{"sf1_id":1651188,"sf2_id":"214Rdzwm","title":"Guilt","author":"npgirard","words":1,"posted_at":"2020-11-17T02:48:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1651188-guilt","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/214Rdzwm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/22/0b/220bb0d4-ce98-4fad-bd8e-44d17a7e21dd","description":"#1 of Poems\n\nCould you love me?\nIf you know what I've done?\nThe things I've seen.\nThe things I've been through.\nCould you love me?\nIf I couldn't love you?\nI don't think I can.\nI don't think I would deserve that kindness.\nCould you love me?\nIf I feel betrayed?\nBy my own body, no less.\nBy the people I've trusted and let in.\nCould I love myself?\nIf maybe I had done something?\nSaid something.\nI think \"no\" would have been a good start.\nBut I said nothing.\nI let it happen, and it did.\nDid I want it?\nEven though I was asleep?\nI let it happen again.\nAnd again.\nSo, could you love me?\nI don't think I can.","content":"Poem\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poems","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1651190-soft.json"}}