{"sf1_id":1591695,"sf2_id":"rn6xgvEe","title":"Dreamingly...","author":"Jiblits","words":309,"posted_at":"2020-06-17T04:48:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Poetry","Short Story","slice of life"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1591695-dreamingly","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/rn6xgvEe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/cc/aa/ccaa5b6c-5853-4cad-955c-7607c8fef841","description":"","content":"Thoughtful thinking - 2 -\n\nDreamingly...\n\nWith echoes visiting from deep within\n\nI find, created by my mind, such a visual feeling, a want, to grin\n\nSlowly, strongly, lowly, methodically, my hands reach for what I can't hold anymore\n\nUnsure if eyes are opened, or all is dreamt, I'm reaching for what I adore\n\nUncertain what will appear from behind the mental curtain, I hold my breath at such an unknown sight\n\nIf it is, what shouldn't, couldn't, wouldn't be a possibility, I know my sub-conscience wants to fight\n\nDay dreaming under the vail of night\n\nAnything is up for grabs, while I don't need to doubt what's right\n\nMy mental recollection toys with my emotions\n\nShowing all I once held close, \u0026 with them, all my priceless past devotions\u0026nbsp;\n\nBit by bit, it chips away at why I don't quit\n\nThe ruins still standing tall, how it wants me to fall, \u0026 that to be the end of it\n\nStill, the ember burns amid the doubt\n\nIt can't shake the human resolve to keep living without\n\nThe inevitable, the unkind\n\nAlways worst when personal, only such troubles truly had in each mind\n\nOnly a nightmare if left till forgettable daylight\n\nThis reminds me, it's only a thing too far at night\n\nThe shadows going back into the lightless\n\nLetting a peaceful mind continue, clearly, or as a jumbled mess\n\nMaybe next rest will be better than this\n\nMaybe then, a good laugh, a smile, another moment, can be shared with those I miss\n\n\"Find me, another time, another place...\n\nRemind me, of each amazing, priceless smile, on a lovingly missed, familiar face\u0026nbsp;^\\_^..\"\n\n- - - Thanks for reading - - -\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;- - - Always - - -\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n"}