{"sf1_id":1542274,"sf2_id":"4nAjMgV1","title":"Sleepless Sleepiness...","author":"Jiblits","words":404,"posted_at":"2020-02-03T05:27:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Poetry","Short Story"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1542274-sleepless-sleepiness","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/4nAjMgV1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/50/a8/50a8a91f-3624-4d0a-9fbc-8a40ed4519ba","description":"","content":"Rambling reasoning - 48. -\u0026nbsp;\n\nSleepless Sleepiness...\n\nThe air brisk, flowing all around\n\nI stare down, at the ants moving about among the ground\n\nBelow, life scurrying about without a care more than a goal to be met\n\nI feel at times, lost among many things in mind, \u0026 yet...\n\nCompletion far from mind, for anything immediately at hand\n\nA lack of will toward, what should be a personal demand\n\nEchoes of what's loved always keep me in mind\n\nMore so than even them, I jus try to be kind\n\nConclusions too easy to imagine, I only hope things don't change too much\n\nI hope for family \u0026 loved ones ever near, more than memories, still able to give a warm smile, a simple hug, a physical touch\n\nA reminder to keep on, to know being alone is only a trap kept in mind when blurry reasoning shows\n\nThe \"have to be\" continues to grow, acceptance a must, mental distance slowly grows\n\nPresent abilities more valuable by the day\n\ni keep resolve in line, my hope itself, to never sway\n\nMaybe a worry too much at times, stagnant moments hold close by\n\nEver present among every action made to simply try\n\nIt must be\n\nJust, at times, hard to accept for me\n\nDreams sometimes show too much toward a fantasy of life that isn't, leaving a feeling truly bitter sweet\n\nCracks all around, filling voids with doubt, we all must try to remain concrete\n\nToo easy to sway when vulnerable, try not to think too far into what might be\n\nFind, among the unknown, personal, peaceful cemetery\n\nWish the best to y'all if you find\n\nWeakness running a muck when you begin to unwind\n\nWhen you think you see something clearly, remember, you can be metaphorically blind\n\nClose such thoughts, carry them with you, make them powerful, be strong\n\nEven if you never thought of them, remember, they've been with you all along\n\nMissing what never was, or couldn't be\n\nIt's human, but through it all, keep focus, always try to see\n\nLeast, it seems to work, at times, for me\u0026nbsp;\n\n(??Y'all take care ???? thanks for the kind words everyone, means a lot )\n\n- - - - Thanks for reading - - -\n\n- \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; - - - Always - - -\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n"}