{"sf1_id":188923,"sf2_id":null,"title":"Pokemon The Windshifter-Prologue","author":"IceLeviathan","words":496,"posted_at":"2010-10-24T21:47:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Pokemon","Suicide","glaceon"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/188923-pokemon-the-windshifter-prologue","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/188923","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=188923\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"#1 of Pokemon-The Windshifter-","content":"This is my first story...its pretty short but its just the prologue...i want to know if people wan't more before i start writing more...if you think its good and i should write more then say so...I'm probobly going to write chapter 1 anyways...this isnt enough to grade my work...but i wanted to start somewhere...so yea...enjoy...\n\n\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\\_\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nA light breeze blew from behind me, rustling the leaves and whispering in my ears. I took a deep breath to steady my pounding heart. I was scared. Scared to find out what was about to happen. But I wanted this. I had no purpose in this world. I reconsidered this for the umpteenth time.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; _I'm sorry Jake_ I thought to myself, the horrible memory flashed through my mind.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; _A young Glaceon lay in a pool of water and blood; the only thing she felt was pain. Her trainer stood over her, with a disgusted look on his face._\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n_\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \"You cost me the championship\" he said in a cold voice, \"All the time I spent training you, and you failed\"_\n\n_\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \"I'm sorry\" she said_\n\n_\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \"You're weak\" He said \"useless\"_\n\n_\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; The trainer pulled out a pokeball and held down the activator. The Glaceon became cloaked in a blue light, then the pokeball turned a dark black. The trainer turned his back to her, and walked away._\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n_\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; If you don't need me, nobody does,_ A tear ran down my face, and I wanted to die all over again. I opened my eyes and looked at the horizon. The sun was just about to set. I took another deep breath as I looked down. If I jumped, there was no option but death.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; I heard a rustle in the leaves behind me and I instinctively jumped around, lowering myself to get ready to attack. There was no one there. I shook my head. I was trained to battle, I couldn't help doing that. I turned back around, closed my eyes and sighed.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; _This is it_\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; I tried to take a step forward. But I couldn't, I was too scared. Even with nothing to live for, even though I had no will to live, I just couldn't destroy myself. It was only until I went to take a step backwards that I realized that I really couldn't move.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; _Stun spore_\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; There was another rustling noise, and some footsteps. I wanted to turn around, but I couldn't. I felt something hard hit the side of my leg. Suddenly I felt weightless. The world around me started to glow a vivid red. Then everything went black.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n_\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; I tried to fight the sensation of sleep overcoming me, I wanted nothing to do with this trainer, I just wanted to die. I didn't want to go through all that pain again. But I couldn't fight it. I let myself fall asleep. What's the point?_\n\n  \n  \n\n"}