably the only person aside from my mom who I'd let do that."

&nbsp;

"I'm honoured then. &nbsp;I got to carry the great and mighty Kraid to safety."

&nbsp;

I snorted. &nbsp;"The great and mighty Kraid huh? &nbsp;How many times have you had to bail my ass out?"

&nbsp;

She assumed an exaggeratedly thoughtful look, counting on her fingers. &nbsp;"Hmm, what's the number that comes after billion again?"

&nbsp;

"Okay, maybe not THAT many."

&nbsp;

"Maybe."

&nbsp;

We shared a laugh. &nbsp;"Of course, you running from the monsters with your tail between your legs is usually what lets me finish them off," she said.

&nbsp;

"See? &nbsp;I am good for a few things."&nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Yup! &nbsp;I really wouldn't have gotten too far without you. &nbsp;So... now what? &nbsp;Do you want to play some games?"

&nbsp;

"Honestly? &nbsp;Not really."

&nbsp;

"Me neither." &nbsp;

&nbsp;

We lapsed into silence, just staring into each other's eyes for a moment. &nbsp;My heartbeat quickened as she leaned towards me. &nbsp;"Jade..."

&nbsp;

She stopped, looking disappointed. &nbsp;"I'm sorry. &nbsp;I'm moving too fast, aren't I?"

&nbsp;

I took a moment to respond, not wanting my spinning mind to blurt out something stupid. &nbsp;"No, it's not that. &nbsp;I just want to know that you're sure."&nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Trust me, I'm sure." &nbsp;She leaned forward again, bringing her lips to mine. &nbsp;My heart felt like it was going to beat out of my chest. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

It was a clumsy effort on my part. &nbsp;She did most of the tongue work, working it around inside my mouth as I did my best to keep pace. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

She pulled back a bit, licking her lips. &nbsp;"Hmm, not bad."

&nbsp;

I was panting a bit. &nbsp;"Wow! &nbsp;That was great!"

&nbsp;

She smirked. &nbsp;"Don't tell me that's your first real kiss?"

&nbsp;

I nodded. &nbsp;"I've never been... you know, _with_ anyone before."

&nbsp;

"Really? &nbsp;Well, I've actually only had one before. &nbsp;You're already a better kisser than him."

&nbsp;

"I am?"

&nbsp;

"Yeah. &nbsp;Plus it means way more with you. &nbsp;My first was just a stupid high school fling."&nbsp;

&nbsp;

She leaned back in for more. &nbsp;This time, I tried to improve my efforts, learning from what she had done the first time. &nbsp;I wrestled with her tongue, and she gave as good as she got. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

This time, we were both short of breath when we pulled apart. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"I think you just levelled up," she said, breathing heavily.

&nbsp;

I had to laugh at this, and she joined in. &nbsp;Impulsively, I pulled her in for another round. &nbsp;She didn't object, and our dextrous canine appendages danced an intimate waltz. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

When we came up for air, she had a gleam in her eyes. &nbsp;"Yup, you're definitely getting better at this. &nbsp;But I recommend more practice." &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Only if you'll help."&nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Just try and stop me!" &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"As if."

&nbsp;

She threw her arms around me, and we locked lips again. &nbsp;I started slightly as I felt her grope my crotch, which was undeniably starting to tent. &nbsp;I groaned into her mouth at the contact, and she murred in response. &nbsp; &nbsp;

&nbsp;

Pulling away, she grabbed her shirt, working it over her head and tossing it aside. &nbsp;I just stared, taking in the eye candy. &nbsp;As with most furs, her breasts weren't large, but they still stuck out from her chest pleasantly. &nbsp;She was in great shape too. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

My own shirt was the next to go, followed by her kicking off her shoes and sliding her shorts off. &nbsp;We kissed again, and she started working on my pants. &nbsp;I helped her out, working them down around my knees as our tongues embraced. &nbsp;We separated, and she bent over to yank them off the rest of the way. &nbsp;I never bothered with shoes. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

She straddled my lap, nothing but our underwear between us as we held each other close. &nbsp;She started grinding against me, the tent in my pants straining at the teasing contact. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

As much as it pained me to stop her, I had to ask one more time. &nbsp;"Wait, are you sure that you want to go this far?"

&nbsp;

She stopped, just leaning against me. &nbsp;"How many times are you going to make me say it?" &nbsp;She looked a bit hurt. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"I'm sorry. &nbsp;It's just...hard for me to believe that you could actually want me."

&nbsp;

She pressed her nose up to mine, the expression in her eyes leaving no doubt. &nbsp;"I love you Marcus. &nbsp;I've known that for some time, and meeting you in person just confirmed it. &nbsp;I don't just want you. &nbsp;I need you."

&nbsp;

I swallowed hard, the pure joy rising up within me threatening to break the dam again. &nbsp;"Oh Jade...I really love you too. &nbsp;And I need you." &nbsp; &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I reached up, laying a hand on her creamy breast and massaging slowly. &nbsp;She really seemed to enjoy the action, moaning softly. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"You truly are absolutely gorgeous," I said. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Mmm, same to you."

&nbsp;

She reached down, tugging her panties off and baring herself completely. &nbsp;They looked a bit wet, from what I saw before she tossed them onto the growing pile of clothes. &nbsp;She kissed me again, a short one this time as she started fumbling my boxers off too.

&nbsp;

Soon enough, we were both in nothing but our fur, kissing passionately. &nbsp;Our hands were all over, rubbing and massaging, just exploring each other's bodies. &nbsp;For the moment, that was enough, our crotches just resting together, my now exposed erection sliding against her lower lips as we moved. &nbsp;I guess I truly WAS a bit lucky, I still had feeling 'down there'. &nbsp;Had I been human, without digitigrade legs, I likely would not.&nbsp;

&nbsp;

A thought struck me suddenly. &nbsp;"Hang on, aren't you worried about...you know."

&nbsp;

She shook her head, grinding down lustfully. &nbsp;"Not that time of month. &nbsp;It'll be fine. &nbsp;Now, you just lie back and relax." &nbsp;She stood up, freeing me to move.

&nbsp;

I did as she said, hoisting my legs up and repositioning myself so that I was lying on my back. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

She lowered herself back down, placing her hands on my chest and gripping lightly. &nbsp;I watched as she moved herself into positon, my tip sliding into her folds and resting there. &nbsp;"This is kind of ironic you know," she said. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"How's that?"

&nbsp;

"Well, in the game, I'm the one with the magical staff."

&nbsp;

We both started laughing at this, and I slipped out as she moved forward a little.

&nbsp;

"Oops. &nbsp;Guess we'll have to try again from the last save point," I said.

&nbsp;

She gave me a wicked grin. &nbsp;"Let's just see how much constitution you REALLY have, eh?"

&nbsp;

She reached down, pulling my sheath back behind the knot. &nbsp;It was only half formed still, but even that little bit of stimulation was enough to make it continue growing. &nbsp;She held my exposed maleness steady as she sank slowly back, the first two inches sliding in smoothly. &nbsp;I let out a groan as my member was welcomed into a warm, soft embrace. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

She leaned down again, and we kissed tenderly as she started working me in deeper. &nbsp;Her passage was like a wrapping of heavenly silk, my own hand felt like sandpaper in comparison. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

My mind was soaring on new heights of pleasure as her walls gripped me, drawing me into her most intimate sanctum. &nbsp;Her eyes were half closed, a blissful look on her face. &nbsp;I couldn't thrust up against her too much, but I did my best, grabbing her hips to help her balance. I was fully erect now, and her powerful inner muscles sent a thrill through me, unlike anything I had ever felt. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

_'Oh yeah, I could definitely get used to THIS!'_

&nbsp;

It felt like I would explode from all the good feelings, like they were leaking out of me the way her juices were leaking over my maleness. &nbsp;Her thrusts didn't stop at all, she just kept a constant rhythm. &nbsp;I could feel my shaft throb, echoing my heartbeat as I let out a spurt of pre. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

Looking down, I could see her delicate petals stretching around me. &nbsp;Pornos didn't even come close to how erotic the sight was in real life. &nbsp;Especially as I could hear her soft grunts of pleasure, echoing my own. &nbsp;It made it even more satisfying, to know that she was enjoying it as much as I was. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

I kept rising to higher and higher heights as she started sliding up and down at a more rapid pace, increasing the friction. &nbsp;I yipped in pleasure as she pressed down on my knot, doing her best to force it inside. &nbsp;She let out a moan, kneading my chest as she gyrated her hips. &nbsp;I could feel myself leaking pre more steadily now. &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;

&nbsp;

I could feel the delightful ridges and valleys of her inner folds. &nbsp;Her warm, moist tunnel was putting pressure all over my sensitive member, sending bursts of nirvana through me. &nbsp;She was pushing down as much as she could on each thrust, trying to envelope all of me. &nbsp; &nbsp;

&nbsp;

"Come on, let's do this!" she panted.

&nbsp;

I pulled her down in time with her bucking, and my rod was finally slammed home, knot and all. &nbsp;She jolted, letting out a small howl, her depths rippling around me as she came. &nbsp;The rhythmic squeezing was putting incredible pressure on my knot, and I could feel that I was getting close myself.

&nbsp;

My tapered tip was buried somewhere deep inside her, and her orgasm didn't stop her from pounding down on me. &nbsp;Our movements were more limited now that we had tied, but she was working me over just as well. &nbsp;She ground against me, her lips squishing against my fuzzy sack and sending a jolt of ecstasy through me. &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;

&nbsp;

"You're pretty big you know," her voice was strained, absolute rapture evidenced in her face.

&nbsp;

I could barely form a response through the haze of delight. &nbsp;"Uh, T-thanks."

&nbsp;

She reached down between us, letting me support her. &nbsp;She started furiously rubbing her clit, the little bit she could reach that wasn't pressed against my knot. &nbsp;With the other hand, she rubbed my balls, gently squeezing the fuzzy orbs as she kept rocking her hips.&nbsp;

&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;

She gripped again, and I felt my balls drawing up, my straining pole stiffening even further. &nbsp;"Oh god, Jade!"

&nbsp;

"Yes! &nbsp;Marcus!" &nbsp;Her tongue was hanging out, her joy filled eyes meeting my own.

&nbsp;

The release crashed through me, my senses washed out by pure, untainted pleasure. &nbsp;Vaguely, over my own ecstatic cry, I heard her join me in orgasm, the sounds of canine satisfaction filling the room. &nbsp;Her depths rippled and pulsed around me, drawing my essence up inside of her. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

She slumped down on top of me, her chin resting on my shoulder as my last few spurts tapered off. &nbsp;"Ohhh. &nbsp;Are you sure this is your first time?"

&nbsp;

"Ummm. &nbsp;Y-yeah. &nbsp;That was...fantastic. &nbsp;Definitely better as a two player game." &nbsp;Fantastic was an understatement. &nbsp;There wasn't a word strong enough for how I felt. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

She giggled. &nbsp;"Splendiferous. &nbsp;In case you didn't notice, I liked it too."

&nbsp;

I grinned as she snuggled against me, rubbing her back slowly. &nbsp;"Yup, I did notice."

&nbsp;

"Good. &nbsp;There's a limit to how many things I'll point out to you."

&nbsp;

"Ha. &nbsp;I'll have to be more observant then."

&nbsp;

"Yeah, and you can start by observing that we should just lie like this for awhile."

&nbsp;

I snorted. &nbsp;"I don't think we have much choice."

&nbsp;

She laughed again. &nbsp;"True. &nbsp;You've got me stuffed pretty good."

&nbsp;

I hugged her tight, and we shared a slow, passionate kiss as we basked in the warm afterglow. &nbsp;

&nbsp;

&nbsp;

Things were looking up.&nbsp;

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