{"sf1_id":1706761,"sf2_id":"r175XA7m","title":"A weird vent thing, probably will delete later","author":"TazTopaz","words":116,"posted_at":"2021-04-15T01:22:00.000Z","tags":["Depressing","Depression","Desperation","Emotional"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1706761-a-weird-vent-thing-probably-will-delete-later","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/r175XA7m","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/b2/b0/b2b0be35-a492-45e6-b2d3-2e2e9fc96282","description":"","content":"Tonight is one of those painful nights. Trying to hold back these tears that keep on flowing and flowing, choking on myself. I feel unbearably alone not even the distraction of deafening music helps tonight.\n\nIt's always been hard to describe these dips in mood and emotion, it's a freefall into an abyss. Crying inexcerably into the night, my pleas of succor\u0026nbsp;from my own filthy emotions not heard, of course, who would hear? I'm alone, alone, soul crushing destitution. It's enough to make me wretch, I already have. I don't know what to do with these feelings, I don't knoe where to go with them. Perhaps this too is another futile attempt at figuring shit out\n\n  \n  \n\n"}