{"sf1_id":1716520,"sf2_id":"zeRbylAe","title":"Violet (Your Lancer Interlude 3)","author":"Cardigan","words":321,"posted_at":"2021-05-09T23:45:00.000Z","tags":["Jackal","Poetry","SFW","Story Series","Wolf"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1716520-violet-your-lancer-interlude-3","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/zeRbylAe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/fb/fa/fbfa8d1d-e36f-46c6-8b86-765edb51453b","description":"#7 of Your Lancer\n\nInterlude 3/3 of the \"Your Lancer\" series\nThis is a complementary material to Part 3 and is meant to be read after that.\nThe wolfess gets what she wanted... But victory isn't what she thought it would be.\nWord Count:307","content":"* * *\n\nRed,\n\nI don't think you remember,\n\nWhen we first met.\n\nBut I do.\n\nEven when your father brought you,\n\nI knew your origins.\n\nYou were quiet,\n\nBut eventually opened up to me.\n\nOnly to me.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI often reminisce about\n\nWhen we were children.\n\nI would play tricks on the adults,\n\nYou would follow me\n\nThen make me fess up.\n\nLike the good boy you are.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe days of our adolescence,\n\nI don't look back so fondly.\n\nHaving to hold back my feelings for you,\n\nHurt more than you'll ever know.\n\nYour youthful smile\n\nWas blinding and beautiful.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI was elated\n\nWhen we were posed to marry.\n\nI could finally free my emotions.\n\nYou could finally be mine.\n\nBut,\n\nAt the party\u0026nbsp;\n\nOur parents announced the engagement.\n\nI saw you in the shadows,\n\nSharing a kiss with another man.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt hurt.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI imagined our marriage\n\nWould fix you.\n\nBut it didn't.\n\nYou wouldn't change.\n\nSo the flower of my purity\n\nI sold to some mongrel.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI vowed then,\n\nTo fix you myself.\n\nBut you pierced every wall\n\nI put in your way.\n\nI still held hope\n\nThat you would eventually\u0026nbsp;\n\nChoose me.\n\nUntil that jackal\n\nThat harlot\u0026nbsp;\n\nWhisked you away from me.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nBut I did it now.\n\nMy cunning finally got me\n\nThe taste of victory.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nEven though want it,\n\nThe taste is bitter.\n\nI can see in your face\n\nAloofness that hurts me.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThrough pain,\n\nI understand it.\n\nThis is not you.\n\nI want you smiling\n\nLoving whoever you want.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSo, I must stop you.\n\nLet all my love go.\n\nI place one last true kiss\u0026nbsp;\n\nOn your lips.\n\nAnd beg in a whisper.\n\n\"Go be with him.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI still feel the warmth\n\nYou left behind.\n\nEven if I cry now,\n\nWhen I see you beaming again,\n\nI'll know I made\u0026nbsp;\n\nOne good choice in my life.\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Your Lancer","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1716345-beloved-your-lancer-part-3.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1718786-epilogue-your-lancer-part-4.json"}}