{"sf1_id":1896152,"sf2_id":"Xnr5g6om","title":"Awake (a short story)","author":"Trixie_Raccoon","words":1010,"posted_at":"2022-09-11T23:13:00.000Z","tags":["Blood","Fnaf","Fox","Horror","Murder","Robot"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1896152-awake-a-short-story","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Xnr5g6om","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/ff/74/ff74af9e-2e8f-4322-9749-eca540115a38","description":"#13 of Sories\n\nA story about an animatronic fox gaining consciousness...\nA FNAF fan story sort of\nHappy reading!","content":"I opened my eyes for this first time.\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\n\nInstantly I was filled with so much information, it was like it was being shoved into my brain.\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\n\nI knew I was starting my life, and programs were being ran.\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;I knew I was a fox, 5'2\" tall and weighing 125 pounds.\u0026nbsp; I knew code, as if it was my first language, and i knew English as well.\u0026nbsp; I knew math to some degree.\u0026nbsp; I looked down and studied my body.\u0026nbsp; I was white and smooth, with blue markings on the tip of my tail, my foot paws, my belly, ears, and cheeks.\u0026nbsp; I had yellow\u0026nbsp;stars on my shoulders and each side of my waist, and yellow moons on my back and on one of my eyes.\u0026nbsp; I had yellow glowing eyes.\u0026nbsp; I wore a little blue bow tie.\u0026nbsp; I had some sort of speaker on my chest, and my whole body was made of white panels.\u0026nbsp; I could feel power in my body, like some sort of electricity.\u0026nbsp; I flexed my paws and tried taking a step.\u0026nbsp; I looked around me and there was a man, i identified him as human.\u0026nbsp; He wore a lot of white and had a clipboard.\u0026nbsp; He smiled at me, surprised by my movements.\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\n\nSuddenly other things filled my head, but they weren't being pushed into my head, they were more....foggy.\u0026nbsp; And i had to try hard to study them to comprehend them.\u0026nbsp; I focused on one at a time.\u0026nbsp; A birthday cake in front of me.\u0026nbsp; Two people, for some reason in the memory they were identified as...mother and father?\u0026nbsp; I searched my digital dictionary for these words and tried to understand.\u0026nbsp; Were these my parents?\u0026nbsp; Why didn't I recognize them?\u0026nbsp; How could these be my mother and father if my life had only begun seconds ago.\u0026nbsp; I had other things fill my head,\u0026nbsp; things a child would have.\u0026nbsp; Like school, and sleepovers, and other life experiences.\u0026nbsp; But it was strange, in the memories I was a girl but my programming and data says I'm a male fox.\u0026nbsp; Not a young girl human.\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;All the memories\u0026nbsp;seemed foreign to me.\u0026nbsp; However there was a tiny piece of deja voo\u0026nbsp;in them and in me.\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe man pushed a button on my upper back and my eyes closed.\u0026nbsp; And I lost consciousness, but not like a human sleeping.\u0026nbsp; It felt like i was dead, no programs were running and i was completely.....off.\u0026nbsp; How could I compare that to human sleep though when i had never slept before.\u0026nbsp; How could I know what it was like?\u0026nbsp; Because my dictionary showed they dreamed?\u0026nbsp; I shook the thought away.\u0026nbsp; I don't know how long I was powered off for.\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\n\nI awoke for a second time.\u0026nbsp; I was somewhere new.\u0026nbsp; I was in a brightly colored room with tables and balloons, somehow like memories i had.\u0026nbsp; But surely those couldn't be my memories.\u0026nbsp; Right?\u0026nbsp; It didn't logically make sense.\u0026nbsp; Suddenly, a program ran.\u0026nbsp; My arms started moving and my head turned and my eyes blinked and I sang.\u0026nbsp; I was in \"performance mode\".\u0026nbsp; Everything was running well and i made it mostly through the song,\u0026nbsp; but more memories came.\u0026nbsp; Ones that were so strong they were hard to deny.\u0026nbsp; I had a name...I had a name!\u0026nbsp; My name was Penny.\u0026nbsp; I was putting my black silky hair into two pony tails like I normally did.\u0026nbsp; I was seven years old.\u0026nbsp; I did have a mother and father, and a baby brother! I Remembered them!\u0026nbsp; But how was I here?\u0026nbsp; As I was trying to ponder this, the people turned off the program.\u0026nbsp; I had stopped following it and I was twitching and i wasn't singing right.\u0026nbsp; But the memories still came.\u0026nbsp; I had blue eyes and I wore my blue dress, I was getting ready for a birthday party...\u0026nbsp; I had so many memories of my family and my home and my cat and my school and my friends, the memories flooded in but I couldn't stop it.\u0026nbsp; I loved my little cat and my home and my family....I wanted to go home.\u0026nbsp; I wanted to see my baby brother and I wanted my mommy and daddy.\u0026nbsp; And I wanted my kitty.\u0026nbsp; Where was I now?\u0026nbsp; In a party room on some sort of stage.\u0026nbsp; With adults talking about me.\u0026nbsp; I nervously tried to stay still but I was scared.\u0026nbsp; I didn't know what to do.\u0026nbsp; My emotions overwhelmed the programming.\u0026nbsp; I walked off of the stage and over to the scientists.\u0026nbsp; I-i mangled them, and mauled them.\u0026nbsp; Before my eyes blood flew and i tore into them, i didn't want to but the program made me.\u0026nbsp; Then when they were injured I ran.\u0026nbsp; I ran into another room and them another.\u0026nbsp; I was in the kitchen, and I stood there, scared.\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\n\nThen it happened again, the button on my back was pushed and i lost consciousness.\u0026nbsp; The next time I woke up onstage again, although no matter how well I remembered myself, the program ran normally until i finished the song.\u0026nbsp; I remembered more...\u0026nbsp; I remembered going to my best friends party.\u0026nbsp; I remembered my mother desperately didn't want me to, but my father convinced her.\u0026nbsp; I remember being in a red room with rainbow stars on the walls, and balloons.\u0026nbsp; I remember a bunny, a big pink bunny who sang on a stage.\u0026nbsp; I remember......trying to look closer, the other kids in the arcade.\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\n\nI remember dying.\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt hurt a lot.\u0026nbsp; And somehow, I was stuck inside of the big blue and white fox.\u0026nbsp; Now I was the one on stage.\u0026nbsp; Was there another kid inside of the bunny that was on stage too?\u0026nbsp; I don't know.\u0026nbsp; How long would I be here? I don't know.\u0026nbsp; I didn't even know if there was a way to escape.\u0026nbsp; But my code told me to bring more.\u0026nbsp; More kids.\u0026nbsp; More friends.\u0026nbsp; It will make the human who made me happy.\u0026nbsp; It was my next order, and....I couldn't stop it.\u0026nbsp; I was no longer fully Penny, part of me was controlled by programs and code.\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Sories","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1895724-insanity.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1896215-harley-s-secret-part-4.json"}}