{"sf1_id":1561186,"sf2_id":"5nzqbRam","title":"Idk...honestly...","author":"Jiblits","words":232,"posted_at":"2020-03-27T06:55:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Poetry","Short Story","slice of life"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1561186-idk-honestly","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/5nzqbRam","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/0b/23/0b2314da-0adc-4e17-a41e-72b29a0a97c9","description":"","content":"Rambling reasoning - 74. -\n\nSilence eludes me most nights, as many find rest\n\nI drift in \u0026 out of thoughts, some long past, some reminding me of \"the best\"\n\nIn these visions, I live years past\n\nMany holding the moments rich in details, so many that couldn't last\n\nLuck having near nothing to do with any of them in the least\n\nThe not-so-great always near, waiting among the shadows, reflections easily able to hide each beast\n\nMorning til night, I look for relief, even among the daylight\n\nSuch sensations outgoing\n\nThe puzzling part, is, in some ways, it's forgettably knowing\n\nMind fuzzy when eyes are anything but clear\n\nI can't seem to shake such feelings alien, almost missing what is understandable fear\n\nNot reckless, not hidden, in any way\n\nStill, the chill only a memory, moving forward seems more like an honest delay\n\nSuch thoughts, such times rambling as I do\n\nI hope, in some way, it's relaxing, entertaining, or, maybe puzzling, same as it is for me, to you\n\nI honestly don't know...\n\nIt's what I do, instead of bed, where I know I should go...\n\n- - - Thanks for reading - - -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;- - - Always - - -\u0026nbsp;\n\nGive me stuff to write about =)\u0026nbsp;omment below\n\n  \n  \n\n"}