{"sf1_id":1859265,"sf2_id":"rnabjjX1","title":"Damn You I Loved You","author":"BlackSmoke","words":138,"posted_at":"2022-06-01T03:37:00.000Z","tags":["D\u0026d","Dungeons \u0026 Dragons","Humblewood","Plot Development","Poem","Poetry","Romance","Unrequited Love","Vulpin"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1859265-damn-you-i-loved-you","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/rnabjjX1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/9b/e0/9be06095-6220-432d-b424-398a94dae490","description":"#4 of Humblewood Fiction \u0026 Poems\n\n1st: Sunflower's death poem for his former leader, his rival, and the man he loved but could never admit it.\n2nd: Sunflower longing for his dead rival and lover.","content":"Cyrus Krauley:\n\nYour cruel heart's sooty,\n\nCracking, popping, embers lit\n\nClean fire in my heart.\n\nHeavy on my mind\n\nYour deeds and your words reside,\n\nHeavy on my life\n\nYour shadow hangs like thick smoke,\n\nYou have gone away\n\nAnd I still wish you were kind,\n\nBut you burned in fire\n\nAnd I still stand in moonlight,\n\nRegretting not kissing you.\n\n* * *\n\nThe taste Of a sweet summer grape On his lips for years I chased Even now rises the fur of my nape When his face is traced. I strayed And the closest I ever came Was when between us stabbed my blade For power, my ambition to blame. I'm too easily swayed. Wherever He is now, does he too reminisce Of the feeling of my fur? Or regret we never kissed? Chance gone forever.\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Humblewood Fiction \u0026amp; Poems","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1859264-generous-prince-goldengrin.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1953390-correspondence.json"}}