{"sf1_id":1706821,"sf2_id":"Rnowrz0n","title":"It's Still You","author":"Aero_Dragneel","words":230,"posted_at":"2021-04-15T07:51:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Late-Night","Poetry","Sad","Thoughts"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1706821-it-s-still-you","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Rnowrz0n","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/ce/01/ce01e4e9-27c0-4564-9476-82c47ba3a09b","description":"A poem from the late night emotions of well, me.","content":"Despite everything, it's still you,\n\nWhen you look in the mirror seeing that face you despise,\n\nWhen you're alone crying into your pillow at night,\n\nYou know damn well it's a pathetic sight.\n\nThis simple fact, and you know it's true,\n\nThat against all odds... its still you.\n\nFrom the dark you smiled,\n\nAnd had people help you from that shadowy isle,\n\nPeople around you to show that you're not alone.\n\nBut the thoughts are still there,\n\nWith all the kindness you show, it only makes the pain more aware,\n\nThat piece of you is still missing.\n\nAnd not matter what you do, it'll still sting...\n\nIts still you,\n\nWanting to mend what isn't broken,\n\nApologizing if it means an end,\n\nTo scream into an empty void they can't hear,\n\nWith tears falling from your eyes,\u0026nbsp;\n\nYou write your sorrows tonight,\n\nAnd these feelings you know they aren't right,\n\nA painful feeling that keeps you up some nights.\n\nTry to imagine a world where its not there.\n\nYou think that they still care?\n\nIn the end it doesn't matter, you'll just be met with dead air...\n\nIt's still you,\n\nPushing past the pain the best you can,\n\nJust so you can forget and then-\n\nNight falls and the only thing there is your thoughts,\n\nOf how things should have been,\n\nAnd whether you're enough,\n\nBut even still,\n\nIt's still you...\n\n  \n  \n\n"}